the nightingale sings gentle lullabies

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Y9:27 PM

FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

i love today (:

i think it's really fun. lol

ok. nothing major or what happened lah. its been a VERY long time eversince i last stayed at school and just do stuff and just chit chat and all. yeah, helped the peer people with the bouquet, rocher, banner, bears flowers shit. yeah, was fun lah. i mean, i laughed alottttt. i miss being with a group of friends, making jokes and just be silly and all. sigh sigh, yeah. theyre cool hahah, some lah. so yeah, joked around and sigh sigh laughed TOOOO much lah -_-

abee and lina followed the part As for the imt shit. COOL LEY! hahahh, yeah. talked to the cadets for a while before the set off for the ncc hq. they werent as excited as i was lah. they were like.. as i described... "you all like want to die you know" HEH.

helped susu, nazo and saliha and ais with the rocher stuff. bought the green tape or whatever they called it before that. yeah, bought sushis also. i just have this undying love for sushis. yumyum. hahah, then yeah, i think im getting a hang of it mun. doing the stalk thing i mean. so coooool. yeah, got bored of it, then joined the guys with the banner.

khairul reminded me of picasso. HAHAHAHHAHAHA!

i told him yesterday that i was the daughter of mister picasso. lol and he reminded me about it just today HAHAHAHAH! lol

then i kept telling him about how the others kept following everything i did due to my talent and picasso DNA. ahhahahahahahahah, was so funny. and that... haiqal haikel i dont know, stuttered alot HAHHA.

"kkkakakaaakkkkkaakkkkkkkkkkkkaaKKAAAAKKKAAAA..KAT bedok view"

lol, so funny hor.

and they said i did something wrong with the banner, AASSSSSHOOOOOOOOOOWEEELLL.

): i was so sad cos they accused me of making mistakes. bah, i thought it was supposed to be that way, it looked artistic though. NICE OKAY!!! like samuraaaaiiii... hahahahahahah, plus the chip aka hakim (lol) said okay what!!!!!! so.. sad ): boo

after that, i lost interest in painting ): sigh. so then i resorted back to my famous work, the rocher HAHAHAHAH so funny. oh well. then somewhere somehow someone made me so pissedangrygrrrrrrrrredredhothotYOUNAMEIT. keeps ordering only, so FRUSTRATING OKAY!!!!!!!!!! complaint to hakim whom we thought heard our (LOUD) rants. hahahahahha, it wasnt much. we just screamtsofreakinghardithinksheheardit at him. lol. he was like ... okaaayy.. oh well. then sumi came. IT WAS HIS TURN THEN! lol. we shouted our lungs out sia. so annoying mun.

so COOL LAH YOU THINK!

grrrrr

thank god abee was there too. she was shouting also, lol. nice sia. we practising our sarcasm. HAHAH. practice makes perfect, YO! hahah. bah. tmrw.. ANOTHER THING. sigh ah.

i missed smallville, AGAIN SIAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i am saddd ): boooooooooo

i think today is one of my merefek-est day everrrr. lol, i had tied my pony tail with a bow. middle fingerrrrrrrr lol. AND NOT SUPPOSED TO SEE PEOPLE SAW IT!!!!!!!! sigh sigh, was so silly i felt extra cacat.

i miss laughing so much like how i did just now. just that, those are MY usual group of friends. i miss the old ones. but aarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh, oh well. shall adapt to it lah hor. some of the new bunch are nice. some... SAI AHHHH!

love,
shakie

Y11:22 AM

HMMMMM

i have an important choice to make. lol, i have a chem test tmrw. but my sister's going to swensens. SHOULD I FOLLOW HER!!!!!?????? cos im craving for iceeee creaaaaaaaaaaaam ): ):

YEAH PROLLY COS OF THE CONVERSATION I HAD WITH HANIS EARLIER TODAY. sigh sigh. how ley, if i go, i wont study. if i study, no ice cream. lol lol

what a tough decision.

anyway, had LOTS of fun yesterday and today. lol, din attend hmt class. :D lol okay let's start with yesterday. went out with abee. thanks to the 'surveying of teddybears, frames etc' lol. it was great fun. just the two of us. we wore the same colour top and pants. HAHAH, how coincidental. yeah, was cool. lol

many great experiences. our first stop was east point, LOL. we reached there, guess what we do????? WE GO MAKAN FIRST! hahahhhahah, eh shuddup ok we were hungry!! lol. yeah, got the delicious crispy noodles while abee got her.. i dont know what. lol, after makan surveyed here and there. expensive lah bears, DURR.

yeah, stupid jokes here and there. after that, we decided to head pasir ris. yeah, the shopping mall there. WALAU, when we reached there, there were so many different smells of food sia..... soooooooooooooooooooooo niiiiiceeee hahahahahah. yeah, we were like alamak shudnt have eaten at eastpoint LAH! hahah. yeah, had to resist our temptation so WHATEVER. hahah, saw some stuff. expensive...... OKAY OKAY..... but not cheap. except for the frames, yeah.

next stop was parkway parade. SEE! we went to thre different places okay! grrr, the others just had one stop... how.... grrrr..

right. then, we bought oreo ice blended. so enak man. ehheheh! reached there pretty late so we turned into two bullet trains, teehee. yeah, then bought marshmellows!!!! SO ENAK MAN. hahah. yeah, nice hor. then aiyah, so funny laahhhhhhhhhhh we crossd the road stuffing marshmellows into our mouths with the vehicles all that.. AIYAH. lol, was funny ley.

LOVED YESTERDAY. cos i love abee. (:

as simple as that.

NOW, today. ahahh, okay lah. i do not really like mondays. mondays just suck, to me that is. the songs... no mother tongue.... HIGHER MALAAYYY... haiyah. but today was quite different. the time passed by quite fast heh. tup tap tup, it was already end of school period. so yeah. bought film for kk to take pics of the... people. then yeah, just lepaked around the school with sumi, tahirah and amelia. waited for abee actually. lol, THE WHOLE TIME WAS SO FUNNNYYYYY!!! lol, laughed too much today. tahirah's insane.. sigh sigh. sumi... TOO. sigh sigh.. he has something against mr fathul, AHAHAHHAHAH!! lol. it was funny. the bubble talk and all. lol, yeah.

TODAY AND YESTERDAY - LOVE!

later..? lol, ICE CREAAAAAAMMM EH BANAANAAA SPLIT LEY!!! WANT WANT!!

(: love,

shakie!!

Y12:17 PM

dok, cantik dok gambar. HAHHAHA

okaylah im evil lah.... lol

WENT OUT WITH ABEE I SAYANG HER ALOT.

okay update more tmrw, lols. lappie's REALLY sick. using brother's comp now. so shall not make it long. hahahahaha KAY LOVE!

love,
shakie!

Y9:33 PM

im proud of myself cos ive spent the past 3 hours revising biology. (: at chapter 4 now. lol, just a brief one though. but i studied okay!!!! lol

yesterday night was the suckiest ever, minus the results night. yeah, smsed miss bla and miss' reply was pretty.. depressing. yeah, miss bla din seem to care. maybe miss bla dosent care. cos why? miss bla has new frieeeeeendddssssss so misss bla must not care miss bla's other friends. which makes miss bla's old friend, me, sad.

cried so much, yes. for MISS BLA! ): i took care of her like my own sister when she was sick at bandung. has she forgotten all that? all the neos? all the jokes? all the laughters? all the tak tahu malu-ness? all the problems we shared? all the all the???? pretty saddening. but she dosent care, lor. prolly she does, but oh whatever.

miss bla, what happened?

that aside. thanks to missbla and miss ME problem lol, ive realised nice friends i have. heehee, love you people.

anda tahu siapa diri anda, iya.

sister was super excited just now, cos she bought the fruit juice thingamagic. lol. it was like magic!!! hahahh, just put in a few fruits and TADA YOU GET THE JUICE LEY!!! hehehehh so cool hor. glasses and glasses. hahah. so fun.

i dont know why my father isnt SUPERSUPERSUPERSUPERIMANGRYSUPER mad at me. prolly its not time yet. or prolly hes being the understanding, nice, sweet daddy. and encouraging also ley. but its just weird. prolly wrong, also? i dont know. mommy mad mad angry. but shes okay now. shes nicer to me. cos we had the family minus 1st brother & daddy talk the other day. yeah, it made me realise how much they cared and how my results suck.

SO IM GONNA BUCK UP!!!!!!!

take that you lousy faces who think low of ME.

miss bla, all the best for your exams yo. i wish you can get into express, just like how we had planned last time. it seems that youve given up though. goodluck nevertheless.

HANIS YO! thanks

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(: (: ehehehheh!

isa, thanks also for 'runs back to sheikha and passes her tissue papers' lol, thanks so much. :D

abee, HEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEEHHHHHHHHHHH!

hahahahah. shuddup you all, abee has the psychic powers. lol, telepathy telepathy... ahahahah. she SHOULD understand what the heheh is for, HEHEHEHEHEHEHH! lol, i know.. what the hell.

my body is still aching ley, so sad hor.

oh oh, i love the hari raya song that we're gonna present this year. i mean, if i do not quit lah. lol. anw, the song is so sedih man ): ): sigh sigh sigh. TANPA KU SEDARI, AIRMATA KU MENGALIR... something like that lah.. lol, i only memorize that. HEHEH!

(oh and FARHANIS AHMAD said shes gonna miss me if i were to quit angklung!!!! sweet right!!!! hehehehehehehehh be jealous you all cos i have her name under theloves in me phonebook :D )

hmm, prolly next tuesday must collect sands, LOL LOL. di tepi pantai yang indah.. HOHO. yah, prolly with abee. and isa? not sure hor.

bytheway, GOOD LUCK TO ALL O LEVEL CANDIDATES!!!! lol, prolly too early cos the coming up exams are the prelims. lol, but the earlier the better right!!!! to those candidates i know like...

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNN!!!! goodluck hor hor hor! i miss you lah. you must study VERYVERYVERYVERY hard and make yourself, family and ME proud okay! you can enjoy sleep play laugh giler after Os. make us all proud alrightos (: LOVE!

YAASSSSSSSSS!! ehheheh, goodluck also okay!!!! YOU MUST STUDY AND STOP POKING PEOPLE! lol

DILIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! goodluck okayokayokayokayokayokay!!!!!!!!! lol

DOKS!!!!!!!! heheheheh you all should have lesser lepak moments and study okay. qib, GOODLUCK OKAY!!! and yeah, forget about the booking of pit. STUDY NOW! hoohohoho. juzan, stop lazy lazying around. and greet people ENTHUSIASTICALLY OKAY!!!!! lol, hariz, ALSO YOU HOR!!!! dah.. jangan lepak to much with the madmunkees OR HANIS. lol, STUDY HOR!!! amin!!!! study okieee!! :D lol

hmm who else???? oh, FIR!!! JIDIN!!!!! goodluck you angklungensemble brothers! :D

hmm.. OKAY LAH TO ALL THE SEC4s & 5s, GOOD LUCK OKAY!!! hahahh.

(nak personal message pulaakkk...)

SOOOO SALLY COULD WAIT!!! lol

dont look back in anger..

OKAY I LOVE YOU, ALL. hahah

love,
shakie

Y12:34 PM

I AM TIRED.

hahah, expect that for every friday's entry. HEHHE. lol, but im pretty.. happy. ok lah.. not SO but okay ah.

-winks at abee!

so much happened this week, though. and yeah, do not be shocked. my results suck and it's getting from bad to worse. and i dont think i shall think positive or whatever anymore cos it's about time i do something about it rather than sitting one side tryna think positive. bah. this common test is the WORST so far. more to come i know. i hope not, though. okay, minus the mc for two bloody papers and one blank mother tongue marks, i think my results sucked badbadbadddddd..

and yes, i missed english and ss and.. mother tongue. what the hell. the hmt teacher claimed that our C.A is too early so she din submit the results. YEAH AND WE'VE ALREADY DONE THE HMT TESTS. w tee f. i expected bad but not THIS bad. i was pretty sad and i AM pretty disappointed with myself.

therefore, i think i will need to do something about this. i want to live like a happy normal girl who shows her parents great results and make them happy and proud. so, prolly. i will need to cut down on my co-corricular activities. ncc might be too wasted to quit. cos ive gone through so much, i just love ncc. angklung, i dont know. even though the attendance sucked recently, it's just hard to quit. i mean, the only way to remain close with some of ze close friends is through angklung. and, i just love musical instruments. they make me happy.

so, i dontknow.

THAT ASIDE. thanks.

now, today din really rockROCK ROCK. but it was just okay. school was fine.. ncc was fine.. had napfa. lol, couldnt have made it any suckier. had bubble tea after ncc, yeah. with abee, shima and lina. and sumi. bumped into isa, who was apparently waiting for his turn to order. heheheheheeheehhh! and i got him to blanja me!!!!! lol, it wasnt a forceforce thing okay. just testtest then he agreed so YAYYYYE! (: thanks so much brother.

just what the hell happened to you.

abee, muah! LOOOOVEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU banyak. lol, and i will not tell you whooooooooooooooooo hahahah, and forget it ALREADY! hehehehh!! thanks for keeping ALL ze secrets yo, love!

aunty /slash ANAK! heheheh! i love you alsoalsoalsoALSO!!!!! thanks for being concerned when i was bahhh yesterday. not just the results actually. about the thing we talked about last time. THE person. yeah. but sweetie, thanks (: (: LOVE!!

okay tired bye.

love,
sheikha

Y11:22 AM

todays been pretty okay, yeah.

even though there were some pretty depressing moments. yeah, i agree that lately ive been quite... sad -_- so many things going on at the same time. bad ones especially. but yeah, that aside.

1stly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLY GUN!!!!!

you know i LOVE you alot (: youve been like my closest indon friend this year, so far! heheh!! lol, vania and shirley natalia aside, though. haha :D I LOVE YOU OKAY AND OH OH OH!!! MAY YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE! ...and please do not be careless and leave your chem file ON the lockers, again.

-_- lol. LOVE!

okay. so. yeah. hahahaah. oh oh oh for the first freaking time, IVE GOT MY NAME IN THAI!!!! (: heheheh! all thanks to darling fae. shes sucha nice girl, wheeee..

okay. i found out just now.. about some stuff. sigh sigh. abee should know about it. lol, dahlah, resort back to THAT person lah.. lol. :D

angklung sucked lah.

i mean, i went there just to..

SING! -_- sing what? hari raya soooonnnnngggggg.... sense the drag????? lol. yeah, i was so bored with the song. gahhh, and guess what! AUNTY NEESNEES SANG IT ON THE WAY HOME. even duh duh duh. sigh sigh. i dont know whats SOOO fascinating about THE song. i thought that a cat sitting was even... cooler. sigh. lol.

AND THERE WAS THIS OH GOSH, SOO CUTE POLISI! hahahah lol, i think aunty was singing.. syiok sendiri you know.. then suddenly the polisi just appeared, dont know how where why. lol, then it was like, A POSE! lol. then he walked as per normal. just that... the walk was soo...... POLICE LIKE! ahahahhaha so cute ley!! told aunty then she was like ..

*PAUSE*

"where????" -retraced her steps -_-

"EH SHORT LAH..."

"eh shuddup okay, he was so cute he had that *VOOOM* pose" -shows the voom pose!!

"too bad.... im attached...."

"WHATEVER HANIS" -gives the 'three' sign.

(: (: it was pretty classic. heheheheheh! had bubble tea, yeah. then went home. alot to say, but just not here.

next. went home, found out isa was sick -_- that boy. OH OH OH!! hahahahh, we 're-newed' our no-secrets agreement. lol, like some library book huh. yeah, talked alot. AND YES HE MANAGED TO CONVINCE ME THAT IVE NOT TOLD HIM MY SECRETS. what THE.

oh well, talked much. pretty nice talk yeah, oh yes one more thing. it's not that i WANT to type his name here, but he asked me to -_- -_- -_- lol. okay lahh.. takpelahh.. since its PART of the agreement -_- lol. but yeah, the talk was nice. cos i had my problems out. lol, vented ze anger on ze brother. and he was like eh shuddup lah i know dont need to repeat okay! and i will reply eh you shuddup lah i venting my anger right giler!!!! lol. then we'll both laugh.

WE ARE THE BEST BROTHER/SISTER EVERR! (:

lol, sad campaign... HAIYOH.

but really, i appreciate such people in my life. the sweeties who know alot about myself now are well.. isa -_- lol. abee /slash rabiatul (: and my lovely hanis!!!!!! and followed by een :D syaz.. and.. etc etc.

for NOW that is. pretty sad lah yeah. DONT KNOW what happened to bla.

OKAY I WANT TO DO ME HOMEWORK NOW!!!!!!!

love,
shakie!

Y9:03 AM

absent myself from school today.

and NO, its not bcos of sleepy or whatever. lol, STUPID MENSTRUAL CRAMPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

but good lah, i kinda ..DONT LIKE mondays. lol, woke up and found out i had red fountain, holy smacks.

as i was absent, i din manage to meet the others at the canteen for the little gathering -_- duh. YEAH AND QIB JUZAN AND WHO WHO NEVER DATANg!!!!!!! lol, sorry guys, it isnt me actually who wanted to have a talk. HAHAH! it was NAQIB!!!

-_- and he din turn up also -_-

OH WELL. stomach hurts like hell. YAY TMRWS TUESDAY!!! i just loveloveloveloveLOVE tuesdays yknow. theres free period cos theres mothertongue. lol. and and and, i have NOTHING after school. oh.. the love.. hahah. so prolly temaning qib to book the pit. IF HES STILL UP FOR IT, LOR.

otherwise! I SHALL GO OUT WITH MY DEAREST HANIS.

-_- if shes free also. OR OR OR!!!! tmrw all the bebs catch up lor!!!!! can hor hor hor!! hmm. see first. lol, i feel like taking neoprints with aunty.

yeah i havent mention HER name. you know i know. quite hurt okay. i thought we had THAT bond. THAT bond. yeah, guess the bond isnt that... BOND.

bet shes not reading this or whatsoever.

OH WELL.

i wanted to cut my hair, again. yesterday. LOL. eh shuddup okay! it has grown longer, brr. and cutting ze hair is just so fun!! hahah :D :D

oh oh oh! im at chapter/season 6 of inuyasha!!!!! WOOHOO-NESS! you guys MUST watch that anime man. hahah. its mixed fighting... no-brainer jokes.... and even LOVE!!! lol. really i know, i think im obsessed with the show myself. BUT ITS REALLY GOOD ley!!

hehehehehh!!

:p

wah, i actually spent like... hmm 10am?? to... 3pm?? on.. INUYASHA! hahahah, sigh sigh. i prefer inuyasha to naruto. naruto is a little more... childish. HAHA. there are more adult jokes in inuyasha. hahah, and very lame ones. theyre really funny, i laughed too much today. sigh sigh..

(:

isa brother has been really.. depressed these days, mun. prolly about what happened recently. so much happened. gah. hes changed actually. not the crazy funny jolly person anymore ley. pretty sad lah ya. sometimes hes even .. harsh on me. grrr.

OUCH MY STOMACH HURTS LEY!!!!

): ): very ouch.

hmm. i owe the TEACHERS so MANY homework. lol lol, i din hand in like, MOST of the homework. and the national day essay i had to do, I DIN EVEN HAND IN. lol, and i was supposed to hand it in on... hm.. LAST WEEK!!! hahahahahhh, hes gonna kill me. oh mister oh mister, please dont. lol

i cant stop twirling my hair,

AND I LIKE IT THAT WAY! (:

love,
soontobe; AUNTY SHAKIE :D

Y2:48 PM

okay, im WAAAAAAAAAYYYY happyelatedexcitedjoyous

you name it, today!

(: (: (: (: (: (: (:

lol.

1stly;

MY SISTER'S PREGNANT 3 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!! :D :D lol, the foetus is like 2cm now, HAHAHHA!! im gonna be an aunty, just like aunty!!! lol, hopefully that is. lol, sister went for a check up early in the morning. then we received a call from her at 12 noon plusplusplus.

"ah... ma.. dah ah.. IM PREGNANT!!!"

LOL LOL LOL

i was so... hiiiggghhhh ahhahaha. i mean, MY SISTER?!!! pregnant??!!! THAT ACT CUTE WOMAN!! lol. i admit she is cute sometimes, hahah. i was so pleased when i heard the news, sigh sigh. it was LIKE last week when we were snuggling behind the covers sharing secrets and giggling, then she got married, and i was one of those in charge of the wedding. then, i had a brother in law and now, she is pregnant.

WOOOOWWWWWW im gonna miss the sister. lol, but imagine if she has a child, lol lol lol. JUST WEIRD LAHHH .... but lol hopefully hopefully (: i sayang her alot.

"GET ME A DRINK!" lol thats what she said when she got back home. lol, finally her dream comes true.

"I WANT TO BE A PRINCESS" lol. yea, thats her DREAM. -_- i snorted when she asked me to get her a drink. it's like 2CM OKAY!!!!! lol. so cute lah she.

oh well, hopefully i'll be an aunty soon (: (: insya Allah.

thinking about it just.. tickles me.

:D

NEXT;

happy 2months ebebsNedoks! (:

even though we couldnt go out today, yeah happy happy! prolly we'll go out soon okay. yeah, and girls.. let's just see how it works okay. dah, i dont want to talk about the jiwe thing anymore. let's just be understanding and all. yeah, even though even though.

:D

oh well. im just extra chirpy today heehehehhehehehehe!

LOVE!
shakie!!!

Y12:16 PM

i am soooooo TIRED!

(:

but ncc was vandamn funfunfunfunFUN! pretty disappointed that abee was sick, and might still be sick now. boo. but yeah, training today was pretty different, OKAY PROLLY JUST THE PT. hehhh!

WE PLAYED SOCCER!!!!!!!

lol, split into two groups HAHA and my group won!!!! (: (: we're just good, hehehehehe. nolah, it was a tough fight lah yeah :D

i realise that im missing smallville RIGHT NOW. hmm, seluar dalam man. and its pretty sad cos i just cannot bother to even move a little.

BOOOOOOOO!

oh bytheway, i was pretty angry yesterday. lol, it was good ranting and all at abee just now. she understands me, really. lol, i was pretty retarded during recess HAHAH cos i kept shouting here and there. mun. and i screamt SUPERRRRR LOUD ley. hehehhee!! the screams were nice lah, niceeee laahhh...

abee and me shouted ALOT, ahhaha. but then she got sick. again. brrrr. oh well, get well soon sweetie (:

qib, haha im sorry lah yah that youre pissed about the bbq thing and all. yeah, prolly we've been very pushy and all. but lol, ive never booked a pit before so i dont know much ley ): but yeah, whatever really. im just sorry to have rushed you and all, okay (:

OTHERS, hahah, i have not much to say.

hanis, please spell my name correctly ley ): ): AND MY DADDY'S ALSO! ): we shall catch up alot okay, since youre very cooperative and concerned. seriously, im really touched by everything youve done these few days. really, thank you so much okay! muchlove :D

ayieen, dont sedih about your grade okie. get the better grade. malay isnt easy, i know :D

OH BYTHEWAY CAN I TELL YOU GUYS!!!! i have this annoying (sad to say) COUSIN AND AND AND HER SISTER who added me on msn. im not tryna be mean or whatever but seriously, they are SERIOUSLY getting on my nerves.

theyve been annoying me since LAST TIME!!!! ): ): plus plus plus, the person who added me on msn and said hello and bye is THEIR friend -_- -_- they gave her my email add. OH maybe them, cos theres another one who is chatting with me right now, okay prolly.. ALONE. ive not been replying her mun. the conversation is just... BAH.

plus, theyre so freaking annoying ley!!!!!

i MUST delete and block them. but then right... theyll follow my cousin, the elder one. i blocked and deleted her from msn and guess what!!! she added me again on msn with another new email

-_________-

WHAT A BUMMER!

my backbone hurts now, yeah.

love,
sheikha

Y11:56 AM

11th August 2005.

THIS DATE I WILL REMEMBER!

cos its the most badbadbadbadbadBADEST luck day EVER in sheikharoon's history GRR GRRRRRRRR RAAAH! ):

1stly, i woke up vandamn early so that i can be in school earlier than usual. AND GUESS WHAT, i reached at the bus stop at the same usual boring time and i took the same usual boring 14B.

NEXT, that fucked up driver needs to dig his ears. GUESS WHAT!! ugh i pressed the bell for him to stop at the bus stop which is near the school and guess what!! -_- he so happily just passed by the bloody bus stop and dropped me at the tanah merah mrt station.

NOT ONLY THAT, damnit. there was this bunch of fucked up sec1/2 (im not sure) bedok south girls and i swear theyre the most annoying humans living in singapore.

UGHH, they had the bloody cheek to say "eh stupid... everyday get down here then today dunt know how to press the bell" IN MALAY!!!!

with all the annoying vulgar words and tones. i turned my head behind and they saw me doing so, then they lowered down their voices. THEN START AGAIN TALK ABOUT ME LAAAAHHH bodohfaces!!!

i swear i was so close to turning and just scream EH FUCKER THE BUS DRIVER IS PEKAK(deaf) RIGHT ASSHOLE! but no, it would only show them that im as equally corrupted as them, sheesh. annoying bunch of losers.

THIRDLY, i found out that there was the bio trip to ngee ann poly today -_- AND IVE PLANNED TO SKIP ANGKLUNG PRACTICE JUST TO CATCH UP WITH THE BELOVED ONES!!!! aiyoh, sigh sigh.

fourthly, i was talking to suhaila when i was walking up the stairs, heading mr zaldy's class. AND I FELL, what the fcking fuck really. i was very sad ok, the hard cement hit my bones ok, ugh ugh gr gr.

FIFTH (!!&%!^$*!&!), everyone isnt united now. and that made aunty and me really sad!!! for the dont know how many bloody time, we tried bringing everyone together and everyone's so fucked up.

except for few, you guys should identify yourselves.

IF SERIOUSLY JUST AN OUTING FOR ALL OF US TO CATCH UP BACK TOGETHER, IS MAKING SUCH A BIG FUSS TO ALL AND YOU GUYS ARENT WILLING TO BE UNITED LIKE LAST TIME, I REALLY WANT TO GIVE UP.

enough with all of these. i do not mind being a loner or whatsoever really if just a little outing is making such a big fuss. truthfully lah eh, everyone isnt united anymore. just look at yourselves. you guys have your own cliques lah eh. so dont step jiwe here, cos seriously, it annoys the hell out of me.

AND YOU SAID WE WERE GREAT SISTERS.

what the fucking hell.

i was pretty pissed just that i din want to show it. cos aunty was disappointed about it and i din want to make it worse. seriously, i cannot be bothered with the nonsense you guys have been putting up. some are cooperative but some are really not.

and i thought you people were one of the bestest people ive ever known.

ARGH VANDAMN ANNOYING LEY!!!!!!!!!!

oh. and to add to the list of bad lucks, THE SIXTH IS:

I LOST THE ESSAY THAT IVE BEEN DOING ON SINCE LAST WEEK. i saved it in my file and dunt know what happened it just disappeared. what an asshole.

thats the sixth.

UGH so annoying man today. sometimes, you just feel like giving up. yeah, and that sometime is now. i just feel like giving up. mr zaldy said if you have migranes on your right portion of your brain, it means youve been working on too much of creativity lately and if it's on the left, youve been working on too much math or .. study. and if your neck hurts, youve been really stressed. guess what, okay no dont guess.

MY WHOLE BLOODY BRAIN AND NECK HURTS LIKE FUCKING SHIT

mun, that was good.

love,
sheikha

Y1:50 PM

i am the happiest person right now!!!

:D :D heehee, just gotten myself a tagboard!! lol. i din actually intened to have a tagboard here, ever. but then, ive just discovered the tagboard at roxie&cal's blog. and i found it WAAAAYYYYYYYYY coool (: (:

i fell in love with it, i love the scroll. HAHAH!! so funn mun. so yeah, ive decided to have a tagboard. lol, even though there'll be those silly hatetaggers. but i dont care much now cos it doesnt really quite matter. i AM already happy as i am, such little untrue things by ANONYMOUS (or whatever they want their nicknames as), will not bother me.

lol, i'll be shocked for a while then i'll laugh to myself, then ignore. then blog again. then YO! hahahah (: (:

i just looooooveloveloveloveloveloveLOVE my life! okay now, gots to go! :p PEACE ONE LOVE, lol lol lol!!!

much; sayangs,
shakie!

Y10:32 AM

WE DIN GO TO TAMP!!! (: (: (:

lol. instead, we went to parkway parade. mother brother and i that is. lol, at least pp is so muchmuchmuchMUCH better than tm.

-_- flooded with you know i know..

AND YAYYYYYYYY!!! I BOUGHT TWO TOPS, A BELT AND AND AND A BAG! :D :D i love my mother and brother theyre so niceeeeeee ahaha. actually, i was pretty lazy to follow them. the weather was perfect when i had the chance to just rest for a while. home was beyond cosy. it was lovely lor but then suddenly out of nowhere ...

EH WAKE UP YOU WANT TO FOLLOW US OR NOT!!!

-_- -_-

double dohs.

plus, we had to take the bus today. gah, i just do not like taking the bus when im out with my fam. its just ..wrong. lol, but then, boo had to la yah.

bought oreo iceblend upon reaching there, lol. brother is in love with oreo ice blend i think. he might consider marrying it. oh well. started shopping and all. lol, i cared zero about whether or not i was allowed to buy anything. aha, but then !YAYYYY! when something caught my eye, i just grabbed it and showed it to mother. she agreed and there, 2 TOPS! A BELT! A BAG!

:D :D

had a VERY late lunch after that. lol, ive been craving for kfc since WAHH dont know how long siaaa then yay i bought the meal (: AND enjoyed eating them chicken with every problems behind me. lol, i am utterly glad to have such a life. lol

back to school tomms. BOOO i do not like school ): lol lol. hmm, i shall start on my very last minute homework now, I THINK.

so lazy LEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYY...

oh, ciao.

love,
shakie!

Y3:30 AM

i think, i think i think!!!! :D

GO FIGURE.

lol.

NATIONAL DAY PARADE 2005 was sucha blast! (:

i think this year's celebration was really a good one. it was so grande. i wish i was there, boooooo

i was at home wearing my singapore tshirt lol and and AND!!! i had the singapore sticker on my face, lol. HAPPY 40TH! lol lol, i was so jiwe singapore. mun.

and i commanded when the parade commander (?) commanded. IT WAS SO FUNNNN LORRRRRRR!!! heeheheehehe!

shooting stars was... okay lah yeah. but bit too short ah. too many advertisements. full circle was THE BEST! so sad ley, i nearly cried ):

HAIYAH NO MOOD TO BLOG ANYMORE boo, off to tampines mall ): ): ): ): ): with mother and brother. i mean, WHAT A PLACE TO GO MUNNNNNNNN!!!!!

love,
shakie!

Y7:00 AM

sometimes the person you hardly talk to is the person who quite understands you.

had a little chat with marr. lol, i think shes cool. and nice. (: (: thanks for the advices, yo!

AUNTY CALLED ME A FEW MINUTES AGO! i miss her so much ): she ajaked me for lunch but my mom din allow. actually i din ask my mom at the point she called and asked cos i know mother wont allow

-_-

then yeah, i asked mom after i hung up the phone.

boo, and she said cannot.

i really miss aunty. i wish i could have had lunch with her though. PLUS, im craving for KFC's chicken. the ads on the papers waahhhhhh damn convincing mun.

i shall convince my mum to order a few pieces of kfc chicken soon. hehhh, prolly when the national day parade 2005 is on tv. HAHA, i will so bother the kfc people. VERY GOOD!! hahahh, i shall bother them and they wont be able to watch ndp 05 cos they'll need to deliver pieces of chicken to my door step!!!

HEE HEE HEEE!

-_-

i sounded more like the owner of the holocaust blog. HAHAH! but nolah, mine's a little more nicer. lol, just deliver chicken mah. plus, you will get your pay. OKAY!

i wish im able to go to sg river or esplanade and oh oh see the merlion and pat him on the head (stares at isa!) hahahah. it would be so fun!!

oh oh oh, and ive planned to get tickets for next year's ndp. HAHHA!! isa too. he said he'll get it for me if by any chance hes able to get one, and vice versa. itd be so fun!! hahah, i bet we'll be able to get the tickets! lol, i mean. we have at least a year to do so :D

HEE!

okay, i shall put on my red sg tee from hang ten and go all I LOVE SINGAPOOOOOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol. i am very jiwe okay.

love,
shakie!

Y11:50 AM

i guess you guys should be aware about the retarded person whos against muslims, or as he calls us..

RODENTS.

what the fuck really.

i shall not vent my anger or whatsoever cos i know hes mentally retarded to be having SUCH opinions. i wonder what religion does he believe in, mun. others shall go !!@(F**(!(!&@ on my behalf, lol. cos seriously, i dont think hes worth to be angry at. yes, i know hes insulting my own race AND religion but seriously, hes just insane lah ya.

NOT WORTH IT.

i think he dosent have many friends also. eee, who would want to be his friends anyway? prolly some narrow-minded people. really, why do SUCH people exist anyway???? superly shallow mun.

wake up already! and oh yes, he even critisized SINGAPORE! grrr, lol. im not tryna be all jiwe singapore or whatsoever BUT MAN! school just celebrated singapore's 40th birthday just now, HOW CAN I NOT BE JIWE MAN!!

dugong. seriously, i do want to migrate when im older and all but whatever it is, i was borned in singapore. i AM a citizen of singapore. how can i not be all jiwe man.

OH HECK THAT INSANE RACIST, MENTAL .. thing.

(: (:

oh anyway, had a 10minute talk with syazo just now. lol, got a missed call, then i called back and went "hello did anyone call sheikha?"

"WHO SHEIKHA"

-_-

and yes, lets skip angklung training this thursday and catch up, all of us! i miss syazie mazie man. yeah, and she din follow us just now ): ): but its okay.

bytheway, as mentioned, had a mini celebration at school just now. pretty disappointed that my class din win the tshirt design competition. cos ours was pretty colourful and neat. but yeah, it dosent matter whether we win or not cos I BELIEVE (stares at ameer), that we have put in soverymuch effort and im proud of my class! much love ey :D

lunched with ayieen, yas, illy and ira. lol, they are such darlings. and.

A BUNCH OF DRUNK PEOPLE!

lol, except for ira actually. the rest, including me, were soooooo sleepytiredlethargicmadcrazycrappy you name it all. hahah, we were like drunk bedokview students having lunch at tamp's lj. but LOTS of fun there.

hahah, about the guitar conversation HAHAHAH!!!

"TUNE TUNE TUNE!!" -tunes the rigt ear.

hilarious.

then all those past histories flashed into my mind. sigh sigh, i wish i could live in indon with my friends, like FOREVER. but yeah, life continues mun.

wanted to take neoprints after that, GOOD GOSH the shop was like flooded with students -_- so we decided to just head back after that.

yeah, it was a pretty short day. COS WE WERE TIRED OKAY! lol, but it was okay. at least a little catch up with my loves.

and i miss ira. really.

AND MY DAUGHTER DIN TELL ME SHES GOING TO CHERATING GR GR GR!! you will get two strokes of canning mun, you watch me! lol. aunty, how could you... boo booo boooooo ......

bah.

i miss aisz also.

talked to syazie mazie about how most of us show the "i cant be bothered" attitude now. its like, different people have different cliques.

talked to ayieen about it too.

it seems that just a few people are still jiwe about it.

and i find it pretty sad.

but life IS like that. life sucks sometimes but it is YOU who mould your life, it is YOU who mould your future, it is YOU who thinks postive or negative, and finally, it is YOU who cause the bad or the good. therefore, mould it good and mould well.

(: (:

much love,
shakie!

Y10:13 AM

my brother annoys me,

GRRRRRRRR.

today has been pretty uninteresting to me. ive been at home eversince i got back yesterday afternoon. what a boring life, boo. sister's not back yet. that answers to the boring atmosphere around my house right now.

i feel pretty lethargic, boo.

i dontknow why but my interest in reading books has decreased. i know i know, thats so bullshit. but really, everytime i grab a book, i get all sleepy.

-_-

!sotongbola!

okay, just received a message from my sister.

lol, like i will ever reply!

(: (:

but i miss her. im gonna miss her even more when she moves out of the house ): shes the best sister ive ever had, lol. as though i have more than one sister, hah. but yeah, im gonna miss her.

ALOT.

i hope she dosent read this, so paisey LEY!! lol.

i really have something against this certain someone. !&*$f**k***! is so fuckin shallow i swear. stop imitating others for fucks sake. youre such a two-faced moforon and believe me, it's really getting on my nerves lah damnit. stop talking behind others and tryna be all OH IM FUCKIN COOL OH OH LOOK AT ME. seriously, youre trying super hard to be someone youre not. youre tryna be some kind of oh im laid-back but others really find me cool and im well-known, YO!

whaTHEhell.

i'm not saying i HATE you.

i just.. do not LIKE you, damnit.

gr.

okay, yesterday there was a debate on suriachannel. lol, not that i watch such stuff but my mom had me stop chatting and watch it. i couldnt really understand most of them, had my father translate the whole chunk. haha (: (:

the topic was "blog is a private property"

OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. lol

pretty interesting to see them debate, i wish i was that smart. but then, my life's just fine as it is. or better. HEE :D

dingdong dingdong, BANANA PHONE!

love,
shakie!

Y10:10 AM

IT WAS SUCHA BLAST, love! <3

it's over now, all the hard work and preparations for rod. sigh sigh. but yeah, it went prettyyyy .... well. just that the amazing race ended a bit later but it didnt affect the whole celebration (:

im gonna miss the stressfull times we had, lol. collecting $$$$ and till now, it's not enough. -_- the "decorating" of the area, the planning of brownies.. the SOCKS WITH SWEETS IN THEM!!! lol lol, creating ncc collage.. and just being busy preparing for rod.

it's super memorable, really. theyve taught us i dont know how much. leaving spaces

like this, isnt enough i guess. others might not learn a hell lot from them but seriously, i had. ive learnt leadership qualities, to be punctual, to respect others, others before self and just every other qualities. without them, i dont think i would be what i am not only in ncc, but as an individual.

thanks my dearest part Ds and D1s. do come over and watch us train the others. we are still... VERYVERYVERYDUPER unexperienced. so please, we need your help. still. you guys have made a difference in my life and i really appreciate it.

I SAYANG YOU ALL LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

):

i actually cried during ncc, like what the hell. the atmosphere was so.. tensed. and jiwang-ish. the part As presented and they already started crying. then next were the part Bs. then gosh they cried even more!!!!!!! at that point of time, i was so close to crying but i just tried holding back those tears, and i did.

presented our presentation which was pretty last minute. it worked out pretty well tho. we choreographed the steps and all when we were waiting for them to return to school from their amzing race, heh.

then after the presentation, we gave a speech. our dearest sifah read it, emotionally. the atmosphere was just THERE man! ): ): we sang because you love me by celine dion as the background music.

I SWEAR WE WERE MORE MELODIOUS THAN THE BVSSCHOIR!

lol, that aside. after singing once, i started tearing. ): i was super, SAD okay. the part D&D1s were crying their ass out. lol, i couldnt face them seriously. everyone cried, part Bs especially.

): it was a very memorable moment, VERY memorable.

after the speech, each of us gave the respective people the little pressies we made. cute socks filled with candies and the collage were given to them. and i personally chose ayieen.

my brain was blank actually. lol, i cried so much, well .. much. haha, yeah. i just stood there when everyone else was giving their part D/1s haha. then i saw ayieen looked pretty huh wheres mine!!! lol, then i came and passed the sock and the collage to her.

the moment was so ..classic!

HAHAHAHAHAH

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i came to her and clapped alone like a chimpanzee -_- lol. then misskhoo was like looking at me then laughed .. AT me. damnit, it was so embarrassing i swear. lol, with my tears and all. grr, then ayieen hugged me. hee i sayang her alot.

I HOPE YOU PART D/1s LOVE THE LITTLE GIFTS FROM US.

i know it is just a little thing but you see.. the knowledge you passed down to us and the moments we had together were just too much and difficult for us to repay. we hope you will treasure it, just like we treasure your guidance.

lol, staff suhailah AND sergeant nandini&jean&wawa gave us each a little gift with four different written notes AND STARRSSSSSS!!!! and sweets. lol lol.

i was so touched yknow, like seriously. they had personal messages for us ley! waaahhhh and three stars SEEEYYy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahh piang i sayang them alot man. AND AND AND LOLIPOP ALSO LEY!!!!!!!!!! sigh sigh, im very pleased and touched. but sad. yeah, dont let me start my jiwangness again, booooooooooooooooooooooo

lol, had a waterbomb game after that. just a few of us. i mean, after we were all dismissed. HAHAHAHAH played the flag game. hahah, was super fun!!

me, abee, sergeant nandini&jean&wawa&ameera AND staff suhailah played. lol IT WAS FUN SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA lol lol we got pretty bored with the flag game cos my group which consisted of me abee sergeant jean and staff suhailah kept winning! hahahahh, lol then we decided to play random and just throw the water balloons at any one. lol, i was so close to pee-ing hahahahah so i sat down on the floor then VOOOOOOOOMMMMM they ran to me after attacking abee and splash splash goes the water! -_- yeah, i got super wet. and i din pee, OKAY! hahah, headed home after that by cab. with abee.

OH OH OH! the games were terrific! hahahah, they had the eating game after having lunch. DOK FUNNY DOK! hahahahahahh, i could see that they were extremely full, HOHO but too bad. lol, sergeant wawa won and lol, een's group after that. third.. i dont know lol. cos i was busy preparing the presentation along with the others.

lol.

after that we had the musical.... newspaper??? ahahah. instead of using chairs, we used the newspapers HAHAHHAHAHA their butts were all paining man. cos they had to run around the newspapers then each had to get a sheet of newspaper and sit on it when the music stops. lol, at one point of time..

ADILIN WAS A !SUPERSOTONG! when the music started playing. lol, she might have had a tough fight with een if not because of THAT. lol, what happened was she was all blurry-fied ahahahah and she just sat on the paper so happily like the world's hers and she can play the music anytime. -_- when the music started playing, she was sitting and happily wiping her shorts and when een shouted something like "EH STYLE AH STILL SITTING" then she looked up and everyone was laughing their lungs out. hahaahahah, it was so ...classic!

it was a veryveryvery tough fight, lol. the final two were nandini and een. HAHAHAH dont guess lah ayieen won -_- lol SHE WAS SHAKING HER BUTT ALL THE WHILE HOW CAN SHE NOT WIN TELL ME!!!

hahahaha. she had to dance after that -_- misskhoo said THE WINNER MUST SING OR DANCE FOR US RIGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHTTTTTTT??

"yyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss!!"

HAHAH. then she asked nan out and lol, nan had to put on een's skirt cos she broke the rule!!! she din wear skirt during the amazing race mun!!! gr gr gr.

lol then they danced hindi style! HAHAHHAHA super hilarious.

lol

oh oh oh!!! hahahahh, we actually fooled the part D/1s that the party was cancelled cos they reached an hour later. misskhoo did the talking and all. others hid in the changing room. lol, they expected that actually.. oh well. but lol it wasnt suprising laaa... cos they din shout properly!!! they were like..

"SUPRISEEEEEEEEE!"

then followed by repeated suprises. SUPRISE here, SUPRISE there.

-_- but lol, din affect the whole thing so whatever. haha

sigh, those memories, i will never forget.

THANKS MAN, IVE REALLY ENJOYED SOSOSO MUCH.

and lina, thanks for having your daddy supply us with the makan.

(: (: theyre superbly scrumptious, i love!

brought back some noodles, yo! haha.

een, hope you had so much fun and yeah, forget about those painful moments you had a few days ago. smile more cos i think, the whacky ayieen is evolving back. MUAH! <3

abee, hope you had fun too. even though its tiring. i hope too that the mini celebration we had just now have made you forgot about the problems youre having right now. i really wish to see you scream shout laugh and most importantly, your lovely smile. cheer up okie, love!

okay im very tired right now and my legs can patah any time soon so god bless!

love,
SHAKIEEEE!!!!

Y10:44 AM

so much happened.

why are you doing all these to us? dont you know its actually ruining your life? what is happening to you my old friend. what is happening. youre spreading untrue messages to everyone and im treated differently now. dont you know that it sucks so bad? just what is happening to you my dear old friend. youre hurting my buddy, dont you know that? youre hurting almost everyone i know, everyone whom i care. youre influencing HER, and her hatred for THEM is growing slowly .. plus, shes now convinced that the untrue message that you spread is actually true.

dont you know that youre not only lying to me, but to yourself? dont you know that youre not only lying to others, but yourself?? why are you doing this, honestly? many are hating you, dont you get it? i dont want you to be hated cos i feel its just not right. i keep putting myself in your shoes but ive never found out the
reason to all these lies. why are you pretending that everything is OUR mistakes. the root to ALL the problems will eventually be you. why are you hurting yourself? why are you trying to create problems for yourself????

ive talked to you, but i think it din really had any impact on you. you just stared blankly at me then boom, its settled. really, i dont think stuffs settled yet. you hardly speak up, even when SHE talks to you.

i wont allow you to hurt my dear. i wont. she has been my good friend since god knows when and i share tons of stuff with her and theres no fucking way in which i can let you hurt her.

no. fucking. WAY.

so dont you dare lay a finger on her i tell you. you and your new .. friends. my patience is running out and im supersupersupersuper close to just, shout scream smack everything. at you. so please, do not cross the limit or i will bite.

syazana, dont worry about him blaming you whatever shit, i think thats part of.. an act. rabiatul sweetie, we're in this together. and i'm by your side, trust me. and to those who are facing the same shit, we're in this together okay.

--

i was so angry.

--

school was, okay. we had a meeting after school. ncc thing. discussed and all. then rabee, lina, amelia and me set off to get the ncc rod stuff. lol, shared so much stuff. our views and all. yeah, theyre a bunch of nice people actually.

my legs are killing me and ive not gotten ready my ncc uniform for tomorrow. i really hope it rains REALLYREALLYREALLY bad tomorrow so that our napfa 2.4km running will be cancelled. please oh please let it be cancelled.

err,
im off.

love,
shakie

Y11:52 AM

I AM VERY TOUCHED.

(: (:

i sayang farhanis ahmad also.
I SAYANG HER

THIS MUCH. okay maybe no,

add this to that. ahhahaha (:

okay okay. ive just made a new friend!!!!!! and i think shes so coooool. she has LOTS AND LOTS of experience. and the best thing is, i think she is the prettiest girl in bedokviewsecondaryschool now.

HOW CAN SHE NOT BE??!!!!

shes mixed ITALIAN!!!!! and... THAI!!!!!!!

like whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaTHEFUCK. lol, yeah shes gorgeous lah yeah. and i think shes pretty nice also. talked to her and shes friendly. shes soft spoken and gentle. i think shes nice. we should welcome her more okay.

YEAH! ahhaha. shes so.. cool man. lol, she has that american accent. and oh, shes been to.. practically ALL OVER THE WORLD SIA!! how lucky. and she gets so much for a month allowance. she is so vandamn lucky. and.. very ruggard. lol, she loves to party. hahah, she goes clubbing.

-_- but she doesnt look like one of THOSE........

you got what i mean.

but overall, i think shes a nice girl. should get to know her more though. (: (: i shall talk to her often. lol, free period laahh best.

oh wells. had higher malay just now, did the test. thank god i din study any peribahasas. there werent any -_- yepp. did karangan, the teacher was absent.

-__________-

uhhhh.

i really have nothing much to say. just that im proud of myself cos ive made a new friend today, lol. and shes really nice. and i accompanied her when she was... pretty lost while waiting for erlyta.

SEE IM SO KIND................

MUAH!
shakie

Y11:56 AM

it feels so good just spilling my hearts out.

IT FEELS GOOD DOKKK.

guess what. i shouted at canteen just now. pretty loud. lol, and i feel quite bad about it. cos i shouted into hanis' face.

BEST DOKKKK!!

okaylah. actually i was pretty disappointed with something. but it's half settled now. thanks to aunty.

I SWEAR I LOVE HERRRRRRRRRR, if not i would still be urrgh-ing.

muahmuahmuah.

next pit stop, dunt know when.

OH WELL fuck FUCK itself.

and yes i just learnt something.

life sucks, yes. but you can make a difference in YOUR life.

PHEEEWEET. hahaha, whatever lah.

i dont know whats my condition now anyway, its so.. everywhere.

haiyer.

love,
shakie

Y11:45 AM

(:

todays been pretty okay for me.

been listening to way away (acoustic) by yellowcard since.. a few minutes ago. i cant deny, the song's pretty nice. ahaha, and right now. at this particular moment, i'm listening to Al Green - cant take my eyes of you. SOO .. classic.

higher malay was extra kekek-ed just now. lol, cikgu sahriana actually searched for the stuff that we vandalised on the tables. hahahahahh, and there was a set of names written by us.

shakiewakie
rabiatul
may rusa
fathima

HAHAHAHHAHAHAA

we laughed like theres no tomorrow when she actually said the names out. lol, it was so.. classic man. out of nowhere, she suddenly shouted..

"SHAKIEWAKIE??!!, RABIATUL, MAY RUUUUSAA????!!!! FATHIMA.."

hahahahahahahhahahh, ive totally forgotten that .. i actually wrote that

-_- lol, then i was happily denying that i wasnt the one who wrote that ahahhahaha it was superdang hilarious. i laughed the hardest amongst the four of us. the others laughed also, lol. ended up erasing the pretty names. SIGH SIGH SIGH.

lol, what a comical scene.

isa asked me to ring a ding him but he dosent answer my call. AIYOHHHHHHH dont waste the bills lahh. lol. i'm addicted to inuyasha. i really think it's a good anime.

MUST WATCH IT AHH ALL OF YOU!! hahah, what a loser -_- but really, i'm done with 2 or 3 seasons im not sure. anything that has to do with inuyasha, I WATCH. hahahhh, next will be naruto. watched a bit of naruto. quite ... action pact.

BUT INUYASHA'S BETTER!!!!!!!!!!

that sounds pretty haiyah. hahahah, oh well. oh, gave out the invitations to the part Ds and D1s (: (: i am supersuper excited for ROD. this week dok... hahahh, i am so jiwe everything. jiwe ncc. jiwe angklung. jiwe ebebsNedoks. jiwe locas. (: (:

oh oh oh, HAHAHHA most of the part Ds arent happy with the attire. too bad lor, either you wear them or i buy and you pay me twice the price and then i use the money to eat cheeseburger at mickeyds.

(: CHOOSE!

that goes for ayieen too. HAHAHHA. so cannot sabar mun. oh oh, i wonder who wrote testimon for all the bebs and doks.

HAHA

wink wink, apek! lol.

syazanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

haha

"YOU. STOP FLIRTING WHEN YOURE ATTACHED LAH DAMNIT! AND WHAT A RUBBISH. HAVE YOUR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT LAH. WHAT? DO YOU THINK YOUR FRIENDS ARE RECYCLED PAPERS!! YOU FIND NEW ONES, YOU LEAVE OTHERS. WHAT A LOSER. DO NOT COME RUNNING TO US WHEN YOURE IN DEEP SHIT I TELL YOU. COS, I WONT BE THERE FOR YOU DUNK IT. AND DONT YOU DARE MAKING MY DEAREST JEALOUS YOU. YOU MEET A NEW BUNCH OF FRIENDS, AND NOW YOU NEGLECT BOTH OF US. YOUR SINCE SEC1 FRIEND AND SINCE PRIMARY 5 FRIEND. WHAT A LOSER I TELL YOU. WAKE UP, REALITY WONT BE KIND TO YOU. WE WILL JUST SNAP AT YOU ANY TIME SOON. AND YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE IT. RUN TO YOUR OTHER FRIENDS. YOURE REACHING THE GIVEN LIMIT. ENOUGH NOW, WE CANNOT TOLERATE YOUR SUCKYNESS ANY LONGER. MEET NEW FRIENDS, AND LEAVE US. WHAT THE HELL. YOURE REALLY A BUGGER. AND I AM THIS CLOSE TO HATING YOU. "

THIS CLOSE.

"for your bloody information, he has already found out the truth. so dont suck up to him you bugger."

much love rabiatul,
i'm pretty much pissedangryhurtannoyeddisgusted with "YOU".

love,
shakie.