the nightingale sings gentle lullabies

ah, la peaceful melodies Y

Y11:57 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Natalie Imbruglia - Torn

i don't know what's wrong with me but i feel i have lost my close friends. and i thought after os everything would be better. and you dont have to ask me to go away cos that's hurtful, i'm not some old rag you use when things are dirty and wrong. well whatever cos now i know there's really no one who will be there for me. so whatever. ok. and please dont ask me whether i'm ok cos i'm bloody not. ok.

Y10:00 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Jason Mraz - You and i both

Today in the train a chinese guy gave me his seat and stood up till i drop off at bedok, and he smiled at me. Ok so do i look pregnant or do i look old in the white zara top?

On a different note altogether, tgif!

Y10:17 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Bryan Adams - Heaven

though it affects me like a pile of shit thrown into my face, i don't give a damn anymore. ugh, but it's so difficult to not give a damn. well, what the f. and i miss my girlfriends. i think i shud just sleep and occupy myself with work. nine to six is not enough. can i slap your face then?

Y9:21 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Robbie Williams - She's the one

Today i laughed at two adults bcos they were simply clumsy lol. The first was in the train where there was a chinese man who was wearing a smart mamat regalia (and he had a briefcase with him too). The train wasn't packed but he insisted to stand in such a model-wannabe position. It looked weird, not very stylish, not really cool for a man to stand that way, just wrong and erotic since it was as if he was showing off the special manly thing(lol i'm not sure how to put it in words ahhahahahahahahaha gross). Ok fine i was mean to laugh and i was mean too cos my laughter made him adjust his position, ape je eh please next time stand like a normal decent human being please.

Then i laughed at a lady who had her heels stuck to the little spaces between the tiles of orchard road ahahhahahahahahahahahhaha. Hahaha sorry i know i was mean but hello i did not have a great sleep yesterday night so please eh don't keropok here. I laughed at others too much today(it's been million years eversince i last did that so give me chance) and i think one day i will slip and fall and everyone at orchard road will laugh at me and maybe just maybe i will appear on 'caught on candid camera'. Ermn ok. Bottomline, satan borrowed his horns to me today(tanduk syaitan), note satan's a male hahahahahahahahahaha boys generally are more satanic than girls what, ring a bell ring a bell??? lol.

Well, i thank God for the poor internet connection during the day & the thumbs up internet connection during the night(when i'm back from work hahahaha thank god i'm working if not i'll be like you losers) Ah i'm so mean. Yalah sheikha always mean what. Sheikha always jahat what, sheikha always has issues what. Everything sheikha what.

Y10:05 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Sheila on 7 - Buat aku tersenyum

Goodness i thought blogger was never gonna stop loading, it was nearly close to my nap time. More perhaps. Ah i've been busy with holidays, enjoying myself and working(yes) that i have forgotten how much i love.. eating gado2 with lots of vegetables!!!!!! Yes yes i usually have like 4 mini cubes(2cm by 2cm by 2cm lol) of lontong and others will be the vegetables covering the whole plate. And the gravy of course. That's like the yummiest thing of all the est est yummy erest estttttrest thing ever la, except cannot beat pasta *faints, i think i got a real bond with pasta and it seems our relationship is getting stronger and my luvvvvvvvvv for pasta is getting even even eveeeennn stronger. ok did i just scare you readers off or what.

Oh if you're wondering work's been ok just that i feel a little lost sometimes. Actually all the time. That's cos fad's so good in it, i really think she shud just stop studying and just work la. But that's impossible since you can go no where far in singapore if you do not get a diploma at least. Ok i take back what i just said. But she's so expert la ok sometimes i feel she's ages older than me but she's just a year older, she's so experttttttttttttt. She'll be leaving all the work to me tho ): that means i have to be an expert(or anything close to that please god please) by next week cos i have to take care of things so that i won't get fired. Bang bang.

Ok i have two minutes to blog cos i promised that moron(hint ivan hint) that i will be done in 2mins. Omg pressure pressure. Not. Oh anws, i had the worst train ride ever otw back home just now. I was very pissed annoyed frustrated eee all emotions. K so it was such a turnoff from cityhall back to bedok. Like seriously. Firstly there were zillion over people running to catch the stupid train heading pasir ris. And that stupid train just had to let stupid couples in last minute (ok i know it's not the train's fault but i'm just venting gr stupid train) and apparently there was this certain stupid couple hmm let's name them S for stupid or S for hole. I was already in front of the door and the train was already packed and squeezy. But that S for stupid just had to enter and push me in like some kerbau. And when the doors were already closed i could still feel them pushing me omg bloody hell i thought they din have much space or what so fine but that continued for like a minute and sorry tolerance level = zero or even minus 100. So then i turned to the right and omg i saw them hugging kissing smooching and all those intimate movements. Wtf was next. I felt so uggghhh and ughhhhhh and ughh i really have no adjective for that thanks. How can they even think of including me in their intimate session in a full packed train pushing others(me, so that's a major deal right there) and making stupid noises oh yes not to forget their super loud voices. Thank god they were speaking in chinese and gross that guy was so engrossed with touching the girl that he became too exhausted thus.. he ended up swaying all over and tsk his stupid hand brushed my hand a few times. I gave him a darth vader look omg.

Oh not just that for my the worst train ride ever story. Well aft the S for stupid couple got down the train, there came T for talk so loud. Mr T. Omg he was taking so loud "eh eh later reach pasir ris take what bus eh eh eh eh" he shouted in my ears omg cos he was standing beside me. After zillion years of not rolling my eyes, i did just that. Uhuh then came Mr B. for obvious reasons(not gonna mention here). Mr B was such a babi(no it's not B for babi) that he knocked his hand at my left shoulder yesssssssssssss what a babi right omg!!! I was just so frustrated i gave a tsk tho i knew i shouldnt cos it's not polite to do so(forgive me it was a bad train ride after all right!!)

Well and etc i'm annoyed to continue. That did not take me two minutes hahahahahaha. Sorry bak, was too engrossed with the details of my bad train ride esp about S for stupid. BTH(OMG HAHAHAH). Work tomorrow and oh yes have i told you Secret Recipe is in the same building as my workplaceeeeeeeeee?????????????

Uhuh uhuh!!! Sometimes i ask myself, do you readers really answer my questions?

Y1:26 AM

[jukeboxshkh] Michael learns to rock - 25 minutes too late

This is an unnecessary post but i just don't get it. I hate it when others take advantage of me, step on my head it's just bloody annoying. I do deserve some respect you gondol people who speak to me like i'm some kind of robot with no feelings, no brains and no heart. Ugh well forgive me if i've been nice well too bad the next thing you receive might be a tight slap right in the face.

I'm sorry i cannot stand rude people.

Btw i've been having disgusting horrifying horrible dreams lately. The kind of dreams that before, had me wake up and grin. Well too bad they're nightmares now. I wake up, i vomit blood. Oh then i pee.

Y11:52 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Sheila on 7 - Sephia

Ivan lah section O says:
call me totobak

I just realised how fun it is chatting with tobakto a.k.a tomato a.k.a mi soto hahahahahahaha he is insane. Ah, i just got back, my lovies and the trip was relaxing. Msia was infested with zillion singapore cars tsk tsk. I did not bring any uwang thus I did not shop much.. just two tops from padini. Wanted to get myself a blue nike tote bag but gr. Oh well on a greater happier side of everything, yay yay jacuzzi jakujiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii sauna sauna saaaunaaa (: Uhuh, shangri-La had free jacuzzi, sauna etc. So wow la the place anyone can just die smiling there. Not me of course i'd be jumping and laughing dying there. Ok that's scary hhahahahahaa

Ah yes christmas! Tis the season to be jolly lalalalala la la laa laaaaaaa! Thank god for christmas work starts on tuesday if not i can just die right now, i'm so shagged. Ah yes i got a job, thanks to dearie (: I'm really hoping to stay there for a month la, but i'm in such a dilemma now.. cos my sister just told me she's going to perth soon and wtfftftftftftftftf i have a job already. The other time the familia left me for perth cos i was schooling and now, it's bcos i'm workingggggg omg can somebody just kill everyone for the inhumane unfairness of all unfairnessnessessessess-erest-ness!!?!? Golly.

Gr, i shud just have chewing gums and make myself happy gr gr not that i'm not good at making myself happy gr gr grggrrggr gr but gr this is gr gr sepak everyones face life and death(cey cey) situation gr gr i wish all these slapping of faces were never included gr gr gr you got my gr gr point.

Y8:39 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Stacie Orrico - I'm not missing you

I want to put on braces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but my set of teeth is too perfect ):

Ayeeee... i still have not packed for KL trip. Sleeping over my brother's house tonight cos we're leaving really early tomorrow, that means i die die have to sleep by midnight. & not 6am -_-

& i will not be bringing along the digi cam cos GOT N73 ALREADY MAH HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ish i wonder what mum brings home for dinner

Y12:55 AM

[jukeboxshkh] Coldplay - Yellow

Well i just want to say what the fuck to the asshole who stalked me home just now

well, what the fuck mf.

Y10:07 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Jason Mraz - Curbside Prophet

I can just smack all the casts of prison break right now cos i am officially beyond agitated with a capital A right at the forehead(how the hell) !!!!!!!!! Goodness i can just bake raspberry pies and smack them delicious goodies at scofield's face(sorry hun) and and and and ugh, fart at him or something oh which reminds me i haven't been farting a lot lately, ion where has our farting discussion stopped at????? well anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy, point here is, there is a frigging season 3 to prison break !&^%8)06^%

Stupid bolshoi booze ): and for the record i still am in luv with michael scofield eh eh eh eh! he is like DA bomb hahahahahaha i know very wrong choice of words *shudders. well anyhows, watching prison break is like the bestest test of the testestest test things to do during this really syiok yumm weather. Listening to wentworth miller speak*faints* it's like the oral equivalent of a family-sized pack of jam doughnuts with a side dish of vanilla custard(to dunk)

Ah, yumm.

a b c d (: sorry it's been a long ride
there's no use looking back or wondering, how it cud be now or might have been. *grins

Y11:49 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Nil

Ahh the weather is just great for me to hide under the blankies, listen to songs, read a book, drink coffee, eat maggie, close my eyes, hahahahaha so many things to do with this great weather!! It's been raining cats and dogs and monkeys and donkeys the entire day but I love it. Wish to know tho, those who complain for the greatt weeweet God's present to us all, slap their faces.

Oh yes, trip to J.B was pokiedokies hahaha esp bcos we went to my aunt's house where I managed to creep into the guest room & straighten my body and relax the muscles also brain(in simple terms: sleep) Pure heaven i tell you cos cos cos cos gr gr yest night my parents were snoring the night thru goodness gracious it's like they were having a non-stop very interesting and engaging discussion about my wedding. The night was spent looking around & playing xbox by my own gr gr cos apparently the internet connection there was a bit gila so I cudnt surf the net ): My second brother annoyed the hell out of me at 9 in the AM!! That moron jumped on the bed so "excitedly" just when i was about to sleep aft like how many sleepless hours!!!! Yeah apparently he wanted me to jump into the pool with him. Omg i was so tempted to scream i swear i swear!!!!

hah i did anyway.

I've been writing poems but I'll not post any of them here or let anyone read them cos i feel they're so personal to me. So dear to me actually. My true feelings. I've been feeling great since i started writing poems, somehow they're so easy to write, esp when i'm bothered/affected by every possible way. Maybe being friends with carebear has it's baraqah hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Y12:40 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Teriyaki boys - Fast & Furious

Hhahahahahaha i wonder if you know how it'd be in tokyo! hahahaahhahahahaha aiyoh, yesterday was THE day we all sawwwwwwwwww farid & isa holding hands. hahaha aww how sweet! Fine they were playing a game. Hahaha and yes my dad was so cool enuf to have games ( -_-" ) & my friends yang jadi korban, mekk mekk.

Many of my loved ones cudnt make it so since i invited only the selected few yesterday's attendance wasnt much, but who cares cos i was running here and there to be a great host and i prove to be a good one la!! hahaha diam eh all of you cekik so many cocok of satays already i gigit your faces la!

Food was yumm, we had satay, chicken wings duh, scallops, garlic bread, otak2, fried noodles, hotdogmotdogs, fishballs, father of tigerest prawnest prawns and etc la i penat la want to think. I din have a proper meal (be it lunch or dinner) but i sure did those random grab one cocok of satay and ngap! And i think i ate too much satay la (but not as much as my friends omg) hahahahahaa!! Thanks for lovies who came i'm sure you guys had a good feast(and cake, and presents)! & finally i met up with my sweeties from korea!!!!!!! Afee and ionnnnnnnnnnn i'm so glad they came! and haha i just remembered susu did a ultraman dance yest hahahaha aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa

FIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE hahahahhahahaha mcm orang gila la my eldest brother yest nite, but i still love him (: and oh oh i played in the swimming pool yest!!!! and i'm just so shagged goodness gracious and i'm heading for jb right aboutttttttt...

now.

Y9:42 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Acha - Sampai Menutup Mata

I haven't had ice cream gr that means i'm still pretty much craving for it. whichever brand la, any wakrak brand also i don't mind gr gr. & to make matters worse i'm craving for briyani dam hahahahahahaha like seriously any mama give me also i won't mind marrying him la oh my goodness!

& oh oh i'm done with Alias season5, which means i'm a very very happy person!! and err a happy person who has nothing else to do except to wait for Prison Break DVDs from brother in law! gr then that makes me an angry person!

and can you believe i am grounded??? YAR, mumsie said i fell sick bcos i've been out too much. duh i argued and said i have plans already on 19th!! so she cut me some slack la and demanded no more outings on 20th onwards. Of course i was pissed annoyed frustrated fuming grring tsktsking morose.

but i don't care already la lol

Y11:47 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Dealova - Once

This is the 330th post & i've screwed up so much. & ____ , fuck you.

now that's off my chest hah i feel so much better

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mng sale already startedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

Y1:30 AM

[jukeboxshkh] Muse - Unintended

at times when you feel everything's crumbling down on you, you might want to just drown yourself with gallons of coke greentea & stuff yourself with decks and decks of chocolates, even better, smother yourself with hot melted yummy toblerone milkybar hersheys, whichever you love most. for maximum grief reliever, all. my advice for a good headstart is to have songs blaring so loud you might want to consider turning deaf. whatever genres you choose, it'll make you feel better i bet.

i know my friends will be there if i need someone to talk to and i appreciate it very much. but some things are meant for me to just digest them on my own, some things i have to go thru on my own. some things tt have me stuck in between, no one can help me. i'm neither here nor there. middle. centre. between. i can go neither left nor right. i tried both. someone woke me up and the truth is both arent the right paths. i'm tired of trying. and i don't know how else to resolve the matter. talk about cheering myself up, i'm doing a helluva job (:

all i want to do is to sleep, finish up all the oreo cheesecake and see a reason why i shud pick myself up. i am very exhausted. orang orang kampung, don't ask me whether i'm OK.

I am more than fine, havent i told you?

Y6:40 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Pussycat Dolls - Stick Wit you

I sense fever coming up but it's like I don't give a damn about it lol. Been sneezing a lot lately & my throat hurts pretty much, aye aye..

but it is ok since I just made oreo cheeeeeeeeeesecakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! HAH EAT SHIT ALL OF YOU. Hahaha alamak i din 100% mean that lol, it's just that it's only one round pan so it's while stock lasts hahahaha!! Will be putting some aside for susu since she's all ): but it's ok my oreo cheesecake will cheer her up! (don't scream at me eh clt susu if not nice)

btw credits to syaziewazie since she passed me the recipe & explained to me each every step teehee, hugs kisses smooches! &&& oh oh oh do you know do you know i had baked mashed potato with melted cheese & minced beef for lunch!!!!!

well, YUMM.

Y3:51 AM

[jukeboxshkh] Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated

Hello i am a very happy person because i just got back from the 52nd clt graduation ceremony (: My sweetie's a maam now i am so so so so so so so so proud of her whee! Will pass you pix when you're back okie! I spent an insane quality time with the mother of all motherest mothered companies hahaha (one of whom is someone who shares the same birthday with me!! eee buat menyemak only hahaha btw hint hint he is someone in the pix above coughs blue coughs gay smile coughs hahahahahaha)

& i cannot believe ameer shouted my name out effing loud when he was marching w his syndicate. That boy made my heart lungs brains stop for a moment hahaha of course not my mouth cos what was next was a scene which had me screaming like hell cursing & swearing (in a positive way btw).

Good day, good company, good roti john cheese wheehee and good pictures (:

BUT I STILL HAVENT EATEN WHAT I'VE BEEN CRAVING FOR! ICE CREAM! ):

& oreo cheesecake omg omg omg i think i'm going to be down with a bad fever and i really don't see any connection between those two.

Y3:28 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Sister Hazel - Your winter

some moron from temasek poly just added me on msn claiming his friend, fahmi(err), passed him my email addie. somebody should just gun them down for stealing cadets' phone numbers and email addies without permission. yes yes they're from amoy quee hq. have i told you they called me once???? and the guy got his number from faizal i think.

hahahahaha like i am bestfriends with these fictional characters. fyi, i havent gotten my olevel cert but i sure do have brains, working ones!!!!!!

morons. gays. idiot idiotoes idioties, le idiotes.

Y1:30 AM

[jukeboxshkh] Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M IN LUV.

Y11:19 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Aerosmith - I don't want to miss a thing

i could feel my heart burning for the past 10 minutes. and i think i nearly saw smoke coming out from my ears and please the firefighters as usual, should practise punctuality. and if i remember well i looked like the mouse from tom&jerry show when she got so pissed and irritated by tom for stealing the cheese she collected.

and there's no exact reason why the level of anger blended with anguish was/is just over the top.

ok there is actually.

Y8:00 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Bryan Adams - Heaven

I've been waitin for so long for something else to arrive, for love to come along. & now my dreams are comin true, thru the good times & the bad, yeah, i'll be standing there by you, WOOOOOOHHH hahahahaa

IT'S JUST THE LYRICS, DAMNIT. lol (but yes without the sudden burst of laughter at the end right there)

Ahh, this hit's still one of my faves. So is PRISON BREAK SEASON II (don't even start with the first) Oh yes yes I have watched the first eight episodes already! On big screen! (lcd projector!) Bottomline, I'm a very happy person yay yay yay! !!! !! Funny faces to all of you who are still watching prison break season I! hahahaha, esp to those who are watching the episodes on channel5. ( uh oh, that includes abee! funny faces to you too!!! haha)

Have I told you I'm feeling rather impatient for the 17th of this month! Yay yay cos my family's hosting a chalet and of course I'll be inviting friends over! Good friends only cos i dont want extra extra people to savour the scrumptious yummptious asian delicacies, hahaha ceh ceh, ape je. Not asian delicacies only la(sounds good like that though heehee) But anws, i'll personally invite pretty people (: SO SUCK UP TO ME NOW MUAHAHAHA. And oh yes have i told you i'm also also also very excited for tuesday 12th?? cos then my sweetie susumumu will graduate from clt course and she'll be a certified(err not sure if they'll receive certs lol lol) clt yay yay!! !!! ahh, i miss her so much la ok. ): & mayrissa. i miss those two monkies. !!!!

Now now, I'm craving for oreo cheesecake. & i shall be a good daughter/& a sibling and say.. bake yummy cakes cookies muffins buffins juffins and everything else tts in conjunction with that yay! I can already see myself standing in front of mumsie's oven *grins. Uh oh, i cannot see anything anymore. The scene's so vague now, so unclear... so..

smokey?!?!

Y10:06 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Robbie Williams - She's The One

HAH I JUST WATCHED EPI 4 SEASON II OF PRISON BREAK. YESSAH.

IN YOUR FACE, ALL OF YOU. OH YES, GOOD NEWS, MY BROTHER IN LAW JUST BOUGHT THE PRISON BREAK SEASON II DVD. SO IT'S PRISON BREAK SEASON II MARATHON AT MY SISTER'S LATER.

I AM SUCH A HAPPY PERSON I FEEL LIKE THROWING CHERRIES AT ALL OF YOU.

AND LAUGH.

Y4:25 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Kurt Nilsen - It's never easy

I'm thinking of a movie marathon but my mother's dragging me along to a certain stupid ladies night shit that will be infested with girls belly-dancing the night through(who by the way will constantly insist I dance along with them despite several rejections & the continuous nvm, it's really okay look I give them). They are mean I tell you. You do know sheikha and belly-dancing aren't bestfriends. And they're not even Arabs.

Fine I'm saying this because I'm dying to waste my life in front of the television.

Y3:23 PM

[jukeboxshkh] James Morrison - Wonderful world

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I cant feel it right now,
I thought I was doing well but I just want to cry now,
Well I know that its a wonderful world from the sky down to the sea,
but I can only see when you're here, here with me.

Y1:09 AM

[jukeboxshkh] Atomic Kitten - Last Goodbye

We don't bite.

I had zillion over pieces of pizza I'm starting to feel really bouncy & elated. Hugs kisses smooches to farhanis ahmad for ordering them for us three bestest of the bestest mestest girls in the town yo in the town! K, I apologise for that snoop dawgy dawg moment, still very much hyped up with the really cute beanie which by the way belongs to hanis. All of us had a catfight at hanis', for the lamest reason which was to get a specific pair of shades.

AND I GOT IT IN THE END MUAHAHEEHEEHAHA. HAR.

Ok fine, nurain syakirah passed it to me when she couldn't stand looking and hearing me sulk like a poor awww little aww child. Who wouldn't anyway? *sulks. Hahahahahhahaha come to think of it, she could have slapped me and just walk away with the pretty pair of shades. Lol, I was so annoying omg omg omg omg omg.

Omg.

I am a very happy person. & it isn't because I ate more than 20 pieces of canadian pizza.

I'm eager to find out the reason to why some take so long to get over someone they love. They love them a lot. Fine, still comparable to my situation, no? Well too bad, I'm so great I discovered a way to get out of the horrifying mindset of taking months, years and lots of tear wastage to just frigging get over someone.

Omg that makes me a scientist.

Y11:55 PM

[jukeboxshkh] Celine Dion - Because you loved me

I have no special someone in mind right now (just if you're so "inquisitive" and wondering why the hell am I listening to love songs). Pretty much done with that phase of life. Well, at least that's what I think. & is there realllllllllly anyone out there who's not a bastard? Ok chance, an idiot? Well, I have a life. [: (Not targetting anyone here so please anyone everyone boys girls transvestites homo and esp girls with boyfriends, don't terase)

Ok fine maybe there is someone who's not exactly an idiot. And his name is Alex. Heehee, he is my colleague. Ok fine, was my colleague. So you see, weekdays are pretty much the same. 24 hours round the clock and it's mundane however way you look at it. However, the only difference between yesterday and today is that, I'm able to spend more time with my niece(though she did annoy me with her constant need for love & attention and let me reiterate that the word constant here is not just the usual way of understanding it but BEYOND the true meaning itself, well ok go figure).. do traditional yoga called sitting and lying down with my eyes glued to the television. It's exhilirating you know, worth a try.

Ok cut to the chase, I have stopped working so don't bother coming over to my workplace anymore *grins. I insist, really. Ok this is when I tell you the reason to why I quit. It's more exhausting explaining to zillion over human beings, whose nature is to continue asking even though they've exceeded my tolerance level which by the way is very limited, than working.

- E r U r O i - New York New York SHIOK SHIOK SIA! says:
EH HOWS WORK
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
GOOD
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
REALLY FUN LEY!
- E r U r O i - New York New York SHIOK SHIOK SIA! says:
ya la of cos
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
but i quit already! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAH AHAHAHQOIHSZPOXSAHCNZ
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
lol
- E r U r O i - New York New York SHIOK SHIOK SIA! says:
huh why
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
1030am to 11pm stand. except when i have a quick lunch(15mins) and 1h break
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
so all in all for more than 12h, i get to sit for 1h15 min

Hahahaha ok fine maybe I was kidding about explaining being more exhausting than 12 hours of slave work. Again, I have got a life. & even though I did complain about my life being lousy(which I was also joking about la k), I still have a life. Ok, I think you do get my point.

_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
if i never quit, theres alot to give up
- E r U r O i - New York New York SHIOK SHIOK SIA! says:
lucky mine flexible
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
my chalet, kl trip w family, A LOT OF SLEEP TIME.
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
and i was just super tired la
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] Mirai e says:
wah, you got job ready?!
- E r U r O i - New York New York SHIOK SHIOK SIA! says:
SIA LA LAST 2 WEEKS IVE BEEN WORKING WHAT

Well ok apart from understanding how annoying el can get by not telling me he already has a job, you can read too why I wanted to quit. Though those aren't all(lol I had several temptations too ok like the ones I had when I wanted to skip school by coming out with the dumbest excuses ever).

(And how ugly is the idea that I will have to stand for about 12 frigging hours which is by the way more than my nap time!)

I do miss my colleagues, we had a bond really. Though it was just a measly day. Just in an hour I addressed one of them "beng" (ah beng). He looked like one anyway lol and he did not mind me calling him that plus his name was Bernard. With that whole look & package, a Bernard?

And there was the otherrrrrrrrrrrr oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... *grins. He was very nice & such a gentleman. And don't miss the best part!!!!!!!!!!!!!, he just finished his Olevels too and he is 17 years old!!!! And don't miss the bestest bestest testestest part!!! !!! !!!!!, he is so talllllllllllllllllllllllllll, if you haven't known I have a soft spot for tall guys **grins.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYY, so those were the colleagues who are currently working as part timers. (He said take care heehee) There were two others who were really nice too and I shall not reveal their identities for whatever reasons. I had real great companies really. So much laughters and smirks. Ahh, I kinda miss them already. I shall visit them soon. Hahaha you gotta be kidding me, I'll be slapped in the face if I were to do that. Ever. But I do miss them.

Oh that doesn't really matter since I've watched 007CasinoRoyale with the best company of all mother companies. My boyfriend. The name's wong. Double O Wong.

Haha

Y9:45 PM

[jukeboxshkh] The Ataris - Giving up on love

I'm suffering from a pre-job disorder, if there really is one. I can see more pimples erupting incessantly like volcanoes-gone-wrong and I look like a lobster. Oxy isnt working. I need to calm myself down.

Maybe with my new N73. IN YOUR FACE.

Y4:32 AM

[jukeboxshkh] Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

I should learn how to spend my time more wisely and that means staying away from the net before I waste precious hours of my life away. Hell Olevels are over. I got no mission in life anymore. I feel devastated.

Ok I need to pee.

Note: Tagboard taken out for reasons like i want this site to be a journal(only), how i've been wishing to type things out freely without any comments(either positive or negative) from readers and that i want it simply to be ..... Ok basically there isn't much space for a stupid tagboard.

Y10:02 PM

I am so so so so nervous for Monday I can see my nerves popping. Literally.

And I just remembered that I will not be able to pick the Korea lovies up on Monday night, that sucks actually but I really hope they'll return a teeny bit later than expected so that I can rush to the airport. I screwed up so much, I'm not even sure if I can attend the NCC Graduation Ceremony.

Crazy thoughts rushing & haunting me the past hours. What if I have mean colleagues. What if they do not "welcome me to their club". What if I screw up and have no friends there. This is worse than 1st day of school. Oh yes, what if I cannot make my way to Wheelock???? Omg what if I am late for my first day of work. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

& what am I supposed to report in on Monday?? Shoes? Can I have earrings on? Oh no I'm freaking out. Will an adidas pair be a total no no since I'm a staff at a Nike outlet??? Oh dear. And what job will I be assigned to? Will I be trained first? Omg they should have given me more details dont you think so!!!!! and as you can see that's not a question!!!!!

Ah, I need to pee.

and what time should I leave home?

Y8:28 PM

I just realised that it takes so long for my blog to appear, bloody hell.

But nevermind, my point of updating isn't because of how lousy blogger/blogskins has been of late but !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i freaking got a job!!!!!!!!!!! You feel me yo???

YOU FEEL ME. YO.

Okeydokey pipe and smokey, details details.
5bucks per hour; 5days per week; 1030am-9pm
Nike Wheelock.

Somehow or rather I'm not like overly exhilirated or etc. Maybe because abee wasn't accepted ): I am devastated. And do you know my shoulders & neck hurt already??? I should start being independant, work and earn myself bucks. But 5bucks an hour leeyyyyyy... tonggang tonggek and only 5 dollars..... Hahahahaha, but like what leen said, I think I will quit in a month's time. Hahahaha, ok what, get 1K then cabut. Hahahhahaha I am such a lousy employee. I really hope there will be fun colleagues there so that all the negativity that I just typed will not be true. And that I won't quit in a month. Hahahahahahahaha

Will still be going job hunting tomorrow morning and if there are better offers, *grins. Hopefully there will be. Errr then I will have to think a way to disappoint my soon to be colleague. HAHA. Whatever sheikha........ I wish to get at least 7bucks per hour or something. $5 is not that much to me. & to stand for long hours omg I wish I was pregnant so that they'll pity me or something. But then again they won't hire me if I am pregnant. Hahahahaha

AHHHHHHHHH I AM SO SHAGGED. Oh well, I'm very nervous for Monday. Sheikha has a job. Who wud've thought. Honestly. So lovies, only free on weekends. Hahahaha, and do drop by okey dokey pipe and smokey?

& hanies, booooooooo ): No lepak at your house as planned ley like this! Wek. Hahahaha ok ok I LOST MY BRAIN I LOST MY BRAIN. Tsk, fad how like this.. next monday supposedly keluar together kan. Nevermind, lunch time me and you????? SET AH. Hahahaha everyday lunchtime mau hahahahahahahahaha maybe it's meant to be for us to spend some time together. AHH.

& btw btw btw btw I am contentedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

Cos ahahaha finally aft so so so long I ate at mcdonalds hahahahahahaha. & I'm hoping to eat prata. Oh no.