Y12:34 PM
I AM TIRED.
hahah, expect that for every friday's entry. HEHHE. lol, but im pretty.. happy. ok lah.. not SO but okay ah.
-winks at abee!
so much happened this week, though. and yeah, do not be shocked. my results suck and it's getting from bad to worse. and i dont think i shall think positive or whatever anymore cos it's about time i do something about it rather than sitting one side tryna think positive. bah. this common test is the WORST so far. more to come i know. i hope not, though. okay, minus the mc for two bloody papers and one blank mother tongue marks, i think my results sucked badbadbadddddd..
and yes, i missed english and ss and.. mother tongue. what the hell. the hmt teacher claimed that our C.A is too early so she din submit the results. YEAH AND WE'VE ALREADY DONE THE HMT TESTS. w tee f. i expected bad but not THIS bad. i was pretty sad and i AM pretty disappointed with myself.
therefore, i think i will need to do something about this. i want to live like a happy normal girl who shows her parents great results and make them happy and proud. so, prolly. i will need to cut down on my co-corricular activities. ncc might be too wasted to quit. cos ive gone through so much, i just love ncc. angklung, i dont know. even though the attendance sucked recently, it's just hard to quit. i mean, the only way to remain close with some of ze close friends is through angklung. and, i just love musical instruments. they make me happy.
so, i dontknow.
THAT ASIDE. thanks.
now, today din really rockROCK ROCK. but it was just okay. school was fine.. ncc was fine.. had napfa. lol, couldnt have made it any suckier. had bubble tea after ncc, yeah. with abee, shima and lina. and sumi. bumped into isa, who was apparently waiting for his turn to order. heheheheheeheehhh! and i got him to blanja me!!!!! lol, it wasnt a forceforce thing okay. just testtest then he agreed so YAYYYYE! (: thanks so much brother.
just what the hell happened to you.
abee, muah! LOOOOVEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU banyak. lol, and i will not tell you whooooooooooooooooo hahahah, and forget it ALREADY! hehehehh!! thanks for keeping ALL ze secrets yo, love!
aunty /slash ANAK! heheheh! i love you alsoalsoalsoALSO!!!!! thanks for being concerned when i was bahhh yesterday. not just the results actually. about the thing we talked about last time. THE person. yeah. but sweetie, thanks (: (: LOVE!!
okay tired bye.
love,
sheikha
