Y9:28 PM
AM SO BLOODY BLOODY EXHAUSTED.
period.
I'll see you on the outside and we'll
never be the same
after all that's happened what is it that
we've gained?
well I've made mistakes before and
never lived them down
after all you've done for me i'm bound
(don't say another word)
To see you on the outside where we can
both be sane
(you're speaking for yourself)
I'm bleeding on the inside
a place you might have been but now I
know I'll (never be the same)
Well I heard you got a place and it's far
away from here
reality has sunken in now confirming
all my fears
I'm not gonna track you down and it's
too late to stop
thinking 'bout the time that we have lost
(I'm happy without you)
I'm trying to forget you and everything
we had (we didn't stand a chance)
we're miserable and it's true I haven't
learned a thing
but now I know I'll trust no one else
(There was a time when we were back
and forth, it wasn't easy)
I guess that we're back where we belong
one thing is for sure, it wasn't strong
I'll see you on the outside where we can
both feel shame
(you've never been more right)
I'm dying on the inside, you're never
coming back
and now I know whatever we go through
my heart is stuck with you
&
NoUseForAName-On The Outside-
abee, hope you're doing alright. and that, daddy's alright too kay. love you sweetie (:
WENT TO SCH FOR NCC STUFF again earlier today.
reached sch late again, ARGHHHHH ive tried being early ok, it's just VERY VERY difficult ): anws, had lunch at eastpoint's banquet. CRISPY NOODLES! :D everyone kept quiet while they were eating, lol no fun!! but yeah, when almost everyone was done, we all started to talk uh. SO FUNNY LAH. we were imagining ourselves wearing tudung same colour without matching kurungs, with rock climbing helmet. HAHAHAH HAHAHAHA HAHAHA WTH WTH
aiyoh, we laughed like bodoh.
HAIYOHHHHHHHH, hahaha. lunch was good cos i ate very slowly and i enjoyed the food very much. HAHAHAH, explains why i was the last to finish my food. hmm.
headed tm with lina after that. dude, if there's one place which i dislike, it's tm. it's worse than geylang SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. haiyoh, so packed like one bahlul. we had to squeeze thru like some babi, luckily, LUCKILY.. no one stepped on my lovely green pair of shoes (lol) cheap laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, haiyoh. hahahah. got myself a new fresh storybook. that's the whole mission -_- and oh yes, lina wanted to stop by at popular to get her drawing pad.. or something.
met leen after that cos she needed a friend to jobhunt at changi airport. lol, my legs nearly broke. like, seriously. she was late. AS EVER. hahahah, but it's okay. i'm one of the culprits so i understand lah. HAHAHAH, she applied at times. lol, i suggested she apply for all the time stores in changi airport so that they'll know she's realllyyyyy loyal and realllllyyyy wants to work there, and eventually she'll get one. HHAHAHA, but that pandai doesnt want to listen to me. haiyoh
i'm thinking of getting john grisham's the broker & marian keyes-the other side of the story.
HAIYOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, but i'm damn broke now lah. i got zero bucks in my wallet. hmm, i bought the new book using nets. hahaha. never, i say, NEVERRR leave home without nets. NEVER.
OH WELL, leen will be treating me to POEPEYS hahahahaa, popeyes lah sleng. cos i temaned her just nowwwwwww yayy yayy yayyayayayyaayaay lol, see how happy i am if one treats me?!?!?!? lol, who wudnt be right. aiyah, some ppl wont be what. cos they dont appreciate. lol, nothing personal. it does sound like tho. HAHAH. oh well.
anws, OH YES I FORGOT TO BLOG ABT THIS. hahaha, during the cleaning up of ncc room, lol it was so funny. actually, we're done with most of the cleaning up lah. but yeah, just waste time lah. so yeah, the others were outside being so cheeky looking at the ncc pds boys HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. haiyoh -_- tahirah, me, lina & amelia were so G-I-L-A. hahahaha, we turned on the radio so bloody loud and then we kept switching radio channels. HAHAHAHHAHAHA, then there were so many different.. GENRES. hahahahahhaha, HAHAHAH, HAHAHA. we reacted to every genre lol nutcrackers. we did ballet, indian dance, chinese dance with fan!!, malay emo, HIP HOP HAHAAHAHHAHAHA, and lol, ballroom dance. HAHHAA, so funnyy i laughed too much i teared. haiyoh, wicked people.
(:
but i wish abee was there tho. HAIYOHH, i really wanted to pour out my problems to her seh. but yeah, nevermind.
anws, I LOST MY TWO SKIRTS DID I BLOG ABOUT THAT?!?!?!! haiyoh, bahluls. ah that aside, i dont know whether i'm able to attend een's chalet tomorrow ): mother will sure be all... naggy and stuff. it's just NORMAL. when she comes back from somewhere far, she'll get tired. and when she's tired, she'll throw tantrums. AT ME. AT. ME. M. E.
haiyoh, but if i'm not able to attend een's chalet, i'll try to attend the cleaning session tomorrow. hmm. dont know lah. i'm sorry tho een if i tak boleh.
my head's spinning.
BLEARGH. ok bye
love,
sheikha
