the nightingale sings gentle lullabies

ah, la peaceful melodies Y

Y6:19 AM

i shall be known as

one eyed jack GARR

uhuh, thats because im down with SORE EYEEEEEES. of all the days... WHYYYYY THIS WEEK???? just to update you readers.. NEXT WEEK IS ALREADY THE EOY EXAMS. uhuh, and im at home.. rotting, with the distorted left eye. yeap, i cannot study cos its really painful. it feels like pouring a bag of sand on your eyeballs.

YES ITS THAT PAINFUL LAAAAAH

)=

OKAY MAYBE NOT THAT SMILEY LAH YA

0_o ; thats more like it

i remembered blogging about my expectations for the eoy exams. now, i dont think i can ever reach my expectations. really, i'd be willing to absent myself from school if it's not the week before examinations. i'd be SOOOOOOOO DAMN willing, lah.

so i will be back on monday. AND MOST OF MY TEXTBOOKS ARE AT SCHOOL, just great .. yeah, had ncc interview yesterday. yup, with the pathetic condition and the low level of confidence, i think i wont be one of those selected. missang said the results will be out today, but ive hardly gotten any message from anyone about those selected for senior spec.

SUCKS LAHHHH.

okay lets just hope eye will be alright by tonight so that i can go to school tomorrow. yeah, fat hope.

on a brighter note, ive been getting get well soon smses since yesterday. yeap, very sweet of them (= i hope those who were taking care of me yesterday do not catch the bad contagious mean mean mean evil sore eyes. really, i will be VERY guilty if any of them gets it from me.

BUT BUT BUT, i did my share. i covered my left eye so that none of them would stare at it (due to curiosity) and and and, i dont pass pass stuff to others.

(I THINK)

heard elroy and ain soon to be down with sore eyes. WAAAAHHH AMEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

okay, i shouldnt be in front of the lappie or tvee too much. thats what the doc said. SIIIGGHH LAH.

love,
shakie

Y10:13 AM

everyone's sad/angry/mad/depressed

)= AND I AM NOT.

which makes me very sad, cos im the only one who is very enthusiastic and lively today. ~~almost~~ everyone is either sad, lethargic or pissed.

therefore,

I AM SEDIH )= ):

syazo has not given me her new number yet. yelaah.. dah action right. new age, new phone CANNOT TELL HANDPHONE NUMBER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hahahah, that was.. classic.

syazo is sick. no wonder i din see her just now.

leeno, dont be angry okie. at least he was being honest kan? cool down and talk it over. anything, dont worry okay.. i will always be here (BEEPBEEPPHONEBEEP) if you need me. like pizza hut delivery, but my case, it's cheertheheart delivery.

to all those people who are currently )= ):
PLEASE CHEER UP YOU GUYS ARE MAKING ME SAD

and syed isa aljuffry is also sick.

EVERYONES SICK SAD ANGRY.

god, spread the love!!!!

love,
shakie

Y11:32 AM

i am having a very bad migrane.

A VERY BAD ONE.

and that makes me sad ):

broke fast just now. sushi is love. bought sushi after higher malay cos i was craving for lots of them. and bullseye stopped at interchange and quickly bought a few different flavours before i went home.

i must admit that when youre fasting, DAMN THE CRAVING IS JUST, THERE man. abee bought mashed potato from 7eleven. damn, just a small cup made me salivate man. then, got on the bus on the way back from higher malay and oh my, they had those advertisements.

1ST NO PORK NO LARD FOOD COURT
featuring.. THE CRISPY NOODLES

you are there man.

im indulging myself with peach mango yoghurt. DAMN nice ahhhhhhhh. man the little kidds are so noisy. bye bye bye bye -thoh'rina&thoyibah. BYE LAAAHHH. what can i say lah ya.. 3 4 YEAR OLDDDS... garr.

theres an amath test tommroes. i dont get the logic here. YOU JUST TAUGHT US A NEW FRESH TOPIC UHHHH JUST NOW, AND YOU EXPECT US TO BE READY FOR A TEST TOMORROW?????????

okay, more yoghurt.

love,
shakie

Y1:10 PM

neat.

was on the phone with the brother. been really long eversince i last spoke to him. uhuh, lots to talk about but yeah, i was.. drunk. hahah, i was ~~damn~~ drunk. he was also, 7 25? lol.

psycho..

he was practically bullying his little brother, sigh sigh. reminds me of my ~~beloved~~ realbrother. he bullies me alot. but it has always been fun, lol.

aww sad, little aisyah went home already. lol, yeah, he started with his panjang storytelling when i asked him where was little aisyah.

-_- what a BROTHER.

anways, today has been .. quite okay i guess. did not go out or whatsoever. stuck at home. must study study study studddddy. i am quite ~~sick~~ tired of studying actually. no intentions of bragging about how long ive been studying, lol. i dont see any point of bragging lah actually.

alone at home now )= uhuh, home's really quiet. i shall sleep VERY soon. cos missayam (alarm clock) will be RISEANDSHINERISEANDSHINE tommroes. need to fast and pay the past hutang. sigh, so much for laughing at the friends ahhah.

i wonder when will the family members get home. GARRR. pasar maaaaalaaam WHAT SEHHH.

okay azmi is weird. he pmed me saying YES IM AT HOME. rrrriiighhht.. bytheway, ive updated the friendster profile. uhuh uhuh, about time i get the names straight. those whom i love the MOSTMOSTMOSTMOSTMOST now.. the names are up. those whom i love MOSTMOSTMOSTMOST (notice the number of most) , you know that i still love you right (= earn the position. trust me, be kind be nice be sweet be lovely and your name will be up before you know it.

uhuh, its THAT easy to please me. (=

hoho, fat hope..

OKAY I WANT TO SLEEP, nighteyNIGHTS! <3

love,
shakie

Y4:42 AM

i was so emo yesterday

ive been studying quite alot recently. did a hell lot of additional math, and biology. i think i must practise more of amath trigo cos it's super complicated. and yes, the only way to get used to the questions is by practising. quite fun and interesting really but pretty frustrating if youre not able to solve it. )=

but yeah, im getting a hang of it. it should be okay if i memorise each and every equation (more than 7??), do all the homework by MYSELF, constant revision and practise and practise. lol, yeah.

that should be okay..

OO OOO OOOOOOO!!!!

THE LITTLE FOETUS IN SISTER'S TUMMY IS 6CM LONG ALREADY!!!!!!

(= (: im sooo GLADDDDD!!! ahahahh, 3 months DOWN! 6 more months (: (: and i will hopefully be an aunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnntttttt!!!

-jumps for joy!!!!

sssssooooCOOOOL...

i am so tired. i really wish to do well this time. hopefully math and sciences do not disappoint me seh ): i really want to prove to myself and daddy that i can do well. I WANT TO DO WELL. okay, maybe better than the recent tests /SLASH exams.

hopefully i can maintain my english grade.. shall read up more and note more vocabulary words/phrases. do more comprehension. read read read readd. practise grammar. i do not want to fail english.

i wish to get a better grade for emath, rather than the ~~good~~ old passing grade (lol). i really hope i can do muchmuch better and at least get a b4? i dont know. i am very weak in math. hopefully i can get a b grade for emath.

i wish NOT TO FAIL additional mathematics. especially after ive been practising LOTS of them. hopefully i will not get nervous and score on trigo questions. HOPEFULLY.

i REALLY HOPE that i wont fail my physics again.

~~physics sucks~~ : lol. i shall get that concept out of my mind. uhuh, i will do better for physics. i will pass and get a B.

fat hope..

CHEEEM. i wish not to experience any sudden mental blockage that will make me forget any of the formulae. i will kill myself right before the paper with everyone witnessing my suicide if i EVARRR, forget any of the chemical equations.

biology, i will not kill myself if i forget any of the stuff in that green book. i mean.. how am i to memorise everything man but i will sepak myself if i forget everything just a minute before the paper. remember sheikha, inhale.. exhale.. ive told myself that i will do sososososo much better for EOY biology and yeah hopefully that comes true.

social studies, DONT SUCK OKAY. i dont know how to study social studies, lol. so .. i will read up on the chapters tested and hopefully, the questions asked will be easier with the book knowledge.

geography.. PLEASE BE KIND TO ME MISS FARHANAH. i have absolutely NO INTENTION to fail geog, again .. I DONT KNOW HOW TO STUDY GEOGRAPHY MAN. lol, i dont wish to be a farmer one day..

MALAY O LEVELS ; pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease oh please malay. i know ive been really mean to you lol. but please mother of all tongues, i need an A.

which is hard lah ...

--

EOY exams starting the week after next.

a bit too early, no?

ANYWAY. yesterday was fine. (= celebrated sumimasen&ain's birdday. had pizza and cake. hahaha was damn cool and kind of us to be surprising sumi (=

see, we are nice friends ;

abee
sheikha
hakim
fareez
tahirah
lina
amelia
sheena
aniq

(= .. were there. plus the two birthday kidds. they were cute haha. obviously, they got sabo-ed by us. both of them were smacked with cake flavoured tiramisu. ain was DAMNN cute lah. hahah, she was busy savouring each and every bite of the cake that she couldnt be bothered about me and abee running to her to smother her with cake. hehehh soo cutee.

they were cake-masked people lol

but yeah, they got their share of cake lah.

-_- hahah. 2 boxes of pizza were just nice for all hehh.

bedokviewans who passed the block near bedok view were all amazed and each and everyone of them had that I WANT SOME expression. ahhah, TOOO BADDD..

lol

okay, back to studies ;LOVE!

love,
sheikha

Y10:07 AM

hello kidds!!!!!

lol, stop with the powerpuffgirl song brother!!

GARR, hes humming to himself the powerpuff girls - love makes the world go round (???) hahahah. lame sia. so its like hes playing the drums while singing. and he thinks its cool.

GOD SAVE ME.

now.. some marching song SIAAAAAAAA

ok loser loser.

oh which reminds me!!!!

THERE WAS A DAMN PROFESSIONAL DRUMMER WHO CAME TO OUR SCHOOL TO TEACH US MORE ABOUT DRUMS!!!! god was he goooooooooood..

he was BEYOND, great mun. so damn PRO sehh!! i was amazed for every second, SIAAAA. hahah, the assembly (which i thought would be some .. EDUCATIONAL talk by the principal lol) turned out FANTASTICO (= (:

(now hes playing the chinese lion dance background sound HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

zaydun ; OWW! *mimics chinese soap opera singer

HHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA DAMN THAT WAS HILARIOUS!!!

my phone is being such a femaledogg )=

SOOOO ANNOYING SEH!!!!!

(: but nevermind. i shall be positive (:

riigggghhhttt

O - M - G
( HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA )

okay, OMYGOD!!!! (hahaha) i read a beautiful poem just now and it made me sad. cos it made me think of my current situation. uhuh, showed syazomazo the poem after i read like ZILLION TIMEES!! and she... AGREED THAT ITS SO BLOODY SIMILAR TO MY CURRENT SITUATION SIAAAAAAA. i was sooo frigging sad.

boohoo.

every single teeny bit was so similar man. credits to the poet. sigh sigh. but i shall not type the poem down here cos.. YEAH.

)= ):

ANYWAYYYY! theres a whole bunch of bananas infront of me lol lol.

oh oh oh, birthday wishes!!

HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY BELOVED SISTERRR!!

even though youre that close to being THIRTY, you know that you will always be that childish, taktahumalu 13 year old kan?? I LOVE YOU OKAY. youre the best sister evaaaaaarrrrr. lol, not that i have any other sisters HAHAHAH. but i love you dear sister. youve done SOOOO much for me and i mean it. haha minus those actcuteannoyingwanttoslap moments. I LOVE YOU KAY

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST realBROTHER!!!

i appreciate those talks youve given me you know. i know you want the best for me. i will try to improve my studies so that everything youve taught me wont go to waste. youre a great brother. please come back from work cum camp soon I MISS YOU!!!!

HAPPY 15TH BIRD-DAY MARCUS!

the first conversation that had if im not mistaken was.. lol, about your crush. RIGHT RIGHT!! hahahah, happy birdday okay (=

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY SUMI!

brdday's tommroes but i better be wishing now cos im afraid i might forget to it, lol. youre a great friend okay and if you have any problems, do seek me and abee (:

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY NURULAIN!

lol, your birthday's the day after tommroes. same concept here, im afraid i might forget to update. please stay cheerful and blurr lol, and STOP SHAKING YOUR LEGS LAH!!!! hahahah, youre crazy in youre own way (=

god.. that was some birthday wishes ..

NO NCC TRAINING TOMMROES.
but.. we're gonna celebrate sumi&ain's birthday after school tommroes. much fun and joy i hope.

okay lah im done. i need to sepak azmi who;

1. DID NOT TELL ME SOMETHING

and

2. HASNT BLANJA-ED ME MINIMELTS

love,
shakie (=

Y7:54 AM

i am very sad ):

BLUETOOTH IS SOOOOOO TEET TEEET TEEEEEEEEEEEET

)= yeah, no more cursing and swearing because the vice principal said so............

-_- I KNOWWW!!!

oh well. starting from now, i shall refrain myself from using vulgarities. (WHICH, IS PRETTY DIFFICULT) i shall not type words like FUCK or cb anymore. uhuh, no more.

lol
~~NO MORE VULGARITIES~~

nyep.

back to the FIRST topic. the bluetooth isnt working. my handphone sucks SUDDENLY. yeah, its all... memory low, delete some data.

TEEET TEEET TEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTT

that is quite.. depressing. cos, i want to send two songs from the lappie to the phone. im DYING to have both songs safe in my phone. bytheway, THANKS MIMO FOR D/L THE SONGS FOR MEEEEEE (:

now:

MY TWOBROTHERS & I ARE GONNA KICK THOSE OTHER BROTHERSISTER BUTTS COS WE ARE THE BESTEST BROTHER SISTERS EVARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

:D see, i give credits to my loved ones also.

HEHHEEHEEHEHEHEHEH

oh phone oh phone,
please be kind to me...

DAMNIT FOR THE LAST TIME WORKK LAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!

a meaningful msn conversation with, mimo :

[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-richard simmons: my idol! says:
and you said u watched ROTS

_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] sadd. says:
LOL LOL

_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] sadd. says:
nowwww i know what rots stands for

_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] sadd. says:
HAHAHAHAHAA I THOT APELAHHHHHHH ROTS

_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] sadd. says:
ASSJEDI ROTSS

i laughed my 'yass out. ahahahh WHAT THE, YASS DID I TYPE THAT NYAHA NYAHA NYAHAAAAAAA HA-

okay. i want to study lah.. end of year is like, less than 2 weeks. a real big WHAT DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

okay no vulgarities - CHECK!

love,
shakie (:

Y11:06 AM

i find it really weird.

sometimes the hair can go all... (the average) straight.

and the sometimes it goes all.. DAMNCURLYYYYYYWURLY.

oh, the irony.

no wonder the malay 3n people went all.. "PERM SIAAAKKKK".

hahahah SOFUNNY!!! (: (: eat that youuuuuuuuu PEEpleeee

i remember once. there was this MEAN MEAN MEAN girl who critisized my poor hair (sob sob). i was so HURTED. nyep, her hair is the typical straight (no offence to the straight hair people lol) but yeah.

last time, i envied those with straight hair.

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (can you believe that)

okay, lets stop the hair topic. lol i dont know why ive decided to start todays entry with THAT. hahahahh, prolly cos i want to sindir some people.. NYEP.

ouchouch, my back hurts. reason : NO IDEA. diediedie. it feels like as if its burning. holy crap. when will red fountain stop huh????? I NEED TO BAYAR BALIK MY PAST SKIPPED PUASA!!!! )=

i will need to fast straight 6 days once redfountain's done. boohoo boohoo. lol. i dont care if any of you boys read this. i mean, MOTHER NATURE OKAYYYY!!!! mean mean mean, do not snicker.

garr.

oh oh i had snickers just nowwwww heheeehhehehehe!!

chatting with MI-MO (no more mimimomo SHORT FORM LAHHH ahhaah) and syed iseeeeeee. yupyup, we're fine now. have i updated that??? lol, YES I SHALL UPDATE ABOUT THAT AGAIN.

WE ARE FINE NOWWWWWWWW and we're gonna kick those brothersister butts cos we are the besttttttttEST brothersister EVARRRR.

lol, that was a long statement. ahha

latest updates ;

MIMO IS BLIND. hahahahhahahahahahahah

that was so fcked funny MUN.

(: mimo dont worry okay, you are not blind anymoreeee.

--

BYTHEWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!

(: (: (: (: (: (:

im fucked HAPPYELATED, im done with season 4 of TWENTYFOUR!!! man, its the BEST show evarrrrr. so everyone, head JB and buyyy!!! so freakking psycho.

AHHAHA man, im addicted to the show man. hopefully theres the season 5 of twenty four seh )= sooooooooo bagus.

okay i want to study, SEE IM SO RAJIN.

okay;

love,
sheikha

Y4:48 AM

im pissed.

but im happy at the same time.

not SUPERhappy but just :HAPPY.

im VERYpissed because my father claimed that i havent been studying. a big what the F, really. cos i did study for no less than 4 hours yesterday. BUT, he wasnt at home. so when he came back, i was resting. so just now, when i was watching tele (WHICH IS LIKE 1130DAMNIT), he started to blabberNAGscoldCURSEswearYOUNAMEIT!!! garr, i was soo annoyed. i knew whatever shit he was blabbering, were WRONG. so i just switched off the tele and started studying. i was sooooooo frustrated.

i mean seriously, I HAVE MADE MY OWN PLANS FOR TODAY RIGHT!

bloody distrupt my plan sia. i was sooooooooooooooooooooo FUCKED ANNOYED i swear. so he was like cursing and swearing and telling me today is nifsu syaaban(i dont knw the spelling). LIKE NEWSFLASH, IM NOT THAT DUMB LAH!!!! obviously i know today's nifsu syaaban right. argghhh, i wanted to yell at him and tell him how untrue the stuff he said were. DAMNIT. but cannot lahh... cannot answer back riggggghhhhtt... what the F.

im so gonna prove him wrong. like seriously, my results will not be FAIR. it will be like.. better than before. SO MUCH better. uhuh, im striving for better results. FOR MYSELF. not for others or whateverrrrrr.. just two objectives.

1ST: to prove to myself that I AM CLEVER AND I CAN DO WELL,

2ND: to prove to my FATHER that whatever nots he just fucking said, WERE ALLLLLLLLLLL WRONG.

can you feel how annoyedANDPISSED i am right now??? god.

okay i shall study now

love,
sheikha

Y2:13 PM

I AM DAMN BORED )=

browsing through friendster. lol, i am really wondering why people want to have so many (unknown) 'friends' slash strangers in their account. haha i mean its so funny, you add them but you dont know them. okay maybe its the OTHER way round, but lol. it tickles me when i keep thinking about that. okay, prolly the most is like.. 20 people? (i am supersuperstrangers with only 3 PEEple in my friends list. its really strange if you think about it.

they want to be your friend, but..

THEIR FACE IS JUST THERE IN YOUR ACCT.
(hahahahahahhahahhhhhh)

sigh that was so.. funny

no bestbest chatters online.

just mimi, and hes hungry.

lol, it was really brave of him to... YAHHH!!
-chuckles

anyway im still sooooooooooooo bored!!!!! ): sigh sighh

oh oh oh oh, im left with the last disc for the latest season of 24. lol, that means 3 more hours and im done with the season (: (: the back to back episodes, DAMN NICE!! hahhah, must go jb and buy mun, MUST OKAY!!!

man, i cannot believe ive used up 21 hours of my life watching 24. CAN YOU BELIEVE THATTTT!!!!!! (:

im a happy kidd. sadly, thats the only thing i watch on tvee. i hardly know whats happening in the real tele world. except for america's next top model. that also, not always. HAHAHAHAH.

goshh... theres this girl.. she puts on DAMNTHICK make up seeeeeeahhhh... isnt it like, uncomfortable??????? when i have to put on makeups during the angklung syf thingo, man.. i felt like.. there was an oxford superTHICK dictionary on my face. BAMMM! hahaha

i dont feel like blogging anymore

love,
sheikha

Y11:14 AM

i feel as miserable as yesterday.

first and foremost, i would like to wish syazomazo a happy 16th birthday. you know i sayang you kan??? love you okay

listening to class95. so emo now.

have been since just now actually. sucks lah, prolly cos of yesterday night. i would love to thank azmi and leen for being there for me yesterday. azmi especially. you pmed just at the right moment. thanks for paying attention and trying hard to make me feel better. i did feel a wee bit better. thanks mimi. leen, you too. you guys, i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

i drank a whole huge bottle of coke yesterday
(can you believe it????)

yeah. i nearly got drunk yesterday. really. i chat with mimi and i went all bezerk. coke plus tears, perfect combination. angklung practice yesterday sucks. because of the sad raya song, i had all the flashbacks.

chatting with een now, shes really a sister. love her.

had ncc just now, sucks also. most part Bs werent in their ncc uni. a big what the f. but yeah its okay. just went on with the plan. some had to leave whatever not. no pt. i was feeling emo. until now also. sucks lah. and guess guess, fountain just came. good sia, pms plus problems, great combination.

i just feel giving up.

which really sucks.

problems are kinda solved, im not sure myself.

talked alot with abee just now. sometimes, i thank god for having a problem i had last time. what brought us closer was, the problem. and i must say, shes one of the greatest people ive ever met. she knows alot of me now. shes really a sweetie. told her my problems, she understands me. which really means alot. even if she has no advices for me, shes always there for me to cry on.

she understands me, and sometimes i wonder how shes always there when i need her. man, thats what you call a true friend.

i love rabiatul adawiyah.

hanis was being sucha sweetie also yesterday. talked to her a little after angklung. i miss her banyak. she understands me also.

syaz just came online, i shall chat with her.

love,
sheikha

Y11:14 AM

Y10:30 AM

so coool man friendster.

BUT SOOO COMPLICATED SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

(= "but change is good" - HAHAHHAHAHA whatTHE
(quite surprised that friendster is capable of saying that)

ANYWAYS,
CUT HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
(yesterday)

actually i told the aunty ..

"must can tie okay, MUST CAN TIE AHH!!" -sheikha

"OKAY OKAY....." -aunty

"MUST YOU KNOW!!!" -sheikha

and guess what, in the end i found out my hair cannot tie siaa.... so embarrassing )= went to school early with abee. YA MUN, i was so malu to go to school alone ): sadface. i was so pink din you see mee???? ahhah. i mean, I DONT LET MY HAIR DOWN ALWAYS RIGHT!!!! wahh damn paisey man. people kept asking me one question.

"what did you do to your hair???" -PEOPLEblankfaces

"err? cut?" -DONTASKMEWHETHERIPERMDAMNITCOSIDIN!!!!

"YOU PERM RIGHT?" -PEOPLEWALAAAAAAAAU

"ohmygosh i dont have that much money laaahhhhh" -BUMMED.

)= i felt so sad. people thought i permed my hair. even, raudah(?) thought i permed. yeah she asked me, sheikha what did you do to your hair? i gave the same boring answer : cut. and when i turned she shouted PERRM SIAAAAAAAAK. or something like that. was so insulting. what, my hair is curly okay!!!!!!

garrrr, angry monster now.

it was damn awkward lah to be walking in this... hairstyle. but yeah, time for a little change i think. lol, not SO MUCH OF A CHANGE LAH actually. i mean, i can like easily cut myself and tada. aunty, good job (even though i told you many times MUST CAN TIE!!!) grr.

anyway, leen came early to school today, HAHAHHA. she was supposed to come for the next shift and she pandai datang early. (psst, one of the latecomers somemore.......HAHAHA)

so i was so kind, i temaned and layaned her. result: I DIN STUDY MY PERIBAHASAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol, but nevermindddd..

malay p2 sucked. yeah, BINA AYAT = BITCH.

enough said ('NUFF SAIDhahahahahahahhahahahahSOfunny!)

okay ..
(oh shit missgoh is back siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaMATHMATH)

LOVE,
SHAKIE

Y10:14 AM

i have this very annoying aunty

YES I KNOW IM MEAN

but heck i dont care.

she talks so frigging loud, i think its not talking even. its practically called SCREAMING. yes screaming. and the best thing is, she screams and talks to herself. okay amusing at first but man, after three minutes, you will get all fuckedannoyed i swear.

yes im soo annoyed seh, bising lahh!!!!!!

(even when im with my headset listening to the radio, i can clearly listen to every single detail. DAMNIT)

--

lol, HAD HIGHER MALAY FINAL / PRELIMS JUST NOW!!!!!!

paper I dok..... i was so... nervous.. i wasnt prepared lah bloody hell!!! i mean, I FORGOT TO BRING THE COMFY JACKET AND AND AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING - kamus dewan

AAAAAAAASSSSSHOOOOLEEEEEEE....

i was so afraid. but since im a CLEVER kidd (heheheh), i came out with an idea. I ASKED CIKGU FOR A DICTIONARY!!!

so cleeeverrr rigggghttt.. (=

thanks cikgu. man, tommroes must return back HEAVY SEH

nevermind. lol

now now.. the section A of the paper was, OKAYLAH. i mean, aduan about kantin sekolah?????? ??? ??? ?? (!) i wrote shit man.

OHMYGOSH I JUST HEARD THE NEWS!!!

i heard something like two bloggers got charged for blogging about.. religions and stuff... and..

I THINK THEYRE THE HOLOCAUST PEOPLE AHHH!!!!!!!!!!

baik ah dok. i feel so elated (: (: how can they call us muslims.. RODENTS??!!! cccciiiiiiibaaaaaaaaiii...

okay continue continue, hahah. ok the part two was.. OKAY LAH. a sad story, makam INSERTCHIMWORDS itu (??????), man. i talked about makam habib noh and that i was.. HAHAHHAHA HIS "GRANDDAUGHTER" but actually, he adopted me as a granddaughter. so damn merepek siaakkkkkkkkkk. just because i saw the word maaaakaaaaaaam

chiiiiiiiiii.

I WANNA MARRY MY S--KER. ahha sounds like sucker sia

alamaaaak MIMIMOMO'S BDAY TODAY LAHH!!!

happy birthday dearest brother (: (=
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
okayokayokayokayokay???
(may your jedi interest live long HAHA! assjedi)

now thats done.

i dont know.
when will there be the we again.

i still treat you like brbr, trust me.

goodbye;

love,
shakie

Y12:12 PM

IM SO GLAD!!! (: (=

let me update ze list of homework now now now!! hehe

english essay - DONEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
english book review - DONEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALSO!!!!!!!!
emath - uh oh -_-
amath - doubleUHOHS! -_- -_-

HAHAH, missgoh... please... rest ........ ALOTTTT.. hahaha, you need lots and lots and lots and lots of rest. we'll study okay.. im sorry you cant have remedials for us............... (note the number of dots) .....we hope to see you tomorrow......... but... if you are sick.....DOTDOTDOTDOT... please.. RESST ALOT!!

ahahha okay, my favouritest song on perfect ten!!!!

heheheeh

SKADAMUSH SKADAMUSH!

hahahaa queeens (: (: (:

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i love bon jovi also!!!!! (: (: (:

have always actually WHEEEE

sister told me and siblings that michael buble will be coming to sg for a concert!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOO i will so fcking go sia, seriously mun. MICHAEL BUBLEEEEEEEEE! hahahahah, right.

black eyed peas pulak.....

yang... datang ..... boo

okay im off, MATH NOW!! HEHEH

love,
shakie

Y6:48 AM

sometimes, I HATE BLOGGER!!!

)= garrrr.

ive just found out that .. blogger stoof me up on.. friday. ASSHOLE. the entry was... sooo.. meaningful. lol, i mean, I BLOGGED ABOUT MY UNDYING LOVE - LEEN!!!!!

hahhaha/
sorry leen *makes face. I DONT NEED TO BLOG ABOUT IT ANYWAY, I MEAN, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU RIGHT?!!! lol, thanks for being there for me yeah? really. like syaz, you are one of the greatest sweethearts ive EVARRRR known.

and hanis also.
(FINALLY SHE BLOGGED, AND REPLIED MY TESTIMO!!)

OH OH!!! i havent done my homework. lol lol

okay let me see..

book review - NOT DONE.

err

english essay - NOT DONE.

errr errrrr

emath, STUFF - not done.

AMATH - not done.

higher malay peribahasa - NOT FCUKINGDONE!

im so dead. i have like 100 over peribahasas to memorize. and its a whole new set. and, my malay prelim... TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so fucked DEAD.

okay. i went jb yesterday, with the family.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heheh

the traffic jam SUCKED. i repeated to the family members how crappy it was just to travel so long (BUTT SLEPT BUTT SLEPT!!), just .. to.. EAT!

-_-

but then, it was DAMN WORTH IT SIA!!!

brother in law ordered the food the morning. dinner was at 8pm. lol, the food... wah seh.

THATS THE BEST FAMILY FEAST EVERRRR MUN
(minus weekly dinners with my granddad last time)

the food was excellent.

okay that aside (SALIVATE ALREADYYYYYY)

we bought .. THE LATEST SEASON OF 24!!!!!!!

fucked. i woke up for subuh. and guess what, WE WATCHED IT TILL 3 SIAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

let me do a simple math.

1500 - 0800 = 7freakingHOURS!!!!!!

gosh..................

so.. 24h - 7 h = 17morefreakingHOURS.

dang, the chapter's so freaking complicated. twist here and there. reminded me of ze za vinci code. MOOO- HAHAHAHHAHAH!

lol okay i shall do my homework now

DREAAAAAAAADFUULLLLLLLL.......

love,
shakie

Y2:02 PM

HOW CAN YOU FUCKING TRY TO SINDIR ME BY PUTTING SUCH A CIBAI NICK AHHHHHHH!!!!

i know ive just updated.

finally, a bad bad bad bad outburst.

GO AND CRY TO HIM AHHHHH GO AH GO AHHH

sms him now, YOU KNOW!! IM ANGRY!! SHEIKHA IS CURSING AND SWEARING NOW!!! OOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! GO AND TALK TO HER AH!!! OH OH, AVOID HER AHHHH!!!!!! OH OH OH OH OH

ciiiiibaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiii......

sorry ah, but ive never BEEN THIS ANGRY in my entire life before. NEVAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Acto del intento del ASSHOLE fresco y materia. ¿usted sabe??? youre un?? tan tímido del cibai usted se disculpa a mí, DESPUÉS USTED DESEA ACTUAR GRANDE TENIENDO TALES APODOS de CIBAI realmente, usted aspira.

i wish syazie nana is still online. i can like so fucking rant my anger on her.

YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAA STOP WITH THAT CIBAI LANG LAH. see, i can be mean. i am mean!! ooooooo sheikha is meannnnn!! MEAN MEAN MEAAAAN SHEIKHA!!!!

i declare, I AM MEAN wooohoooo!!!!!!

nah, i don tink apologising 2 ya is gd.. i'm waiting fer ya 2 have a downfall in ya lyfe n i'll b the happiest. says:
u cared fer isa so much kan?

_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] : utter disappointment. says:
YES OF COURSE. I CARE FOR EVERY SINGLE FRIEND OF MINE. AND IN ISA'S CASE, HES NOT A FRIEND. HES LIKE MY BESTFRIEND. MY BROTHER. OKAY NOT IS, BUT WAS

_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] : utter disappointment. says:
isa WAS my brother SLASH BESTFRIEND

AND HE DOSENT KNOW THIS LAH

okay im officially sad again.
so long and goodbye, so long and goodbye

IM NOT OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IM NOT CIBAI OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck, ive gone mad.

thousand apologies to the following entry,
a little bump while leading this bumpy ride slash, life.

love,
sheikha

Y1:20 PM

i am very blessed to have
syazie nana as my friend.

I LOVE HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

i declare i declare!!

(= shes the first to know how im feeling recently. sorry though syazomazo, i din pick up your call, i do not bother to layan anybody's call or sms now. like, WHATEEEEVVERRR.

sounds a little bimbotic, no? NO. haha. oh yeah bytheway, it's pretty impressive that..

PHONE'S BATTERY HAS BEEN LIKE THAT SINCE YESTERDAY. still one bar left. about 24 hours already seh.. that goes to show, n6260 ROCKS!!

(: yes, im happier now. im happppieeeeeeerrr!!

and i have a new nickname.

-_- KHAKHA!!

sounds like someone laugh like that...

haiyooo..

but nevermind, lol. ive just found out that yahoo messenger ROCKS AHHH!!!!! (: (=

yeah, so many ENVIRONMENTS... lol lol and you can nudge also hahahahh, i was meddling with the messenger, hahah.

soo cooool

anyway, mother's birthday is TOMMROES!!!

(: (: (:

yesyes, we're gonna head for jb (bah) and spend our time there. whole fam that is. siblings plus sister/brother in laws planned to watch movie there. then, go makan!!!

i SO feel like eating kenny rodgers (?)

YEAH!! hahah, cheap ok there.

oh well.

im still disappointed with you though. sometimes i wish you know stuff. sometimes i wish the agreement was real. sometimes i wish you were like before, always there when i needed you. sometimes i wish for you to be THAT brbrother i used to have. you knew so much about me. knew. yes, knew. i wish it was in present tense really. just so many i wish(es). finally, i wish i can obtain those wishes.

love,
shakie

Y3:41 AM

utter disappointment.

my phone will be dead anytime now. havent been charging the battery since, god knows when. but i dont care. i dont fcuking care. let it just DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and im one step away from technology. so die, die die die die die.

someone pm-ed me. seriously, whatever lah eh. i seriously CANNOT BE BOTHERED WITH WHATEVER SHIT YOURE CONCERNED/MAD/!#$!%^$ about. i dont care. i have my own set of problems lah

cibaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, sad is an understatement.

ive always thought youre one of the best people for me to run to, but oooooooooo those are wrong wrong wrong wrong wrrrrrronnngggg

i went online to blog, to rant my cibai anger. and i wish, there is just a person for me to cry on. i do not want to bother abee with my set of problems. cos that will be, selfish. YES SELFISH DO YOU HEAR ME!!

i believe in the concept forgive and forget. but man, too much of FORGETS just suck. i am really disappointed. superly disappointed.

I AM VERY SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

and i dont fcking care if anyone of YOUUUUUUUUU think im trying to seek attention. cos no, im not. THIS IS THE RANT.COM woooohooo!!!!

fuck i made it suck

love,
sheikha

Y12:58 AM

woohooo, it's 1.12am (: (:

lol, a few hours ago i was DAMN angry sia.

thanks to leeeeeeeno :D

just now, my sayang syazomazo cheered me up. and i declared my love for her (GIRLS LOVE mind you). now... i declare..

I SAYANG ADILIN ALSO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(: (: people like these, MUST ALOT ALOT! people like.. SOME PEOPLE.. lol shant say. later go merengek to exboyfriends. WHATEVER.

been chatting with leen. yeah, she came just at the right time. when i was having that furious conversation with SOMEONE. yeah thank god seh. if not, waaaaaaahhhhhhh i would still be so angry!!
(that exclamation mark was a little exaggerated though hahahah)

(: leen is like, the slowest person EVAARRRR. she took like.. wah seh.. more than 40 minutes to blog seh. hahahah, i think ah. ive been blogging like some lepak person since just now. inamorato.com is officially my dear diary now (=

OH AND HAVE I TOLD YOU HOW MUCH I MISS FARHANIS AHMAD???????????? YES RIGHT!!!! hahaha

nees, i miss you like ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

its been so fckedLONG eversince we talk ): garrr. cant wait for school reopen, sooooo gonna say at least a HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. yes, with that many 'I's.

oh oh, lyn knows about it now. since shes one of my dearies. so two people know now. hmm hmm.

syazienana will SO get angry if she reads something. i dont know whether its for her. or me. either way, i feel affected. ciiiibaaaaaaaaaiiii..

i dont know when all of these will end, really.

but until it ends, i wont stop using the cb word.

it makes me feel good. and boo, i need tomyam sia

(i started later and im done, lyn lyn...)

OKAY LOVE,
sheikha

Y11:20 AM

OKAY I KNOW IVE JUST BLOGGED.

lol, but ive just read this really funny article. lol, no hard feelings to the prime minister of singapore and his cabinet lah. but lol, ITS SO FCKEDFUNNY SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA lol.

you better fcking read this lol

In Singapore, living in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB), most

people have already got used to Paying And Paying (PAP).

Not only do you pay, you Pay until Bankrupt (PUB). If that's not
enough,
somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD) more from
you. So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only
Environment (MOE)?
When you are sick, you might be able to use your Cash Prior to
Funeral (CPF) fund, if you happen to be admitted to the Money
Operating Hospital (MOH) one time. If you are out of luck, you
may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you and you
will be Sure to Give-up Hope (SGH) ..
To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway

(COE). If that doesnâ€™t help, they can always Eternally Raise
Prices (ERP) on the roads. If you don't own a car, you can always
make a Mad Rush to Train (MRT) or get squashed in a bus, Side By
Side (SBS).
Lastly, under all these pressure, there are not many places we

can relax, not even the good old place we used to go because it
has become So Expensive and Nothing TO See Actually (SENTOSA).
At the end of the day, living in Singapore is quite frustrating. Even
to
the extend of hearing people complaining Now Everyone's Water At
Toilet Eventually Recycled (NEWATER).
You tell me lah, should I be a quitter or stayer?

(: (= lol. AGAIN, IM NOT SERIOUS ABOUT THE ENTRY POSTED. its just .. an article (funny one) lol. lol, policemen please do not come and charge me

hahhaahhahahaa

love,
sheikha

Y10:51 AM

right, some.. person just invited me on friendster.

RIGHT.
(yuckyuckyuckyuck)

okay NOW (: just came back. finally, im not THAT bored (lol). waited for sister yesterday. till 4 am siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -_- she had work to do, with her client. garrrrr. yeah, and she din bring much money to take a cab. SO I HAD TO WAIT FOR HER. gaarrrr.

i was watching the travel and living channel all the way. the temptation to sleep was just THERE man. mind you, i love channel 16 but till FOUR IN THE AM????

garrr.

woke up at a very very very badddddd hour just now )=

NINE THIRTY SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

-_- sai. 0400 to 0930????????????????

dok five hours for a bloody holiday sia!!!!

but nevermind. it was worth it though
(OKAYLAH TO BE FRANK NOT WORTH IT COS SOMEONE CAME LATE GARRRR)

thought i was late though. expected something like.. THE LAST ONE TO ARRIVE. lol, but i guess hakim broke the record. two days ago he said on the way when he actually JUST woke up. today he tried fooling us and said "baru bangun ahhhh...." -_- whatTHE. but yes, THANK GOD HE DIN JUST BANGUN. he reached at tanah merah mrt station 30 minutes later than the meeting time. assssshooooowl, SLOW SIA!!! i mean, we girls (plus sumi) WAITED FOR HIM!!!!

GARRRRR

headed changi airport then. lol, we walked ALOT. finding the sam machine so that abee could top up her hi-card. at last, the post office was under renovation SIAAAAAAAAAA.. dot dot dot.

SO WE WASTED AROUND AN HOUR -_- decided to settle down at popeye's. after an hour, there was this FREAKINGRUDEGRRR guy who approached us. and he said..

"EH YOU CANNOT STUDY IN THE AIRPORT AH. PACK UP AND LEAVE NOW"

what theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

TOOT TOOT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

at least, A PLEASE???

it would be better if he asked like this,

"excuse me. im sorry to say this but you are not allowed to study in the airport so i will need you to leave now. sorry"

ISNT THAT SO MUCH NICER??? hello brother, wheres your manners lah dey. grrrrrrraaahh!! so we WERE FORCED TO LEAVE THE POPEYE'S AREA. but heck, we studied at the viewing mall (heck who cares).

lol, then abee was mad that she said " YALAH THATS WHY YOU WORK HERE, YOU NEVER STUDY RIGHT!!" lol lol so mean.

studied at the viewing mall for.. quite a while. lol, i must admit i was damn fickle-minded. from amath to bio then english then READ A BOOK then emath.

-_- I KNOW.

lol, i was sleepy lah ): ): really seh. so yeah, after much thinking.. i told abee i malas want to continue studying so WE HEADED TO (supposedly) THE BEACH.

rode 24 from there. the bus journey, WAS SO FREAKING EMBARRASSING SIA!!!! okay. heres what happened.

*phone rings (SOMEONE not me)
*searched phone like mad woman
*SOMETHING FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
*oh! found the phone!
*I SAW THE SUPERMAN FLEW
*OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! (I)
*hides face behind abee (I)
*(the)SOMEONE saw the THING below her.
*RED FACE RED FACE RED FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol lol lol, her ROTI BAKAR ACTUALLY FLEW FROM HER BAG SIAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKK !!!!!!! lol, who? i shall not mention. must give face a bit lah....

lol lol

(=

OKAY. 31-ed after that. reached pp then wheee bought ben&jerrys butter pecan. BUTTER PECAN DOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!! (= i was so happy like how snow white was when her prince charming kissed her (=

time was 4pm then. so we decided not to lepak by the beach. the journey back and forth will take so much time lah so yeah, THERE GOES THE BEACH -_- but nevermind. we sat outside macs there, and talked. ALOT.

lol, and the guys brought up a silly idea

"OKAY LETS TELL WHO OUR CRUSHES ARE NOW"
*cheeeky faces

lol, and we actually told them -_- lol, but they dont really KNOW MINEE HEHEHEHHEHEHEH! cos i somehow... skipped by saying.. YAH. lol

ain was so sporting and just OKAY TOOT TOOOT! lol, then i told mine (using codes ah. lol) then abee. then SUMI AND HAKIM DIN TELL US!!!!

ASSHOLES.

)= they brought up the idea and they backed out, what PEEple.

garrrr

talked alot really. some people in bedokview. become all... open. lol, was a fun time lah. laughed alot also (: heheheh. cracked up stupid jokes and all. we din care much (THE GIRLS ESPECIALLY). we just laughed however loud we wanted. what, do we need to pay tax to laugh?????

come on, give me a break mun.

therefore, just came back (: they are nice peeeeeple. ooooo, mother's birthday is in two days time leeeyyy heheheheheh!!! lol, i feel like playing bowling. so i told the two kidds (hakim and sumi) that we should go bowling one day and they were up for it.

yeah. ONE FINEEEEE DAAAAYYYYY, garrr

:D okay, i need to pray now.

DUDE WHERES MY CAR

love,
shakie (=

Y11:31 AM

HEHEHEHEHEHEHHEH!

ive just cooked my own meal,

SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH

(: (: (: (= (= (=

and guess guess.

BEEP. lol

I HAVENT TASTED IT YET!!!!!! lol, ive decided to tempt myself by not eating first and to blog HEHEHEHEHH! the better it will taste right..

so creeeveerrrrr

:D

okay. today, SUCKED (minus the cooking part dohhh) lol. cos.. i practically had nothing to do. except ROT MYSELF AT HOME -_- and i did.

i smsed so many PEEEEEEEEEPLE and guess guess, THEY WERE BUSY. grrrrrahh! )= and ive just found out..

THAT AIN SYAKIRAH WAS FREE JUST NOW AND SHE HAS GOTTEN BACK HER PHONE!!!!!!!!!

dang, i thought her phone was still not with her, therefore.. I DIN TRY THE CHANCE. but asshole betul, she just told me she got back her phone (and that she was free tadi)

0= dang.

lol, i cooked!!! hahahah, it was actually meant FOR ME ONLY. cos initially i wanted to just anyhow fry the rice and ya .... (let your imagination run wild)

then i told my sister on the msn

"CAN YOU BELIEVE IT IM GONNA GORENG NASI!!"

-_- and the next thing i knew i received a call from her. and she said..

"eh, cook alot okay. so that everyone can eat."

I WAS DUMBFOUNDED SIAAAAA

i mean like seriously, for the FIRST TIME EVAARRR im cooking, and ive already had orders! lol, THAT SHOWS HOW GREAT I AM EVEN THOUGH IVE NEVER COOKED BEFORE (: hehehehe

daddy just called. already in singapore :D i miss them ( about time dont you think so ) OKAY IM HUNGRY. lol, prolly group study tommroes.

FINALLY SOMETHING TO DO SIAAAAAAAAAAA

okay ciao

love,
shakie

Y7:08 AM

LOL I FOUND THESE SOMEWHERE

must read, in malay though HAHAH!

1) Lubang ape yang rasanye
hangat, nikmat dan nyaman?

Answer: LU BANGun pagi2, tarik
selimut
pas tu
tido
balik.

2) Minyak ape yang disukai oleh
lelaki?

Answer: MINYAKsikan pertandingan
bolasepak
Liga-M

3) Kuih ape yang bungkusnya di
dalam,
isinya di
luar?
Answer: Kuih salah bikin.

4) Binatang ape power Karate?
Answer: Kuda belang.cube kira
brape
black belt dia ade.

5) Siape yang menemukan dompet
kulit?
Answer: Yang menemukan dompet
kulit
tersebut
tolong pulangkan kepada saye.

7) Pintu ape yang walaupun dengan
10
org pun tak leh nak tolak?
Answer: Pintu yang ade tulis 'TARIK'

8) Saya ade 3 kepala, 4 tangan dan
5
kaki...siapakah saya?
Answer: Pembohong...

9) Apa dia 'Jauh di mata, dekat di
hati'?
Answer: Usus

10) binatang tubuhnya kat kepala?
Answer: Kutu rambut!

some are funny, some lame.

BUT LOLLLL i laughed till i cried.

ALONEEEE!!!!! hhahahaaaha -_-

ya, i bet you guys pity people like me yo? lol

Y5:25 AM

finally, got my calculator back.

they thought they were playing ..

PARCING PARCEL!!!! lol

(: okay, just came back from.. school. before i start with what happened today, let me tell you something.

MY BROTHER'S COMPUTER SUCKS SOOOO FREAKING MUCH!

:D not only the bloody net was (DAMN) slow, the stupid blogger had one of those cibai ERRORRRRRRRR after ive typed a long entry.

asssssshoooooweeeeeeelllll..

but nevermind. i swear, i HATE (despisedontlikedetestokletsjustresortbacktoHATE)brother's computer.

okay. din do much yesterday. just lepaked at home, LEPAKED ALOT. had pasta for lunch and dinner.

-_-

yeah, mother isnt at home therefore, WE (sister and I) must TRRRRYYYYYYY to cook. lol, we experimented three different types of sauce.

the first one we added arabitta(?) sauce and prego tomato sauce. SOOO DAMMNNNNNNN TOMATO SIAAAAAAAAAA..

but yeah. was OKAY aje.

the second one was... BETTER (= added.. GOD KNOWS WHAT, lol. it was more spicy. which is good, but still tomato-ish.

THE THIRD ONE WAS EXCELLENT! (: (: i was soooo happy like how cinderella was when she lived happily ever after with prince charming. lol, it was vandamn spicy wheeeeeeeeee. and not THAT tomato-ish.

i can live eating pasta =D

ANWS! went to school today. lol, SUPPOSEDLY LAH there would be the math remedial. found out from gabriel that ...

missgohyingying is down with dengue.

which is bad, cos so many things happen to her nowadays. the fall... lol. yeah, poor thing lah yeah. but on a brighter note, MATH REM WAS CANCELLED!!! lol

so i practically woke up (ABEE CALLED ME AT 0915!!!!!) just to go to school to find out that rem was cancelled.

-_-

okay lah. exaggerated a bit lah yeah. went to school, GOT MY CALCULATOR BACK. lol. and had lunch with some people. not THE people. lol

yeah, after much delay.. me abee ahmad(?) and tobie made up our mind to have lunch. HAHAHAHAH then we waited for hakim to arrive -_- ahmad called him and he said "ON THE WAY" (he actually just woke up you see..) then when he called AGAIN after 30 minutes or so (more prolly), he said "KAT BUS STOP"

-_- just bangun lah dokk...........

so anyway. lol, he reached QUITE EARLY AH.. with that sleepy look. hakim hakim... yeah then we headed to east point, BANQUET BANQUET!! lol

din talk much there. yeah, prolly the others did. i din. cos i had that 'imenjoyingmyfoodplusimsleepysoidontcareaboutanyofyourdailystoriesBAH' mood. yeah, there were many sudden laughs and i was like huh huh why why??? lol and hakim was DAMNNNNNNNNNN TORTISE just now. sigh sigh.

took 9 to tanah merah after that. MAN, again. hakim continued teasing me about YA YA YA. seriously, i'd rather be married to the apek a.k.a gollum. THAT GUY, is just disgusting. eeeeeeeeeeeee

met sumi&cal at tanah merah cos sumi wanted to pass me my calculator. thanks sumi, and jiehui. lol the guys headed for cc to do their project. lol, and they sempat to kacau me even when theyre in the bus while me&abee were at the bus stop!!!!!!

"TOOT TOOT CALLED!" hakim gave that.. gesture.

assssssshoooooooooooweeeeell...

mean mean mean mean mean VERYMEAN people.

grrrAHHH!

oh well. i feel like eating ben&jerrys butter pecan.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

yeah, prolly if thursday tak jadi..

im going out to study with the people. if they can make it. abee and me planned already. after study go pantai and eat ben&jerrys. lol.

"YOURE SO FREAKING IGNORANT LAH NOW"

ive got nothing tommroes. AIYAH, so boringggggggg..

and the scratch which i got due to the BADNIGHTMARE a few days back, is starting to bleed. its very ouch. oh well.

farthead.

love,
shakie!

Y4:20 AM

azmi is so mean ):

[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-mon chéri says:
clark is a stupid dodo grow up and wear underwear outside

HOW CAN HE SAY THAAAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

asssshooooweeeeeeeeeel

anws. MOTHER'S OUT OF SINGAPORE WOOOHOOOOO!! lol, sometimes... the feeling.. yeah... please understand... i still love her lah.. BUT SHES AWAY MUN AWAY AWAY!!!!

hmm. i feel sooooooooo freeeee fllyyyyy flllyyyyy... lol what the.

OKAY SO.

yesterday, I BLUETOOTHED A SONG AND MANY MANY PICTURES FROM LAPPIE TO PHONE!!!!!!!!

(: (: i was so happy ehhehehhehheeh!

but yeah, now.. memory card is damn full. sigh sigh. shall buy the bigger one MONEH MONEH MONEH!

somehow, i just do not like holidays.

THERE ARE SO MANY HOMEWORK TO DO!!!!

AND SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GAAHHHH

een, what happened to your blog?????

love,
shakie

Y8:43 AM

YESTERDAY'S SMALLVILLE....

like want to sepak the director like that sia

HOW CAN JUST.. TO BE CONTINUED LIKE THAT!!!!

grrrrr, clark kent was in some weird white snow place and lana lang saw the huge diamond shaped stone then TAAAADDAAAAA TO BE CONTINUED

-_-

damn ccciiibaaaaaaiiiii..

lol, yeah. cursing for a tv show... HOW CAN I NOT OK!!!!!! i mean, after soooo long of not watching smallville and what i got was some.. TO BE CONTINUED SHIT.

lol lol

ok, some fiend just added me. -_- whoo siaaaaaa

i just had 2oranges&1apple juice. hahah, made myself with the JUICEMAKER! mooohahahah oh oh oh!!! I CAN LIKE SO PLAY DRUMS ARRRR NOWWWWW woohoooo!!!

a week ago i was some.. basic drummer. but now... better than basic ARRRR!!! ahhahahh, shuddup okay i know how to play drums ar.. played a certain beat then brother played the guitar then yeah switched turns. was fun, i shall record one day HEHEHEHEHEH!!!!

EAT THAT YOU DRUM PEOPLE!!!!! hahahahah, i swear i will smack my brother's face if he EVER sells the drum set away.

:D cheese yo!

fasting tommroes. prolly hor..

HORR HORRRR

i just learned a new malay word today.

TERBENGKALAI!!

wooohooooo!!!!!

lol, i feel like studying with the people soon. study group ehh.. heheheheh! monday cannots. cos abee and hakim have the court shit again. spoiler lah they all..

lol.

OH OH!! BROTHER HAS OFFICIALLY MOVED INTO HIS NEW PUNGGOL HOUSE! (: (: sooo ccooooool!! prolly going there later hor. seriously, SO COOL SIAAA!!! his home theme is very.. balanese. yeah, so i expect woody woody stuff hor.

sister??? HOW TO MOVE HOUSE DAH PREGNANT DAH!! grr, lol. and i thought i would get my lovelyyyyy room "SOON".

-glares at sister

lol but nevermind, she shall live here and blanja me alot. but walau the foetus damn petty seh. so small want to eat pasta lah... drink JUICE LAHH... swensens lah...

SOOOOOOOO troublesome.. lol lol

mother going overseas tommroes. YEAHHHH NO MORE NAGGGGGY NAGGYYYY NAGGGYYYYY NAGGGYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!

lol lol, what the.

right.

OK LOVE,
SHAKIE!

Y9:16 PM

sadly,

the hate-o-meter is increasing

DOPE.

lol, today was quite merefeks. i din know whats the point of that "conversation" or "confrontation" (perhaps?). seriously, it was darn obvious that you were thinking of every way to defend yourself. OO IM SO RIGHT OO OOOO OOOOO!!! dang, i just cannot talk to you. i mean, i just do not know whether to use the soft approach, or the hard one. sigh sigh.

BUT REALLY,
you wanted to win so much that i just had to let you win (even though it was freaking obvious that you were defending yourself) lol. it was funny though, i mean.. HELLO!!! YOURE TRYNA SAY SORRY AND YOU SAID "APE? KAU INGAT KAU BYK BESAR KITA MESTI CKP SORRY???"

-_-

obviously you din mean it, loser. im not talking behind you now. seeeeeeeeeeee, no one knows who am i talking about seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! hahah, seriously speaking.. if youre insulted, its only natural that you rant your anger to someone or maybe many many someone. lol, so you get my point??? YOU FREAKING INSULTED ME AND MADE FUN OF ME IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS LAH ASSHOLE!!!! grr, i was very angry, and disgusted. its just wrrooongg... to just.. mention your name. its hard really.

SIGHH

but oh well, thanks abee for cooling me down. lol, i had to keep my hands near me, stuck to my body. lol, if not... something similar like my VERY TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE (not dream ok hakim) would happen.

yeah, hakim kacaued me and said it was a dream. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! lol, then he was like giving that asshowl look plus plus, blinking his eyes. like man, i shouted sooooo freaking loud till mayrissa had to scream at me and asked me to keep quiet. but lol, i continued screaming anyway. seriously, the way he did it...

IS DAMN DISGUSTING!!!!!

i wanted to cekaw(?) him lol. oh whatever. after school was alrightos (: much laugh and fun with the kidds. hahahah, red ribbon project dokk HAHAHA!!! we tricked secondary 1 & 2 students that there will be a new cca coming up. its called the "red ribbon project". in which, we will help send the criminals back to prison ,HAHAHA! teacher in charge is mrs tiu (CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT SHE VOLUNTEERED!!!!) lol. and the head is jp. sigh sigh.

AND AHHAHAHAHA A FEW NAIVE PEOPLE SIGNED UP!!!! i feel so mean just tricking them, sigh. evil evil people we are.. HEHEHHEHE!!!

but yeah, laughed too much ley. and syazo gave me cookies (which amalina gave her -_- ) then oh, abee scared zaf. HAHAHAHHA! it was so ..classic man. abee and lina hid in the booth thing. lol, then i called zaf over and said abee wanted to talk to her then HAHHAHAA THEY BOOH-ED her and sigh, she was shocked. sccccccarrrreeeeeeeddddd, ahahahah.

:D did it again on khairul. yeah, but din happen when we tried on the "SO CALLED COOL" guys lah.. they called us lame, HOW DARE THEY!!!!!

oh well.

went to library after that. spent a few minutes after that before having lunch at do&me. with lina sumi and fareez. fareez looked damn bored sia like seriously.

-_-

WORSE THAN THAT FACE SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

hahahahah, talked quite a little. but not that noisy as it would be if the other usual people were there. hahahh, everyone makes a difference you see.

minus one, and its not a complete set.

SO EVERYONE MATTERS! :D

so sumimasen told us that he and hakim suggested that we have a study group during the holidays. (: (: MOTHER WILL BE OVERSEASSSSSSSSSSSSSS so can studdyyy lol. yeah, but then we'll prolly be laughing our ass off lah ya. but it would be nice though, reminds me of our old timeeeeessss

HAHAHHAHA sigh sigh.

i miss hanis lah, sigh sigh. sorry aunty i never say hi to you just now. was angry mangry (: so NO HARD FEELINGS YO! love love love okie!

een, sorry but this saturday realllllyyyy tak boleh. if next week can. but not sat or sunday. mondays to fridays prolly. minus monday cos ader remedial (: sorry kay sweetie, mother angry cos i always balik lambat so cant really have that much freedom lah ): love love love!!

missbla smsed me yesterday. it was a fwded msg actually. then i sent her a fwded msg also. if i have 30secs to live, what will you say to me? honestly?

then she told me how she misses me... and shes sorry if shes in the wrong and all.. (thats what she typed lah)

but yeah, as abee said.. prolly she has realised. but yeah, talking is simple. if she has realised, prolly she has to change... abit..

shes different now. thats my point of view lah. i mean, what happened to the sweet dakwah yet crazy kidd i onced knew?? yeah. whatever now.

people want their own life yo, so i shall have my own. i will care if others care. so people like syazomazo, i love her. cos she cares. AHHAHA!! and abeeeee (: and hanis (I MISS YOU ALOT TAU!!!) eeeeeeeeeen!!!!

we shall go out one day, when everyone boleh. dont force force. cos i know now that its just not worth it. really. one day, we will kluar okay. when everyone unbusy themselves. but till then, you guys MUST always know that i love you people okay. LOVE tau.

lol, i just had a short UNMEANINGFUL conversation with mimi the brother. LOL

[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-mon chéri says:
lalala~

[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-mon chéri says:
mean sheikhots

[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-mon chéri says:
hahhaa

_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] : trust me, i will always remember those sister moments. says:
shuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuudeeeeeeepp

[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-mon chéri says:
shudeep?

_cried. ; [ dearest inamorato, a cup of tea.] : trust me, i will always remember those sister moments. says:
shuddup i dont know why i typed it like that ok

[Assjedi™]-ROTS-[SaveTheLastDanceForMe]-mon chéri says:
HAHAHAHA

brrrrrr!!

i love nachos. yum yum!! i wished i had cheese with me now, though. I SHALL WATCH MOVIE SOON AND GET NACHOS AND CHEEEEEEESEEE!!!!

damn power leyy..............

SMALLVILLE TODAAAAAAAYYY WOOHOOOOOO

dah ok.

LOVE,
shakie!

Y5:25 AM

i had the WORST nightmare yesterday night.

and guess what,

I SCRATCHED MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol lol lol, prolly thats cos i imagined the hand was the hated guy, lol lol. can still feel the pain seh. its like 5cm??? ok prolly exaggerated abit but 3cm or 4cm???? PAIN SEEHHH!!!!!!

stupid asshowl.

i should change the habit of scratching people when im angry lah. lol, scary sia. mimi said mrs P did it. NO AHHH FELT IT ARRR!!!

damn pow ehh!

fasting today.. sigh sigh

supposed to have a misspeh gathering but cannot make it today lah. not as free as any of you think i am, yeah. OH WELL.

love,
shakie

Y10:08 AM

JUST CAME BACK YAYYYY!!!

:D hoho, such a fun day.

EXCEPT FOR A CERTAIN INFORMATION.

asshowl. youre even worse than i thought you were, MAN.

oh well. like what they said.. hes just not worth to be sad about, yeah. LOVE YOU PEOPLE!

hehehehehehh! so much to say lol but yeah, pretty lazy lahhhhhh ): lol. okay lets start with....... yesterday. I MALAS WANT TO UPDATE ABOUT LAST TIME LAST TIME STUFF OKAY!! (: heee. okay, yesterday. i was SO SICCCCKKKKKK and STILL siiiiiccccckkkkkk. sigh sigh. yeah, and i hosted the malay drama shit!!!!! LOL LOL LOL

me and abee, YO! hahahahahahhh, like seriously. that was THE FIRST TIME ive EVER hosted a MALAY thing!!!! LOL LOL LOL LOL yeah, i was so freaking nervous okay...... how can i not be???? i mean, cikgu passed the superduperduperduper long script to me and abee at like.. an hour before the thing??????? thats so... aiyah.

so yes, with the batuk.. sore throat.. VERYVERY blocked nose.. and migrane, i did.. well.. okay??? hahahahah, shut up okay!!! if its not for my SUPER BAD PRONOUNCIATIONS, IT WOULDNT BE SHIT FUNNY OK!! lol, many people laughed like some giler people. good lah yeah. if we were to host so formally, wah DIE SEEHHHHHHH ahhaah, so yeah. congrats to those who won and lol, it was a memorable experience (:

bought blue teeshirt after that, damn kental eh. went to parkway parade and the teeshirt i got was a lousy piece of... OP DISGUSTING TSHIRT. asshowl. really man, its so tak cantik. but yeah, thats the only blue cheap tee i could find in 15 minutes????? HAD TO RUSH COS IT WAS VANDAMN LATE OK! disgusting sia..

oh well.

came back and boom, TIDO MAN! :D

anyways, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS!!!!!!!!!!! finally man. ahahh, i would like to say that i love all the teachers ESPECIALLY miss peh, mdm rao, miss khoo!!!!!!! mr zaldy (deko deko na mr zaldy) HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!! who else ar? lol yeah, thats about it i guess? HAHAHA okay.

yeah, apart from the info i got from lina, today has been fine (: so far. i mean. haha. met abee and lina at the bus stop near our school and went to school with them, yeah. had the aces day shit early in the morning. like seriously mun, NO ONE DANCED SO ENTHUSIASTICALLY MAAANNNNNNN. i dont mind doing it during P.E but aiyah, early in the morning????????

sigh sigh sigh

much laugh with 3/1 boys though ahhahaha. it would be even worse if they hadnt talked so much crap. lol, yeah. had so called "lessons" after that. not much of a lesson yo! cos a few of us had to take care of the bears flowers rocher shit. grr, made me angry gr gr! but.. whatever..

after that had the teacher's day celebration!!!! HAHHAHA!! SO COOOOOOOLLLLL.... (: (: AND 3E2 WON WON WON WON PUFFERJELLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sherly gunawan, i declare i love you so much :D lol, well done guys. FINALLY MAN, finally..

hahahah, had the bv idol. i must admit, haikal(?) sang pretty well. tahirah did okay too, but.... squeak squeak. but yes, SHES SO PRETTY!!!! lol. syafiq usher?????? man.. he cannot sing lah.. i think he can dance REALLY WELL but singing is just not his thing lah. oh well. kandiez inc? well, ain rocked!!!! ahahahaha she was so cute lah hahaa, dashima TOOOOO!! and hahah, hakim hahahahahhhahahaa. jazila can sing man, sooooo daaaaamnnn NICE MAN! OH OH OH DAVID WAS SO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhahaha, the tie??? the shirt????? the drums!!!!!!! ?????? heheheheheheheheh, lol.

pretty sad tho that mad munkees din perform. sigh, i was really looking forward to the band. i mean, jiwe DOK!!!! qib, juzan, achap, haziq and elfie/alfie(??????) lol.

after the bv idol, was .. THE TEACHERS PERFORMANCES!!! hahhahahah, mr zaldy, aiyohhhh.... what happened to the garang, I AM A MEAN DM AND I WILL CANE YOU IF YOU SMOKE! ???? lol. yeah, he was practically shaking his butt, sigh sigh. so funny. for the first time sey.. MR ZALDY KAU.. ahahahah, i kacaued him all the way and he kept smiling ahhahaa, im so gonna disturb him during physics this friday :p

MISS KHOO WAS SO FREAKING CUTE WHEN SHE DID THE INDIAN DANCE TAU!!!!!!!!!!! ahhahahahahahaha, i laughed like hell and she saw me cheering for her and all.. and mann... she gave that sarcastic look to me and the ncc girls, HAHAHAH!

i just LOVE her.

(:

yeah.. and bv idol results?? haikal won the 1st place. followed by fiq usher.. then kandiez inc. yeah. this year's teachers day DAMN POWER MUN. it was so grand sigh sigh. got air con ahhhhhhhh HAHAHAH

oh wells.

lunched with abee, hakim, sumi, lina and ain after that. lol, nice people they are. hilarious lah. but yeah, lina told me something about someone. and im like so angry at him, hes soooooooooo damn GRRR! annoying sia.. slap you then you know. yeah. was fun man. lunched at bk, had so much to talk about hehehehhh! lol, so fun. actually we wanted to have lunch at kfc but then no coupons.

-_- I KNOW!!

ahahahhah, saw een, yas and gang there. told them about my sad case ): ): then i was sad back. boooo, so sedih man. they are such nice people. sayang them alot (: (:

SO! ahhaha, went to bedok library after bk

........TO PEE

-_- not me. i do not like public toilets.

yeah, then we sat somewhere outside the library for a little talk. hahaha, so fun lah. we spent so much quality time together. hmms, i think theyll replace....

....ya...

talked talked talked, much fun and laughter there :D then yeah, went back, lol. TODAY WAS SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

okay mother cooked pasta

so zelishius!

love,
shakie :D