Monday, October 31, 2005
Y10:52 AM
read papers just now.
pretty sad that terrorism is like, everywhere. bombs here and there. dont they know that theyre killing millions, billions, trillions, zillions!!! of people????????? and not only that, the people related to those poor victims will also suffer. i WILL, suffer even more if i find out that one of my beloved ones is one of the victims of a terrorist attack.
really, wtf???
to them, a bomb is just one of those cute little colourful balls. i think the impact one gets upon hearing OH BOMB, HIJACK, TERRORIST has decreased now. i mean seriously, THINK STRAIGHT LAHH BODOH
ugh, so irritated ok.
lol, my command of english is BADDDDDDDDD lately. lol, cos ive been reading and practising tooooooooooooo, okay perhaps.. WAYY TOOOOOOOO much of malay. bahh, i hope to score for malay Os. a little too early for a major exam i guess, i dont think im that ready, yet.
i shall read more english papers/books with effect from tomorrow.
THAT REMINDS ME I NEED TO GO TO BORDERS
soon!! sooonn!!! lol
fae has gone back to bangkok BAHH I MISS HER ): lol she misses me tooooooooooo
i miss certain people.
i shall not be bias and tell you who, lol IM SUCH A FAIR PERRSOOONNN!!!!!
i think i should be a judge one day, lol. or a lawyer. gosh, im so cool!! hahahahaha!! and zhuzhan agreed alsooooooooooo hahahahah, happy birthday juzantino (= (: DONT FORGET THE TREAT OKAY heheheheheheehehehehh
im chatting with the most IRRITATING-EST PERSON EVARRRRRRRRRRRR
i bet abee knows who im referring, BAHAHAHAHHA
i do not like ignorant people
SO DO CHANGE.
ok time's up, i dont feel like blogging anymore.
wish me luck for tomorrow's MAJOR paper alright!! PRAY FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEE lol, and thanks a mills jas!
lovelovemuchlove,
sheikha
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Y7:40 AM
BAD BAD BAD results i do not like my results
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i dont care i shall be a nerd starting from the prep lessons next next monday, yikes!! and oh, malay Os this monday, OH PLEASE GOD BE KIND TO ME!!
ive been practising bina ayats yesterday, lol. the test papers from the various schools were DANG, difficult. but when i did the past few years malay Olevel papers, it was pretty ... simple. as in, the bina ayat!!! the fill in the blanks cloze passage was rather ..tough. but was okay.
ive not started on my peribahasas yet. this is so dreadful. nevermind, i shall get the 5 marks!!! yes, so many peribahasas, but just five bloodeh marks. NEVERMIND. i hope to score malay, oh please. i know it's a little too late to start studying malay, lol. but honestly, i do want to get an A ):
fat hope, many of you will say ...
BAABAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
watched mad about you today. some sort of m.a.y marathon on hallmark. the nanny marathon will be on tomorrow, but yikes. i guess i will be too busy tomms.
my results arent good, my father and ze familia want me to quit my ccas. i tried explaining that it will be such a waste, considering the fact that ive worked bloody hard to become a sergeant rank and to be the vicepresident for angklung !@#$!&*
BUT I THINK I WAS TALKING GIBBERISH.
damn asshole leyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
but yes, i did much thinking. i guess they are right. ive been too busy with my ccas that ive not been studying. every weekday i'll be home only by 7pm, nothing earlier. okay perhaps 6/630pm?? but yeah, you got my idea. i'll be SUPER worn out and bam, zzzzz.
i told cikgu ishak about it. and he gave me the dumbest idea ever. and that is, TO QUIT HIGHER MALAY. wtf??? quit higher malay so that you can save 2 days of coming home late. DING DING DING, first note : higher malay, IS a subject. and if i PASS, uhuh PASS, it's a minus two for me. second note : whether or not i drop higher malay, it's still a no-no cca for me. my dad is a man of his words, he MEANS everything he says.
and no way am i gonna drop higher malay. that's insane. nevermind, i shall sacrifice the funtimes with hanis ): during anklung, the past efforts i put in, the funtimes with abee during ncc ): ):
but on a brighter note, i did make many friends from both ncc and mldds. so that's love.
:D
im in for the shooting competition. it's not a yay for me though. i dont think my dad allows me to attend it. BAHHHHH, just for the frigging last time damnit.
NEVERMIND.......
the next time i blog on October 29, i'll be sec4 and soon to take my Os, YIKES. i cant wait for Os to be over.
sec3 IS part of the whole prep course for Os!!
bah, why cant i be clever.
anyway, congrats sher for being the 3rd in class. you smart ass you!! i dont care, you have got to teach me!!!!!! and blogging isnt a piece of crap, lol I CAN TELL STORIES!!!! lol
im glad.
im glad that all of my goodfriends are promoted.
but im sad, that some of my friends .. arent.
dont worry, things do happen for a reason. dont believe, ask syaz (= SEE, SHE MET MEEEEEEEEEEE!!
lol, i was so touched when i read syazo's blog. love you too dear (: (: AND HAHAHAHAHHA, syaz saw my family at robinson!!! lol, pretty surprising that she had the guts to "do you have a sister?"
lol, I DO LOOK LIKE MY BROTHER YA.
even leen agreed. BAAHHHHH
(: okay i shall get bk to malay
cheem word for today ; MENYELEWENG
love,
shakie
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Y12:17 PM
i am very semangat raya now (:
AND THAT'S BCOS OF MY BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!
i got back home and the first i heard..... WASNT MY MOTHER!!!! lol, it was some raya song. then start lah..... lol, so i am very jiwaraya today HOHOHOHO
today was much funfun. 2h 20 mins of biology turned out pretty interesting and alright. lol, i was pretty reluctant to take out the textbook and to pay attention.
"AHH 2 HOURS AHHHHHHHH..............................."
mdm rao looked and me and gave me a pat-cum-BEDEKsigh-PLUS-smile.
LOL LOL.
she asked the class a question, and at first everyone was so uninterested.
then suddenly!!!!
"o k. im gonna grab my box of mini cornettos(?) MMMMMMMM YUM!"
hahahahahhahah, that was sooooo -_-
everyone except my group (two ains&nash) and i was super excited and OH OH LET'S WIN!!! hahahahh, suddenly nur ain suddenly said .. "is it bcos if the mucus travels down then it'll get blocked or something...?" then i was like, GOD THAT MADE SENSE. but a little too short. then we thought for another 3 seconds and ok, whatever.
mdm rao came back and darren, suhaila and many others were screaming "CHERR!!!! HERE CHERR!!!!"
i even heard one of them saying .. "CHER HERE FIRST CHER WE GIRLS!!!"
.... and they explained. BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA, they didnt get the right answer. then nurul ain said eh we try also lah. then we were like, ahh??? lol. then i told them that we should try if no one really had gotten the answer. so after a while, we tried.
"UH OH, you guys are in danger!! this group is halfway there..........."
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA, i loved it when she said that. lol, everyone got even ARGHOHNO!!! hahahahh, and yes (= we won. but sadly, nur ain and nash were fasting. ain and me got the chance to eat the mini cornettos. and those who tried too. ain and nash were kind enough to allow us eat in front of them, lol. love (:
after that, we had to draw a very complicated structure of an alveolus. it took me 10 to 15 minutes to complete it and suddenly GOD, mdm rao gave us each a blank paper and ....
"DRAW ME THE STRUCTURE IN 10 SECONDS ... starting from ....."
*pause*
1 second... 2 seconds ......
"walau i took 10 minutes to draw sehhhhhhh how to draw in 10 SECONDS!!" ;me(:
"NOW!"
it was like some kinda race man. i drew the one-cell thick epithelium like as if i drew ... a zillion number of eggs!!!! lol, and the worst thing is, we had to exchange papers at the end of every 10seconds, and everytime it reached me, I WILL NEED TO DRAW THE UGLY EGGS AGAIN!!!!! i think that was the only thing i drew, lol. apart from labelling.
see, ive proven to sheikha who said .. WALAU where can draw in 10seconds.........
LOL, it was so cutefunnyadorableNOTAHBENGLIANACCENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA, i repeated the way she said again hahahahahahha and laughed like mad. lol, it was so cute lol lol. hahahah WALAAUUUUU................
hahahah.
another funny incident was lol, mdm rao was teaching us on inhalation and exhalation.
"okay class, you try put your hands on your chest or any parts of your body and feel it"
*pause*
two seconds silence when eddie suddenly burst out laughing, HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
and i knew why, i laughed after that HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA, he was being yellow. he was imagining the LOWER part of the body. hhHAHAHAHAH, it was so funny
mdm rao actually smirked and tried to prevent herself from laughing but it was difficult lol, she then laughed a little before she actually laughed real hard and did the "fan using hands while laughing" LOL LOL, it was so funny, i kept laughing!!!!!!
..alone.
today's biology lesson was exceptionally fun. i concentrated in class, so well. lol, prolly it wasnt the inthelab mood. (: it wasnt dark there were lights!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
anyway. misspeh is back at school, for how long im not sure. but i do not like her coming to school. cos i know she's in pain. she coughed non stop on monday. and once, i saw her toes curling up and usually when your toes curl up, it means youre in pain. i hope not to see her in school but to know that shes safe at home resting.
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
i left a voicemail msg for my sister lah just now
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
lol
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
then she balik kasi me hear again
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
LOL LOL
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
hahaha
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
i sounded like one budak kecik man!!!!!!!!!
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
like seriously
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
ok
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
i do NOTTT SOUND LIKE THAT
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
understood la
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
it's like some primary one asking her sister "kak, kak balik pukul brape???"
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
lolL OLOLLIOOLOOLOOL
2 seconds later ..
Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
but you really do sound like budak kecik
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
hohoho
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
eh????
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
OMYGOS
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
hahahaha
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
omygos
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
hahahahahahhahaa
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
OMYGODDDDDDD
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
(stupid ha ha ha emoticons)
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
omygos
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
asshole laaaaaaaa
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
(stupid ha ha ha emoticons, again!!!)
--
i nearly died listening to a particular song which has a very bad starting.
TING TING TING TING TING!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay prolly it is my fault for turning the speakers louder than loudest (lol)
(:
abee's after school. bought lots of junk food lol lol, we were pigs.
ab/fee and i talked about everything under the sun. lol, nice long conversation lah. lol, we laughed like hell... complained here complained there.... shout here shout there....
HAHAHAHA AND ABEE TOLD AFEE ABOUT THE HANTU STORY!!!!!!!
she looked like she just saw one, HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
hahahahah, so cute lahh afeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
lol, we shall do that more often. the next time, together with syazo.
can do? (=
AND SYAZO WE STILL HAVENT DONE OUR COOKIES LAH PANDAI!!
chatting with dear sherly gun, lol. i love her raaaaaaaaaaaa, ok i shouldnt brag how lucky i am to be one of her dear friends!!!!!! lol
$30 w0rTh oF Haagen Daz is ENUF to kill says:
i'm sick of icecream
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
hahaha then go shit, lol
$30 w0rTh oF Haagen Daz is ENUF to kill says:
wan to bt constipate le
*shakes head ....
$30 w0rTh oF Haagen Daz is ENUF to kill says:
is dis sheikha??????
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
yes?????
$30 w0rTh oF Haagen Daz is ENUF to kill says:
r u sure??
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
yep
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
why?
$30 w0rTh oF Haagen Daz is ENUF to kill says:
(stupid HA HA HA HA emoticons)
$30 w0rTh oF Haagen Daz is ENUF to kill says:
i was juz joking!
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] love is just more than just a game for two says:
lame sia your joke sher...........................................................................
but sometimes, shes DAMN lame sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
anyway, i cannot wait for raya. it's bloody next week. LIKE HELOOOOOOOO?!?!?! it's already lailatul qadar (spelling????) there is a total of 10 nights of lailatul qadar. and i asked him to tell me more about that lah. then he told me, that actually lailatul qadar falls only on one night. but nabi didnt want us to know the specific night cos he knows that we will tend to act bo liao and just pray so hard for that night. so he made it for ten days, so amongst the ten days, one of the days is the holiest of all nights. and brother also added that you will feel peaceful if you beribadah at night (from isyak to subuh). and i asked him again, but how would one know which is the holiest night, i mean nabi stretched it to ten days right, so how do you know?? then he told me, that you will just feel it. the atmosphere will be super peaceful and you will just feel relax.
DO YOU KNOW HOW AMAZED I WAS WHEN I HEARD THAT?!?!?!?!
that is .. wow, a beautiful piece of information, man.
a sad raya song playing, sigh. reminds me of allahyarham granddad (syed awad bin hamid) and the two raya when my first brother was studying at belfast. thank god he brought back a first class honours, if not, mother's tears might have gone to waste. oh, i love them. and i miss my granddad.
...
AND THE ROOM IS HELL DIRTY AGAIN, damnit lahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lotsoflove,
sheikha
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Y12:46 PM
probably i'm facing the true "monday blues" today
WHICH IS VERY SICKARGHFRUSTRATINGGARR
firstly, i failed both maths.
!$!%!&!*(!(!&!^!^%!!(^!_)*!ujpo!yi*&!rfVJSO8XSHGFBK
f.
goodness gracious me.
"perhaps i wont be rooting for you, neither will i respect you like i do towards the others.."
(=
english, was pretty disappointing. that's bcos mrs cheong and mr teo marked our papers!!!!!!!!!! ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh, i nearly died checking the papers. horrible. but i did manage to get a passing mark. but my overall grade was ... pretty okay.
okay let's just go to the two main major F-ed up subjects.
i failed emath and amath
i know youre laughing at me now, garrr!!!!!! i failed emath but !$!$!^%!#$$!#!*&! 5 frigging cb marks. can you believe that?!?!?! ugghghghghgh so pissed siaaahh. amath, ALAH NO HOPE LAH THAT ONEEE
lol
okay next, combined sciences. physics, managed to get a B. well, THE FIRST FRIGGING TIME I PASSED PHYSICS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!! lol, if youre saying im showing off, you better be kidding me, MANNNN........ lol, a good start lah yeah. chem, was alright also. got a B also, lol. so overall, i got a B. and that also, i'm not particularly sure the real overall grade cos it's not being added the past marks, YET.
)= so it's gonna suck lah but it's okay, at least i did quite okay lah
THANKS TO MY LOVELIEST PARTNER IN CRIME -sherly gunawan (:
she rocks lah, im her partner for both chem and physics. HOHO, and she's like the top scorer in the class. so tell me am i lucky or WHAT???? oh well, she scores damn well lah. let's just say i feel a tinge of ENVY (: i love her lahhhhhhhhh thanks sher!!!! the night before she was like.. "if you have any questions just call me okay!!!" lol, shes the BEST right???
she's the best.
period.
--
Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
i've been a subject of worse biasness
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
serious lor
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
that MDM HO
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
i read novel get kicked out
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
my friend read FHM nvr kene anything
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
she close eye
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
AGAAAHAHAHHAGAHGAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHA
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
mdm ho
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
eeeeeee
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
she always pick me seh
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
ahahahahahhaa
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
i bingit i play laser at her
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
ahhahaha
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
sedap
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
she mcm bodo
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
she always pick me
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
EH EHHHH DID ANYTHING PASS MEEEE
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
a daily dosage of painkiller. lol
--
i remember waiting for you to come, waiting then i find nothing at all ..
okay back to the results shite.
i passed biology, BUT SUCKED LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
"sheikha i'm so jealous! why cant you get this for bio!" -mdm rao, pointing at my phy paper
i was dumbfounded. honestly. you can see that it wasnt a question mark. more to a ... "why!" bahhh, i feel that ive disappointed her REAL bad. i know i can do so much better than this crap. (i think?) yeah. but i guess, it wasnt the paper. prolly it was me. i didnt put much effort?? i guess so, cos if i did, i wouldnt be getting such a LOUSYARGHFFFFF grade. i keep telling myself i will do better for bio but it never happened. okay prolly just ONCE. ok i shall pee, PEE . PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
(lol)
i shall share with you readers my very often-used-sentence for today, lol
"they (braniacs) always say WAHH HARD SURE DIE DIE DIE DIE FAIL DIEEEEE. and i will also say WAH HARD SURE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE FAIL DIEEEEEEEEEE. but at last, they passed with an A1 or A2 and i DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE"
that is a very sad statement, no? YEESSSS!!!!! lol
afee is so cute, her computer disconnected and ...
~~ tomber amoureux~~ says:
im sooo sorry
tomber amoureux~~ says:
dunno wad e hell happened
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
hahaha disconnect lah
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
what else sehh
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
ahahha
(: (=
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
i woke up so abruptly today
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
hahahhaha
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
i had those electric shock moments MANNN!!!
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
suddenly the leg will jerk
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
-_- DAMMNNNNNNNNN TETT TEETTTTTT
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
oh that one
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
falling into lobang issit?
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] worn out says:
what lobang
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
oh salah
jedi is so kental sometimes, and when i expressed how i felt he will reply with a ..
kental = solid, strong
*shakes head .... .. .
okay next, lol. i think i need those little mini conversations to cheer myself up, lol SAD RIGHT!!!!!! hahahahahhahhahaha!!!!
bah.
okay next up, comb humans. geog was .. okay.
ss was soooo ASS ASS!!!! ): i just passed. what an asshole right. i mean, JUST PASSED LAH DEYYYYY, okay not seriously JUST pass but somewhere there. ughhh so frustrating!!
lol, during the giving out of papers just now, i had the coolest language EVERRR. ahahah, nobody could understand my very cheem vocabularies, lol!!! okay okay, it was something like this.
"BARGHHHRRHRIRPRPRPRPOPOIFEH SIHDOIGSWIOREGSBVISAHFE!!!!!!!!jHDWIUEGDUGWBAVYIHCPOEWQH2QIAWHVAHnDKHv gaoiuaghowaiugiAUYGiyf9I7FUQIWAVS!!!!!!!!!!"
bahahaha
oh lol, that laughter!! ahahaha, i went to jb. and i heard something that was playing on the dvd player. it was something like .. "alif ba ta, BA HA HA!" lol, it tickled me so badly that i laughed alone while waiting for the others to finish their prayers. lol
oh yes, daily updates!! my brother's back. lol, and he bought 4 more wooden flutes!!!!!! ARGHHHHHH it's twice the annoyance now!! he has 8 of them now, bahh. but i must say, it's not easy to play a WOODEN flute. not the teruk wood laaahhhhhhh, soft type lah, lol. but seriously, it's real tough lah.
--
I can't even think of words to match the way I'm feeling
I don't even think a book could say enough for you
I can only try my best, to put it in a song I guess
You try to speak, I know you tell the truth
If I could freeze our small amount of time together
Then we could make believe this world would never end
(make believe this world would never end)
Unfortunately truth is cold
So you stay young while I get old
But always know, I'm your best friend
Nothing is the same
Everything is a better change
Sometimes I see silence in your eyes
Let it all crash down
When it ends it begins with you
I'm gonna learn every time you do
And I'm as scared as anybody who has done this
I wouldn't give it up for nothing free
You took my life, turned it around
And put my feet back on the ground
I owe you, eternally
Nothing is the same
Everything is a better change
Sometimes I see silence in your eyes
Let it all crash down
When it ends it begins with you
I'm gonna learn every time you do
I'm always
I'm always
I'm always here
I'm always
I'm always
I'm always here
Nothing is the same
Everything is a better change
Sometimes I see silence in your eyes
Let it all crash down
When it ends it begins with you
I'm gonna learn every time you do
LOVELOVELOVE
nufan - for fiona
LOVELOVELOVE
--
today's entry is exceptionally long, lol. anyway, last thing to update on. as expected the people whom i predicted earlier on made it for ssc. congrats yeah! uhuh, pretty disappointed im not one of them. but no, that's not the end of the world. well, most of them are .. good people. make bedok view proud alrights! lol. i wish i am one of those 5 tho, but it doesnt matter lah yah, i mean.. one will still respect you even tho youre a staff or a sergeant, right? lol, to me the hardwork does not stop here lah. prolly everyone would prolly just give up and like whatever, but yeah, i shall think positive.
i did wish once, that .. "GOSH SO TROUBLESOME LAH NEED TO CUT PAPER PASTE PASTE PASTE, alah i dont mind not getting into ssc, lol" perhaps .......... the lol isnt so much of a joke now. hahahahahha
oh well, to abee (!!!!!congratsSEEiTOLDyou!!!!!), suhaila(!!!!iEXPECTEDYOUALSOKAN!!!), lina, fanglin and adeline, you have all the lucks you can get from me, lol.
my gut feelings are usually true. i told abee who i predicted will get into ssc and SEE I AM PSYCHIC!!!! ahahhahahaha, oh no i am becoming my sister!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dang.
alrightos, my butt hurts. liferange shooting tomorrow. my shooting stinks lah now PANDAIIII!!! ): please god, please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
OKAY DAH DAH MY BUTT SERIOUSLY HURTS LAHH!!!! lol lol
gnights&love,
sheikha
Monday, October 24, 2005
Y2:56 AM
i am so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just.... woke up. lol BUT I AM STILL SLEEPY!! ):
red river flowed on saturday, GARRRR. so you know what does that mean. stupid menstrual cramps, argh!! and the best thing, lol, THE BEST THING IS MY FAMILY BROUGHT ME TO JB!!!!!! ): i was suffering, in a foreign country. lol, that's like, INJUSTICE! hhaahah
man, i was so bummed out yesterday. i could just ... die. came back at 1 am. it's pretty normal lah, but if you have red river flowing, it is very....... !#%$&!*
(:
but it's alright.
HAHAHAHA.
tomorrow is THE DAY. two results for me ey, ncc ssc and eoy.
i dont think i stand any chance of being one of the five chosen for ssc. cos, so many others are real good /better, than me. fat hope, as they say.. but it's alright, the better ones should go and make the school proud, LOL
for the eoy results, DIE! ): i am very afraid for tomms. it's doomday. imagine, ALL RESULTS BEING RELEASED AT THE SAME FRIGGING DAY?! that's insane. i hope i do not obtain many Fs. lol, not F F F but F - fail grade. lol
i'm prepared to be moody tomorrow.
i know i have no hope for math, DAMNIT.
mdm rao said i did not fail biology. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO ME?!!!!?! man, that was like..... one of the best news ive heard in my life!!!! lol, honestly!! cos i really thought i would like fail so freaking badly, BUT GOD GOD GOD GOD YOURE THE BEST GOD I LOVE YOU GOD!! but yes, that aside.. she also said, it wasnt a good passing grade
-_-
oh well, i'm pretty disappointed in myself actually. but let's save the death ceremony for tomorrow, no? (=
misspeh came to school on friday. pretty disappointing that she didnt have the chance to have a chat with my class and i. she was talking to the 3e1s. gah, she taught us more subjects okay!!!!
oh well, friday was friday.
i heard that the 3e1s and 3e2s will be going up, meaning : NOT STAYING BACK!!
that's what i heard, and what misspeh told me when she smsed me.
that was pretty much a huge relieve to me. cos, i proved NUR ain right. SEE AIN, i told you that you'll not stay back. just be a little positive and we'll all go up as a class together. that's if.. misspeh's theory is right, lah.
i hope it's right, lol.
cos whether it is right or wrong, it all determines my english grade.
ARRGRHHh!h!h!hg!iu!g!!p!:JSQ
anyway, syazomazo. please be positive also okay (= you'll get into sec 4e5 next year.
and abee, !$!^!&!&!*!%!!$ just trust miss ang will you?! dont worry okay, you WILL be promoted. if they dont also, I WILL MAKE THEM PROMOTE YOU!!! lol, no way am i gonna let you stay back. anyway, the point is .. just think positive LAH EH.
afee too, YOU WILL NOT FAIL PHYSICS. you people make me scared, SEHHHHH ): and you will not retain. you will move up with abee and i will see you in 4e4 next year, sayang you okay!
and to those who think they will retain, PLEASE BE POSITIVE!!!!!
sheikha, be positive also okay.
okay (:
lol, i know i will be suffering tomorrow. so let's just make the best out of today, haha. cherish the last few moments before THE DOOMSDAY.
my brother is coming back today. LOL, this is sooooo fast man!!! garr
menstrual oh menstrual,
!$!$%&$^%&*!!^%!$
love,
sheikha
Friday, October 21, 2005
Y1:24 PM
i think im cursed to have a sister who suddenly,
LOVES TO LISTEN TO RIA
!@!!^!&!&!*!*!%!&!&@%@*!&%!@(yhiwdkh;xzoiufgvf217ds98it
, DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
okay, the only song i know so far is... lol, NO WOMAN NO CRY - BOB MARLEY.
it's the "rock and punk" session now, F. heck about rock, but just what the world is doing to the good name of punk???? ok nevermind, i'm a tudung girl, FINE laahhhhhhhhh lol
no women, no cry..
NO WOMEN, MEN DIE
lol that was so funny!!! lol okay whatver.
okay, news updates. MY CME GROUP AND I ARE GOING TO PRESENT FOR TMRW'S
f f f f f f f f,
F.
)= and we're supposed to wear the indian costumes, F F F F F F. f.
i feel so cheated, mrs shobana(?) dosent respect my group
HER : do you want to present in front of your cohort?
group : HUHHHH *shock face
and suddenly during assembly,
HER : .... .... .... SUHAILA
me : f, thats our group
--
i want to pee.
theres this VERYHHAHA song, sounds like "yo yo yoooo, RAGGAE!"
okay, maybe i made it sound worse, even worse. ok maybe worst.
lol
jumping ninjaturtle (azmee lol lol) claimed that i dont knowwwwwwwwwwww
*SHAKES HEADDDD......
i swear i'm like SOOOOOOO DAMN MALAS want to call isa anymore. he's like always busy whenever i give him a call, and then i'll get a message, ASKING ME TO CALL BACK AGAIN
... and when i called back again,
HE DIN ANGKAT AGAIN *bummedoutPOORface)=
so, i told him i very malas want to call him anymore, then he replied
"sepak your faceeeeeeeeee......................................"
-_- i feel so bummed out, HOW CAN HE SEPAK MY FACE WHEN I AM SUPPOSED TO SEPAK HIS SOON TO BE SEPAKED BY ME FACE?! this is injustice!!!
and i wanted to tell him a great deal of STUFF, then now i malas want to tell anybody
GAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ncc tomorrow, MAANNNN. i love ncc mind you, BUT DURING FASTING MONTH??!?!! nevermind, just a challenge. !$&!*!& .
gah, tomorrow will be a very exhausting day, so get ready sheikha
HERE I COME, DHOTI AND SARI (no way im using that, im presenting on that lol)
NO WAY LAAH GILER IS IT HUH HUH HUH HUH
i wanna play, i wanna play in the sun.. lol
i din do terawih just now, too busy i guess
AND WORN OUT, dazed..
this is so wrong, ..
LOVE,
sheikha
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Y2:08 PM
Assjedi,
localDatewithTimezone("Mar 02, 2005 03:07 AM","time2tag1");
Wednesday, March 02, 2005:
eh i dont agree with illi.you're cute.can be in elmo's world.but become mr.what's-his-name-i-forget's girlfriend.hah!you know who i'm referring to.the one always behind the window blinds.MR DOODLE!
--
DUDEEEEEEE!
--
Fad,
localDatewithTimezone("Mar 15, 2005 05:42 PM","time2tag7");
Wednesday, March 16, 2005:
having known her for only so long, and gaining access key that opens up her world, i can only guess what she has to put up with day in and day out. discriminations she received unwantedly from cynics.though only few are ignorant to her goodnatured identity this girl possess.she, although younger than i, is truly an inspiration. her outlook on life undoubtedly has a strong influence in the way i lead my life now. overwhelmed with positivity, she dismisses all qualms. this, in turn, has taught me although indirectly, not to give a hoot over what others have to say to topple one's esteem. who would have know she was able to maneuver someone as stubborn as me to the directed path.her bravery and patience has helped her rise to the peak of my hero list. i dare say this girl is a glint of miracle and an angel sent to guide me, teaching me things i needed to put to practise. thank you.*of course some of the words used are embroidered
--
I MISS HER LAAHHHHHHHH she loves me so much, lol
--
ain syakirah,
localDatewithTimezone("Apr 13, 2005 08:33 AM","time2tag1");
Wednesday, April 13, 2005:
SHEEEIKHAAA!!!oi gilerr.its ayieen.A-Y-I-E-E-N.hoho! sheikha sheikha. dunnoe when u'll get dat into ur head. hahaha! =ppPyesh yesh.ANGKLUNG can make it!yesh we CAN!gdluck to u too.muaccks____huggiesh**eyhh cum for practice tmrw eyhh. = )
--
THAT was the time when i couldnt spell her name correctly, lol
--
bad-ass chick,
localDatewithTimezone("Apr 17, 2005 04:34 AM","time2tag5");
Sunday, April 17, 2005:
another testi for u my sayang!!hurhur~well well shakes has opened up my mind..she speaks like an adult. she enlightened me. for god's sake i love her so much! she brought me all teary for giving me such great advice. forget forget..."ooo migod he's so cute! forget that jerk!" hurhur~such a great tip for a dodo like me...she lifts my spirits up and cheers me on...how can i not love her...she's waee better then me in terms of brains! geez..im out of werd..i juz love her..and thank u soooo much...
--
oh dear ily...
--
IzWaNNiZaM,
localDatewithTimezone("Apr 15, 2005 05:37 AM","time2tag7");
Friday, April 15, 2005:
CHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAMECHILDISH AND LAME CHILDISH AND LAME
--
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA -_-
--
IsA,
localDatewithTimezone("May 06, 2005 01:44 AM","time2tag6");
Friday, May 06, 2005:
-guees!addidas!guess!addidas!guess!ooooohh......-ahahahahah
--
DUDDDEEEEEE!
--
leen-,
localDatewithTimezone("May 09, 2005 04:13 AM","time2tag2");
Monday, May 09, 2005:
Sorry if it's not in tune okay. Remember, it's the thought that counts.Happy burssday to yooou,Happy burssday to youuu, Happy burssday to sheeeeeeeeeeka,Happy burssday to YOOOU!!!!Yey! You're 15. Getting your IC already?-winks-<3, Lyn.
--
leen pelat LOL
--
-syazie,
localDatewithTimezone("May 31, 2005 10:41 PM","time2tag2");
Wednesday, June 01, 2005:
ouh yes and....I RAWK
--
self denial
LOL
--
-syazie,
localDatewithTimezone("Jun 21, 2005 06:47 AM","time2tag1");
Tuesday, June 21, 2005:
I WAN TO SEE SHEEKA TARIK HER GETAHSUMMORE!!! soo fuuuuun!!!!!
--
sadist, LOL LOL LOL
--
farhanis,
localDatewithTimezone("Jul 09, 2005 10:15 PM","time2tag1");
Sunday, July 10, 2005:
ohhh...laugh at me about e sugared thing ehh...U HURT MY FEELINGS!cant u see Da Painz in Ma eyez?but tkpe!i like calling sweet popcorn SUGARED ones. original dont u think so?
--
DA PAINZZZZ IN MA EYEEZZZXXXXXX ahahahahahhahahahahaha duddeeeeee
--
farhanis,
localDatewithTimezone("Jul 15, 2005 08:29 PM","time2tag7");
Saturday, July 16, 2005:
i must say sheeka has a VERY weird taste in men.she is in love with: SELUARDALAM MAN: the apek who plays percussion on the table & she claims he has a veyr sexy voicetsk tsk tsk..yes, im worried..
--
sigh, I STILL SAYANG HER LAH TAKPELAHHHHH
--
ain syakirah,
localDatewithTimezone("Aug 01, 2005 07:27 AM","time2tag5");
Monday, August 01, 2005:
if i monyet, u aper?BERUK?HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!go SHEEBERUK! (:sumpah dat was hilarious. k fyne. i'll shuttup. (:
--
i nearly pee-ed laaaaaaa
--------
AHHAHAHAHAH those testimonials tickled me *giggles and thanks to them, im feeling much better now yeah. AND IM FEELIN' GOOOD........
i need coke, tho.
SCHOOL TOMORROW HOW DREADFUL HOW DREADFUL!!
i dont mind studying, but.. BOTANIC GARDENS?!!!
!@#!^%!*%^$%&#@%@*!
, dude.
love,
sheika (lol SO MANY CHINESE PEEPLE SPELL IT THAT WAY!!)
Y11:52 AM
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i dont know how else to express my feelings anymore
f
Monday, October 17, 2005
Y2:44 PM
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i wish i can be a better friend jedi
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
i wish that myself most of the time
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
by listening you can be a better friend
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
know when to speak, and when not to
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i guess so
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
and when a friend is angry, dont hide, stay
--
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
why must people be so..... ignorant
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
and... rude
--
cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
so thats love
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i love it this way
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
everything rocks
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
people rock
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i rockkkk
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
you are a good friend dont you know that
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
dont make me feel better
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
really you do
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
you try to be of help when you know something's wrong with a person
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
thats what everyone would do, help
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
you're sincere and honest
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
with an open heart
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i want coke
--
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
that's why i want tv stations to show comedies late nights
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
im planning to stay up late
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
let everyone sleep
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
switch on tv
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
lie down right infront of it
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
and cry
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
yes yes
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
let it flow out
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio s
ays:
and you'll feel better
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
sometimes it makes u wish u were void of feelings
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
but then again, one cant experience love tht way
--
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
face it isa, ive never talked sense
(¯`·.IsA.·`¯)-[ e x p e c t i n g u n e x p e c t e d ] - L i f e l o n g R e g r e t - says:
for now,that's what you think.
(¯`·.IsA.·`¯)-[ e x p e c t i n g u n e x p e c t e d ] - L i f e l o n g R e g r e t - says:
think about it.why do you have people like azmi,syazana and others?you're useless right?they should leave you by now.by why are they still there?they even miss you and stuff.think about it sheikha.you're not thinking deep enough.better spend some time and think thoroughly...goodnight.
--
i miss being closer to you isa
and i dont know what i would do if i hadnt met azmee.
and i love farhanis ahmad
Y9:10 AM
i'm having flashbacks.
bad flashbacks. for now, i mean. the moments we had were precious, but for now.. i dontknow. i hate thinking about the times we spent, really. cos it makes me depress. yes, a very strong word. i cant pretty much summarise my feelings, cos i dontknow. it sucks.
and i keep listening to iyd, again.
when i was browsing through friendster, i dontknow but i just had to click on your friendster profile. i just dontknow why. i tried refraining myself from doing as such cos i knew that i'll be all f emo. but i really, really miss you.
i dontknow. it seems as if, ive known you like forever. but somehow, something happened and the bond we had just, disappeared. just what happened to the lovely person i saw in you? you told me i was the best person whom you can talk to and just express your feelings to. but i guess youre just one of those people who treasure others just for a while. i may not be as ruggard as those friends whom you are hanging out with. thats prolly because i did tell you once, that i'll treat you as my little sister.
without doubt i know that you knew all of my secrets. not just secrets, but every bit of my feelings. we werent shy with each other, remember the neoprints? remember when you were sick? remember when we spent our time at neesnees'???
i bet you still remember all that, just that.. do you treasure those times?
i told you once, be there for me when i need you. now, i bet no one else can make things right. it takes two to clap. i dont know when will things will be right. maybe soon, maybe later. maybe, never. and if it ever will, i dont think things would actually be the same.
i bet you will never read this. yeap, just like the time when... you told me you wanted a blog and when i and nees made you one, you decided to like just, forget about blogging. it was funny actually. so blogging is never part of your interests.
i admit i am really dumb in these kinda shites. i wish one day i could be a better friend to you. but by then, things wont be the same again. you know.. to build a great friendship, it takes forever. and to come to think of it, if 2 years is already a short period, what if we start all over again?
yeah, it always makes me wonder.
but sometimes i jsut feel like giving up. i know i do not want to be one of those who are just, ok this is hard let's just sacrifice our friendship but at the same time, my mentality is just like that. it is like a position in which youre very sick, but you do not want to die. it makes a great deal of sense when i put it that way.
yep, youre online. and im a 1st class coward.
if only i had the bloody guts to just f youve changed. but no, what rank do i have in your friends list to do that?? yep, and that sucks. to be wanting to do something with obstacles avoiding you from doing so.
i'd rather you hang out with a bunch of losers than with them. no, i have nothing against them. but i just wish you could just stop and think for a second. you told me you wanted to work hard to get into the express stream. but looking at it, nah.
i might be wrong, tho.
whatever it is, you get my message.
i miss you.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Y11:36 PM
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i wish i can be a better friend jedi
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
i wish that myself most of the time
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
by listening you can be a better friend
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
know when to speak, and when not to
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i guess so
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
and when a friend is angry, dont hide, stay
--
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
why must people be so..... ignorant
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
and... rude
--
cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
so thats love
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i love it this way
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
everything rocks
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
people rock
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i rockkkk
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
you are a good friend dont you know that
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
dont make me feel better
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
really you do
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
you try to be of help when you know something's wrong with a person
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
thats what everyone would do, help
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
you're sincere and honest
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
with an open heart
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
i want coke
--
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
that's why i want tv stations to show comedies late nights
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
im planning to stay up late
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
let everyone sleep
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
switch on tv
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
lie down right infront of it
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
and cry
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
yes yes
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
let it flow out
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio s
ays:
and you'll feel better
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
sometimes it makes u wish u were void of feelings
[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-quanto ti voglio says:
but then again, one cant experience love tht way
--
_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] i am hopeless. says:
face it isa, ive never talked sense
(¯`·.IsA.·`¯)-[ e x p e c t i n g u n e x p e c t e d ] - L i f e l o n g R e g r e t - says:
for now,that's what you think.
(¯`·.IsA.·`¯)-[ e x p e c t i n g u n e x p e c t e d ] - L i f e l o n g R e g r e t - says:
think about it.why do you have people like azmi,syazana and others?you're useless right?they should leave you by now.by why are they still there?they even miss you and stuff.think about it sheikha.you're not thinking deep enough.better spend some time and think thoroughly...goodnight.
--
i miss being closer to you isa
and i dont know what i would do if i hadnt met azmee.
and i love farhanis ahmad
Y2:15 PM
that's isa's little nephew awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
syed amsyar is my new sayang ;D WHEEEE so cuteeeeee
*cuddles
Y9:35 AM
i am using the computer!!! lol it's been quite some time eyyyy
*nods head
GONNA BREAK FAST SOOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayyyeeeee!!!!!!!! lol. okay sad, i feel like eating swensen's BOOO )= mother cooked lontong today, waaaaaaaaaa.. hohoho
anyway, today hasnt been productive. i can name you what ive done so far. that is, bathe brush teeth pee computer naruto cnnsingapore and back to computer. i feel like a lazy PIG.
and that is baddd....
currently listening to PONTIANAK hohoho the song rocks lah. i sent it to afee and she even agreed to that! see, proven it's nice. chat a lot with her today, a good chat. lol, raya must go out together ok!!! (: love
and ive just gotten a testimonial from abee
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW been a zillion years eversince she wrote me one. hahahh, and she loves me!!!! okay all be jealous *grinns
michael buble - home is love
yes.. still with that emosucky mood......
i feel like i'm living someone else's life.
malay prelim results on monday, terrified. i hope i'll do quite okay. really hope so.
DANG, nufan's international you day is back in my head. it's been very long eversince i get all crazy about that song. and no, im hooked not because many people have been listening to it of late. ive just realised the lyrics are really powerful. bah
some prefer the acoustic iyd. but no, i prefer nufan's original one. DAMN NICE SEHH hooked since 2002. lol, another song that has been stucked in my head recently is (obviously) buble's save the last dance for me and HOMEEEEE. yeap, my sayang since god knows when hahah. and no dilin, youre not gonna steal him away from me. cos hes mine, before you even got hooked to his song!!! yes, SONG. lol still love you leen, hahahahaha
i have this friend who keeps nudging me on msn.
NOW I REMEMBER WHY I DO NOT QUITE LIKE THE NEW VERSION
-_-
to the two great friends ;
it's great that you guys are both alright now. treasure the great bond, love!
;D
love,
shakie!
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Y2:22 AM
when i look into your eyes..
i see all the dreams come true,
when i look into your eyes.
ive been listening to Gold90FM. /slash classic songs
!%&*@!^!%@#@!
i hate it when i get all ... iloveclassicsongsahhhhh mood. SUCKS SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. ive just updated my profile. typed in some love quotes. SUCKS RIGHTTTT arghhh, hopelessly devoted to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
HAHAHAH i feel like a loser lah )= somebody help
memory turn your face to the moonlight
now theres this very catchy song, lol. hahahahahahahhh, i wake up in the morning, stumbled out of bed tadadadada
*stones -_-
MY BABY TAKES THE MORNING TRAIN
hahahahahahahahahhahaha
OKAY SHEIKHAROON STOP FOR EVERYONE'S SAKE
damn the chorus keeps repeating laaahhhhh hahah
OKAY SERIOUSLY STOP
okay fine...........
anyway, i am sick. (dont go i told you so okay) NOT MENTALLY lol but fever. and cough. i looked all bummed out when i woke up, which was like...... a dreadful 930am???????????
i had a -_- dream just now, lol. anyway i was thinking and thinking.. about stuff. prolly after puasa, we'll go jalan raya. hopefully ebebsNedoks agrees to that. but yeah, Olevels coming lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh )= to all Olevels candidates, i would like to wish you all the luck you can get from me. do me proud. een, leen, yash, juzan, amin, achap, yazid, qibbi, ily :especially. i will miss you whacky people, honestly
OKAY NOW THEYRE PLAYING
I FEEL IT IN MY FINGERS I FEEL IT IN MY TOES
what a setting.. -cries
you know i love you i always do.
THATS TO ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE (: (=
shall go out very soon. with the people. nees ending exams today, ira too.. i guess? shall go out with them soon. and the people. i miss the people, too. now i miss the teacher's day shite. see what classichits have done to me. dont commit yourself
OKAY ENOUGH
love,
sheikha
Friday, October 14, 2005
Y3:52 AM
i think i was too busy enjoying myself yesterday that i din even think about blogging even for a split second.
mom : eh take for me my glasses
ME : huh okay
mom: nak jahit bear..
HAHAHAAHAHAH
okay now you know that i have a teddy bear. now you know.. so now you shut up hahahah. anyway, having a bear isnt wrong so that's that.
lol.
actually i am very malas to update ): lol but neveermiinndd...
AS MENTIONED, EOY EXAMS ENDED YESTERDAY
so, i am hooray hooray-ing now hheeheheheheheh. it's been real fun but yeah. i kinda miss going to school tho and meeting the friends and go crazy with them.
bio was, tough. ): to ain it was EASYPEASY bahhhhh. i nearly died during the paper, boohoo. so that aside, i hope i wont fail. even tho it's a fat hope but, PLEASE OH PLEASE?
i think im gonna be down with fever soon, which will be very sucky. anw, im gonna cook PASTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA today (= heeheehoho. but today, it'll be a different recipe. cheese and herbs *salivates!!!
lol and moms gonna cook her own dish hahah, and OI OI SHES GONNA FRY PRAWNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with the flour all that, heaven... hahahah. okay, FASTING FASTING
-_-
went back with abee and afee yesterday. thanks ain for being so kind, lol. anyway, afee was trying to act tall. HHAHAHAH. oh well, i must say.. for two seconds she was indeed, taller than me.
(she stood on the platform near the traffic light)
bumped into neesnees, she was.. kinda .. i dontknow ): she looked sad and sick. asked her, she said shes sick. but she looks like shes bombarded with problems. walked to the bus stop with abee and hanis. hanis was quiet all the way. abee and me talked about our usual topic : CATS
hahahah, to be more specific, wild cats.. those which wonder around the blocks near our school. mmmmhmm, those! abee told me that some little naughty boys usually bring cats from dontknowwheretheypickup and put them near the school's block there.
aiyoh, little kids, dont be naughty lah
anyway, i woke up at 1130 just now HAHAHAHA IN FACES ARRRR hahahah, ooooo. lol. uh oh i just remembered that i did not finish watching amazing race yesterday ): boo, thats because i totally forgotten about it when i kept switching channels
BAHAHAHHA so dumb right
sister is very sick recently. i dont know whether it's part of the pregnancy package or.. what. she explained to me yesterday, lol a dumb story ahhaha
sister : after sahur, i drank lots of water. so pelahap. i dont know why i drank alot, maybe to stock up a lot of water in my tummy. for little khadijah *points at tummy
ME : -_-"
sister : then guess what happened
ME : you pee-ed in your bed?
sister : no. i went into the toilet.
*pause*
sister : THEN MACAM EXORCIST I VOMITED FROM LEFT TO RIGHT HAHAHAA AND I COVERED THE WHOLE TOILET FLOOR WITH VOMIT HAHA DID YOU SMELL IT DID YOU SMELL IT?????????????
ME : god, youre sick man
BAAHAHAHAHAHA
she actually demonstrated to me how she vomited. from left to right. with the hair all over the place. it was insane.
hmmm. i miss my brother. he smsed every day (so cute right!!!) ahaha and he called yesterday. no, not azmee or isa -_- lol. my REAL third brother laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. anyway. yeah, he told us briefly about the life there. he said everyone was poor. he gave them each 50 000 rupiah and they were like "SYUKUR SYUKKKURRRRRR". im blessed to be here in singapore living with sucha great family. sometimes i know complaining is wrong.
i miss my brother and i hope he'll be back soon.
and it's just bloody thursday. hes coming back on the next two sundays. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay.
i hate it when i switch on the fan and it's too cold but when i switch it off, i will be like ARGH HOT SIAAAAA. i hate that feeling.
(uhuh, an example of a complain im blessed ..)
lol, my moms confused now. she dosent know what else she should cook today. hahahahahh, so cute right. she said she was so "stress!!"
bet she dosent really understands the word.
okay im done, body's aching and my mind is dead
i cannot toihncdisohsndinaklq anymore
love,
sheikha
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Y6:18 AM
OneMoreDay
"okay sheikha i get it i get it!"
-words of rabiatuladawiyahbtemahmood.
hoho, i was bragging to her HOW WONDERFUL LIFE IS. greater details? lol, okaylahh.. i was telling her that i'll sit for my last paper tomorrow, and that kinda rocks lah. but she still has other papers to "look forward" to, lol.
(=
so thats love.
nine down
ive always waited for TODAY. yeap, TODAY. hahahh cos the excitement for TOMORROW(lol), is just there man. so after tomorrow, all my books will be chunked to ZE LOCKER and i will......... have a bloodeh long holiday till tuesday. is that love, or is that love???
love.
i cant wait for my period, HAHAHHAHHA.
random random.
physics and emath p1 just now. studied physics yesterday, emath ; NO. hahahahahh, like no hope laaaahhh.. the physics redspot notes for examinations really helped, uhuh. emath was, easier than paper2 but still.......... okay let me summarise the whole hoolabaloo, im just not good in elementary math.
*shakes head.
physics was okay. as in, okayyyy.... but more to the tough okayy rather than the okay easy yay. section C was, bah. i mean, questions one and two sucked lah. one was...... mmhmmmmm. question two was pretty long-winded. was damn lazy to do that lahh. lol, had 30 minutes left for section C siaaaaa -_- but yeah, i gave question one a try.
and of course question 3.
i do hope i pass physics. i mean, ive been trying extra hard for these eoys. i will be sooooooooooooooooooooooo upset ):
i hope my period comes the same timing as nees, abee or afee's. or just anyone whom im close with. lol, told abee and afee that if same timing................... EAT TOGETHER ARRRRRRRRRRRR lol
and i told nees that we'll have myojo tomyam and good movies at her house (: and THATS love. wah damn lepak seh. i really hope clash lah ya.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
monday - HIGHERMALAYENDOFYEAR /slash malay prelims RESULT.
i am very worried and scared
OH PLEASE LET ME PASS OR SOMETHING
oh well. for the zillionthbillionthtrillionth time, i want to do better for eoys ): lol. but if i dont do well, it's alright. cos i know ive tried real hard. but i will still be disappointed lah.
ALAH THAT DOSENT MAKE SENSE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
wah seh liao
love,
shakie
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Y6:34 AM
ISA, whats up with the 'siseh'??????
stoink
(¯`·.IsA.·`¯)-[ e x p e c t i n g u n e x p e c t e d ] - L i f e l o n g R e g r e t - says:
siseh,moshi moshi..
(=
anyways, I JUST MADE THE STUPIDEST HISTORY EVERRRRRRRRRRR
hahahhaah, i slept SUPER late to go through amath..
strike ONE.
woke up for sahur......... din sleep back after that..
strike TWO.
came to school ladeedadeedaaaaaaaa
"EH SHEIKHA WHY YOU COME TO SCHOOL?" -ain
*SHOCK FACE
"HUH, WHAT! WHAT PAPER FIRST????" -dumbdumbdeedumbdedumb
"er mother toungue......" -ainshowingthatHAHAHsheikhabodohface
*SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS
strike THREE. lol
it was the dumbest moment in sheikharoon's history.
sigh ah
did some productive studying (VERY GOOOD) outside the library. i guess it's a blessing in disguise lah. in a way, lol had lin zhong to help me in most of the math questions that i had difficulty with. thanks man, THANKS SIAAAAAAA -_- lol
so.. amath paper was.. as expected. lol, tough. but i expected myself to be uhohdieidontknowhowwwww but i tried most of the questions. keyword: MOST
i used a total of 8 or 9 pieces of papers -_- very duh right. but who cares lahh.. lol, the teacher wanted to cheat the timing siaaa, but luckily I WAS THERE JENG JENG JENGGGG hahah. wanted to cheat by ten minutes somemore -_-
hahah, sigh. i hope i do not fail amath this time. im expected an F for emath so i cant afford to fail amath, or any other subjects.
ESPECIALLY PHYSICS CHEM ENGLISH BIO. lol thats alot laa
seven down
three more to go and im done.
WEDNESDAY WEDNESDAYYYYYYYYYYY
physics and emath tomorrow.
physics, prolly shall study more for hope, lol.
emath, no hope but shall still revise.
-_- hopeless right...
oh oh oh, i miss my brother. and its only been a day )= he took off yesterday. and lol, i updated wrongly. not sumatra lahhh (BAHAA), but surabayaaaaaaaaa. he'll be back next next sunday. suck lah, i miss him disturbing me even tho it's damn annoying lah.
man, i just miss him like hell
sucks laaaaaaaaa
love,
sheikha
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Y4:01 PM
MY BROTHER IS GOING TO SUMATRA,
tomorrow
die, suddenly i feel im going to miss him. which is veryyyyyy, weird. but oh well. the whole going to indonesia reminds me of MY trip to indonesia. a very memorable one lah. turned out to be the trip ever. i mean.. how can it not be if youre alone with your friends, with $$cash$$ in a foreign country. man, that was heaven lah
which really sucks now, lol. with the exams for the next coming week also, HAHAHAH sucks right. but nevermind, wednesday wednesdayyyyy.
it's pretty late now. i just felt like blogging, yeap. but suddenly ive forgotten of the topics to blog about, hahahah. loser laaaaah..
OH, nyep. ive been studying quite.. alot today. that answers your question(if you had) why i did not blog much earlier. i havent been studying like ALOT lah but yeah, on a sleepy saturday.. i guess, it's enough. lol. did physics, WAHHH DAMN COMPLICATED LAH. i hope i wont fail physics .. again. sucks right. im NEVER good in physics. that is why i should do something about it, hahah. uhuh, i really hope missglendachia(?) makes it easy for me ): if not, i die
did bio after that. there are a few questions that i need to ask mdmrao. very confusing lah, garr. i really need to start memorising the notes really. it wont get me anywhere if i start the day before the exam. but BAH, i must study amath tomorrow. i havent been studying amath therefore i am very worried. i hope missgoh dosent make the paper tough for me. and hopefully, the trigo questions.. please be kind. and the other topics also, lol. just, do me good lahhhhhh )=
boo
okay sometimes i wish im able to be frank and just let out the truth and .. stop hiding the truth. but no, i cant.
i cant wait for wednesday. there'll be amazing raceeeeeee!!! family edition, lol. i cant imagine if my siblings and i were to participate lah. it'll be very classic. which, will rock.
(= SO AFTER BIO I CAN ENJOY ENJOY
and i hope to get my period then, HAHA
wah i can imagine myself enjoying already. lol, but nooooo. still uhh, amathphysicsmath1andohnobiology. okay, thats quite alot lah.
okay, erase icanimaginemyselfenjoyingalready thought
/TEEETTTTTTTTT
alright im tired
love,
shakie
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Y12:17 PM
i put aside my phone for a while and..
lo and behold 5 messages and one missed call.
SEE PEOPLE MISS MEEEEEEEEEE ahahahah, i know.. what a loser theory right. oh well, lifes like that
-_-
AZMEE is back. lol
anyway had lots of food for dinner just now, argh im so kenyang. lol, everytime i
-_- thats ALWAYS the answer. how uninteresting lah sometimes, haha. oh well, i feel so lame laaaa sigh.
anyway, english was pretty okay. tougher than the previous test but yeah still do-able. i hope i do pass cos i do not want to repeat the
so i hope i do pass.
geog was.. okay. im not good in geog lah so, i guess it was, okay. im not in the mood to blog, lol. but yeah.
anws, im glad to have such lovely family members. my brother and sister are married now. brother still comes home to brake fast with us all, it's just not what i expected a year ago. i expected the house to be.. well.. empty. sister is staying with us so yeah, haha. it's really nice to sit down and brake fast together. especially when there are 9 people, sometimes even 10(aunty). we will have A LOT to talk about. it's a family thing to me. dinner rocks lah yeah (= i hope things wont change. im glad and fortunate to have such a family. blessed.
after dinner, lol.. brother took picture of me playing the drums. HAHAHAHAHAH, i shall NOT post it lol. it's REALLY funny.. hahahh, but yeah, i shall reconsider, BAHAAAA
went back home with abee and afee. i miss them lah, ESPECIALLY abee. talked about different random stuff. lol birthday rocks, may rocks.
BAHAA. i was telling her how i do NOT want to have period anytime soon. at least AFTER the exams. so that i can makan makan while watching tvee. lol, prolly even... i might just ask those who are having period (lol) to do post exam activities with me, lol.
in particularly, hanis. i miss her lah. let's hope we get menses on the same time, HAHAHAHAHA. then we shall buy cup noodles crackers everything and lepak at your house. that would be fun, very fun.
next, hopefully also.. abee gets her menses on the same day as me. SO THAT WE CAN enjoy enjoy MOOHAHAHAH. yeap, hopefully lah. which reminds me, we still do not have a neoprint of us -_-
next, after exams.. i want to bake cookies with syazomazo (= i bet it will rock assss lah. but she will need to fast, lol. but cookies, must do okie syaz? and prolly, with leeno also. but that, AFTER HER Os.
yeah, thats after exams lah. now, still more papers to go -_- so... i shall mug like hell for the last few ones. just three more days left, yikes.
six down
thats very interesting, HOHO.
okay, shall do some revision (: (=
love,
shakie
Friday, October 07, 2005
Y5:48 AM
math was a murderer
i am VERY disappointed with the stupid paper. i think it really sucked, really really REALLY sucked. i bet the whole class agrees with me.
that it sucked.
)=
i expected it to be difficult.
BUT NOT THAT DIFFICULT LAAAAAAAA -_- i nearly died just doing the first two questions. in fact, i died. just that God was KIND enough to bring me back to life.
which, IS BAD.
cos i will be expecting the worst math result sheikharoon ever produced. and thats, bad.
on a brighter note, chemistry was pretty alright. better than math, obviously (duhduhduh). but honestly, ARRRGHHH IM SO DISAPPOINTED WITH MATH LAHHHHH!!! i did math the whole afternoon yesterday TILL.. at night. and i had to stay up later just so that i can.. revise chemistry too
-_-
depressing lah.
when THE SETTER walked into the classroom and asked "class any questions?", i gave her that PIERCINGARGHHHHHF-EDUP look.
mean setter ): how can you fail me.
math is one tough shite.
OKAY NEXT -_-"
well, i thought chemistry was okay (as mentioned). the last minute notes were helpful i guess. and oh i must SERIOUSLY thank sherly gunawan (= i love you sher!!! if it wasnt for you, i think i would have died, lol
mcq questions were tricky, VERY tricky. the periodic table was VERY useful. ive not noticed how useful a piece of table like that can be. well, now i know now i know..
section B was full of math. section C question 1 was about titration. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH, i am glad that i didnt work so hard for that bloody shite. uhuh, i din do that questionnnnnnnnnnnn (: (= questions 2 and 3 were, EASIER LAH. hopefully, im able to score much there.
oh please, chem PLEASE do me good.
adjust sandbag..
FIRERS HIT TARGET!
four down
this is getting reaaaaallly interesting, mooHAHAHAH.
i really hope the papers will be done and over with, soon. the stress, is just not good ): tomorrow's geography. once im done with tomorrow's paper, im gonna mug like hell for the last few ones. especially biology, sucks lah. but nevermind, let's be positive. three more days for next week and i can hooray hooray.
LEEN HASNT GIVEN ME THE CHOCOLATE SHE PROMISED.
she is a meaaaaaaaaan MEAANN MEAAANNNN person ):
azmee is at hospital. i feel very sad for him. get well soon okay, i expect to see you on msn, VERY SOON! not that youre offline or anything.. youre just...... away -_-
anyway, miss him. but dont let that ruin your raya okay. he'll ALWAYS be watching you, trust me. dont be saddddddddddd ):
OH BYTHEWAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELDEST BROTHERRRRRRRRR
youre very old now, lol. youre married now, lol lol. anyway, i love yoo so much alright. thanks for paying my handphone bills and manja-ing me since p4. i love you so much!!!!
yesterday was his birdday (lol). it was HUGE lah. it was the first day of ramadhan, so he broke fast here. mom cooked, ALOT. sister brought back 7 different types of cakes. small cute VERY DELICIOUS ones. and there was a little miscommunication, somehow. mother bought a cake also -_- lol. prima deli. COFFEE CAKE. a HUGE one. it's still not finished yet.
I SHALL HAVE IT LATER MOOOHAHAHAHHA
and the other remaining cakes...
*FINGERLICKIN'GOOD!
i just love birthdays. oh lol, brother bought the birthdayboy a box of chocolates - ferrero rocher(?) yeap, and it was nicely wrapped up. everyone tried to guess what was the present and as usual.. sister got it right. i think she is psychic. i really think so, bahhhhh
then my brother and i had a conversation, a lame one.
sheikha/ you had free time to wrap ah??
brother/ *nods head. you know why?
sheikha/ *gives the stupidWHATEVER face
cos i know he was gonna give some LOSER ans
brother/ *brings up right hand, as if.. rapping -_-
cos im a wrapper
my mouth hung open. it was such a LOSER answer i cannot believe it that hes THAT........... loser-fied. lol anyway, he still rocks lah
oh well.
okay, i think thats it : maths officially sucks
love,
SHEIKHA
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Y2:50 AM
1st day of ramadhan.
(=
this year's ramadhan.. is a bit exceptional. dont go WHY. i dont know the answer really. i feel it's just a little special than the previous one. and i love fasting, so suddenly.
bet everyone's like oh malas want to puasa.
DIEE AH YOU ALLLLLLLLL
/hahahahahahhaaha
(: AssAss was pretty okay, i guess. i din study much so it wasnt EASYPEASY but i thought it was do-able. the source based questions were pretty tricky. i tried infering as much as i could, uhuh. one of the last question, in particular was quite tough. the last sbq question. the source was.. so short -_- but nevermind, i tried writing as much as i could. hope theyre not rubbish.
hahah, i had my cursive handwriting. was untidy lah, but i just love messy handwriting. makes me feel relaxed. (??????lol??)
did question 3 of section B which was about.. well there were two questions. one was about diplomacy and deterance and the other was about, tamils and sinhalese. i wrote everything that i could remember. yeah, and my inference and stuff. hopefully i didnt go out of point and PLEASE OH PLEASE ; i dont expect a FAIL.
i will be very disappointed if i were to fail social studies, not that ive been passing that subject.. but just... ive put ALOT of effort preparing for that.
-aims FIRERS ON TIME ON TARGET CARRY ON!
two down
tomorrow ; CHEM and EMATH.
why cant they come out with a better plan?? chemistry and emath, together??? sounds pretty retarded dont you think so? garr, got to memorise the chemical formulae andddddddddd acids bases and salts shite *sighhhhh . mathhhh DIE AH MATH
0_o
i shall have a short rest and back to ze books (: (=
bye now
love,
sheikha
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Y1:05 PM
i just had the most funnest camera session with the brother, lol lol. he was ze camera man.
ahahahh, i was studying (as usual) when he grabbed my phone and started snapping photos.
LOL LOL
i shall post them later. lol, but theyre all the pictures of meeeeeeeeeee, ahhahah. but theyre really funny lol. i laughed too much. wah seh liao.
im done with chapter 5 and 6 of ASS ASS.
that sounded, JUST right lol
ANWWWW, shall revise social studies again. im worried about emath. argh, i hate it when i get last minute scarednervousshiteihaventfinishedrevising feeling. cos let me tell you, I AM AFRAID FOR EMATH PAPER.
): and that succcccks
bah, i tried to bring myself to start on emath but it's just useless. but oh well, shall start on it anyhow. okay i shall upload the funny session.
preseentting...
lol plays circus music
STAPLE MONKEY
laughed too much at the beginning
im gonna EAT YOUUU
shut up i nearly fell haha
and the final, editted piece. lol
(= precious moments, HAHAHAHAHA
--
okay i feel fortunate now.
please dont be sad anymore, cheer up okay. raya is gonna be fine. not that i want to say dont think to much about him, but yeah. dont be too sad. im sorry to hear about it, brother.
god i feel sad
love,
sheikha
Y6:14 AM
i have the CUTEST blog picture,
EVARRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!
ahhahahahahahhaha
BAAA BAAAAA
love,
shakie
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Y1:06 PM
blogger sucked real bad just now.
uhuh, i allocated 10 minutes for me to blog lol but i couldnt get into the blogger page. dumdum. therefore, i decided to study. HAHAH. okay.
anyway..
*aims, FIRERS HIT TARGET!
BULLSEYE, one down (=
uhuh, english paper 1 & oral done and OVER with man. yalah, more to go lah. SIGHHH. english paper 1 was.. quite okay. pretty tough. i did the question on an incident about someone who got caught red-handed by someone whom he/she respects.
...OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
ahhah, yeap. initially, i wanted to write on question 4 which was ; Dating. however, after much considerations, lol, i finally decided to write on question 2. hopefully i wasnt out of point and pleaseohplease let me score. section B was pretty okay. i got the same
ORAL ROCKED LAH. (= got miss ong. had lingering doubts though. lol but nevermind, she was pretty okay. she yawned!!!!! assshoolleeeeeeeeee IT WASNT BORING LAH. lol, its just ... its just... ITS JUST HER!
)= but its alright, i tried making our conversation interesting, HAHAHAHHA LOSER RIGHT. lol, she laughed here and there. god...
*shakes head
hahahah but overall.. i guess shes A OK. i hope i score for oral TOO. cos, oral.. man.. ORAL.
(=
okay i have a feeling someone just called my phone. my phone's somewhere in ze...... SHIT IVE NO IDEA WHERE IVE PLACED IT.
i just hate being forgetful. i return home, there here there corner side table chair kitchen NOOO TOILETTE. hahahh what the. i think my brother has been using it. i shall hunt for my phone. later. yeah.
i dont know why. lol, but i usually get this feeling that someone smsed/called me lah. and my gut feelings have never lied to me. lol psychic LAHHHHHHH (=
brother bought mom a new line. UHUH, no more ringringringhomephoneRINGGGG. damn annoying lah.. anyway. i have no idea how to start on.. SOCIAL STUDIES. social studies sucks sia. how am i to study realy?????? is it something like HISTORY?? god, if i need to learn it like how i study history in sec 2, WAH DIE LAHHHHH...
tomorrow, NO PAPER hohoho! you guys... wake up at.. WHAT TIME??? ahahhah 6am??? ahhaahh. i can sleeeeeepp. shreeeeeeeepppp. lol, okay let's not annoy one another.
OKAY IM TIRED.
p.s ; syaz, smile (: BAKE COOKIES AFTER EXAMS
jangan sedih sedih okay. it's just ..WRONG.
love,
shakie
Monday, October 03, 2005
Y2:24 AM
i bought the comb chem and physics examination guide just now. PUBLISHER : redspot. i did realise a hell long time ago that SAP, sucks. uhuh, with the S and not ed. theres no help no nothing. just questions and answers..
how do you expect one to understand, man???
ANYWAY, lol. the newly bought book did help me alot. i guess lah. covered all the topics EXCEPT, acids bases & salts. which... will be a very long one!!
*sighh
hopefully, i can cover the whole acidsbasesshite tommroes and im done with chem, i mean.. done revising. but not done with MEMORISING.
well, that made a little more sense than the previous sentence didnt it? lol.
WAH DIE SEHHHHHHHH EOY TOMORROW LEHH!!!!!
-shoots oneself 0_o
one more day and im done paying all my fasting debts. lol, fasting also got debts seh. whatever it is, just one more frigging day maannn!!! ahahahh.
will not fast tomorrow. cos i do not have any test on tuesday so i wont be coming to school (HOOORAAAYY!!!) um yeah. so i will fast on tuesday. and it will be better for me to study, considering the fact that i need not take any meals. WHICH, will allow me to study more.
see, im THAT smart lahhh..
HOHO (=
i shall not go online so often now. uhuh, prolly just 10 minutes or so to update ze blog but yeah, more than that? i guess it's a nono. tomorrow ; english paper 1 and oral. hopefully i get inspired early in the morning lol and be at my best talkative mood EVARRRR. lol
i dont know whether or not i am... pissed or what.
BECAUSE.
my brother is considering whether or not he should have his maulud friends to practise at OUR /MY home. whaaatt an TEEETEEETTOOTTOOOOTTT. i mean, newsflash!!! END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS, sec three!! wah die lah. if they play DAMN loud, my concentration will be affected. i will not be able to study on THE BEST dining table ever lol (super huge lah) and and and and and, i will be stuck in his boy-yucky room.
WHICH, will suck even more than doing homework.
and that is VERRYYYYYYY bad )=
he was giving me THE ohpleasesympathizeme look. cos he asked mother whether or not it's possible for the whole them to play at our house. and mother was all.. "sheikha habis exams when?" then he went up to me giving the.. spongeboblosescrabbypattylook. which was, damn idiotic lah.
"dont they have other alternatives??" i asked.
"you can study in my room, i will clear the table, you will have the computer and the room to yourself" blinkblinkblinks eyes.
"but you have to understand lah, for the next two weeks kan my END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS" lol, yes i made it very BOLD.
so yeah, it's not confirmed yet. man please lah, end of year sec3 lehhhhhhhhhh.
oh well.
speaking of which, i am still euphoric that ive bought ze guide to Os book. lol, yeahh. i wish i will score for chem. if not... wahhhhhhhhh HEART PAIN ARR.
sister's heart pain also
HAHAHAHAHA
lol, okay. anyway. woke up DAMN early to be present for sister's DOA SELAMAT early in the morning. i was pretty annoyed actually. the fact that mother woke me up THE FIRST was sooooooo exasperating.
she went all..
"EH CEPAT CEPAT! EVERYONE DAH SIAP!!"
and I, fell into the bloodeh trick. was the FIRST to get ready, which sucked pretty much. it sucked even more when everyone was ready except FOR..
the second brother.
yeah, everyone was waiting for him to pee.. burp.. bathe.. wash hair... peee again.. burp again.. lol
that was pretty mean.
BUT I DONT CARE
okay lah i care.
ANYWAY BACK TO CHAPTER 2.
uhh. YES, we headed for sister's apartment at punggol. her house is done and pretty i must say. it's like what she has always wished for.
A PRINCESS HOUSE
jeng jeng jeng!!! ahhahah
yeap, it looks pretty much like a castle. just that it's TOO SMALL. chandeliers here and there. projector, no tvee DAMN COOL LAH. fake fireplace (NO FIRE LAH) and.. pretty pink (lol) classy wallpapers.
and THERE WERENT ANY CURTAINS!!
uhuh, but there were.... those pretty blinds. which have the same designs as the wallpaper. real pretty. i just absolutely SAYANG her house.
(i shall think about living there lol)
anyway, i was fasting as i told you guys. uhuh, and after the doas... THEY HAD BRUNCH. okay lah, it's more to.. LUNCH. there were so much food lah. and everyone was enjoying themselves.
WHILE ME, i sat at a corner trying not to salivate.
brotherS were damn idiotic.
"EHH PUDDING NICE SEHHHHHHHHHH"
"MMMM NICE, 2ND SERVING"
such a pity, right.
OKAY I SHALL SLEEP IM TIRED LAH
)= okay gnights & glucks ALL
love <3
SHAKIE
