Y11:15 AM
mother's back from KL.
she annoys me sometimes. she keeps blaming EITHER the net OR the cellphone. and i think it's really wrong of her to be doing that. i mean, seriously. i AM putting my priorities straight now. i know, when and what i should do.
and she was like, NO MOVIES starting from now. like WHAT THE -_- therefore, prolly i wont be able to catch charlie and chocolate factory with aunty. and i really find it unfair. she has high expectations of me and it's TOO much. she expects me to be studying every second she sees me and i think it's really shallow of her to be thinking THAT way. i mean, i need a life too okay.
i just cant allow myself to be going to school, STUDY, reach home, settle down and BACK TO THE BOOKS! it's really.. a no life everyday routine. and i just, DETEST it. i mean, isnt 2 and a half hours of studying enough for a sec3 girl like me? WHAT, will 20 minutes of no net do any better?????
what a bug.
i'm supposed to study now. gah, i am so looking forward to school nowadays. at least, my mother does not nag when i'm at school. that is if she does not call me.
-_- shes so.. different now really. not the understanding mother i used to know. and i find that.. really sad. and she is not happy with me having 2 CCAs. seriously, WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!
i am a sad person now, kill me.
love,
shakie
