Y3:59 PM
8 Things you fail at1) To relax,
2) ease my mind,
3) getting over a an
idiot mr gorgeous,
4) turning up early,
5) attending tuition classes twice every week,
6) when I try to survive a week without green tea,
7) or cup noodles,
8) and lastly amath :(
SEVEN songs you listen to today1) daniel powter
-bad day2) new radicals
-someday we'll know3) katherine mcphee
-somewhere over the rainbow4) whitney houstan&mariah carey
-miracles
5) nufan
-for fiona
6) oasis
-stop crying your heart out7) michael buble
-home
6 things you desire or need1) I desire for some peace perhaps I need to meditate or something,
2) good passes & a few As for midyears,
3) 11 points for Olevels,
4) Os to be over soon so that I can sit by the beach&dream,
5) not getting taken advantage of,
6) & lastly a hero/samurai/prince/shinobi ninja to help me thru,
stuff.
5 Annoyances
1) getting 3 pimples at one shot,
2) people with annoying kNOw emoticons on msn,
3) to be told off directly
or indirectly,
4) when parentals "remind" me to study while I'm having a break,
5) & the sudden sadness/rage/etc due to a certain reason.
not, menstrual.
Four things you will never do
1) Join anugerah skrin/superband/superthat/superthis,
2) sex before marriage/smoke/drink alchohol/eat bugs
3) Other than that,
4) I'm capable of anything else. I think.
Three people to tag1) I'll cut you some slack.
2) Ok maybe not, hanis.
3) Iyliee & een.
2 people u saw today1) Ma &
2) 2nd brother.
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Now that's done. I'm not sure whether or not to be relieved already but, I've completed sec4 SS revision :) Sec3 SS revision shud take lesser time since I had already made notes last time. Yeah, they're in the green file. In school. Below the hall. Near the canteen. In the locker.
Right reality check sheikha:Amath- 16 more chapters (holy cow)
Emath- Revision on sec4 chaps. Sec3 chaps done but a brief revision needed.
Bio- 7 more chaps to go. First 3 done.
SS-
THE WHOLE SHITE MORE TO GOSec3 topics.
Geog-
THE WHOLE SHITE MORE TO GO.Chem- 4 more chaps.
Physics-
THE WHOLE SHITE. [12 more days]
I might revise geog's tourism chapter later on from the book miss farhanah ordered for us. Yea, shud be fast I guess. The notes.. They're in the locker too, together with the original text book. Gee. Might start on physics later. Then do a little of emath. Perhaps, I'm not sure. Maybe I shud just cover a lot for physics then proceed on to say.. bio? emath...? Last minute mugging used to work but now, it's failing me badly.
Did not manage to stay up late to do some revision. Was just not in the mood to do so due to certain reasons. Syz, thanks a gazillion right? & 3As miss you dear.
Yet again, I'm exhausted. I'm considering whether or not I shud switch off my phone for the next few days. Weeks, if I can pull thru without it. Which is possible since nothing
is impossible. I've deleted many text messages yesterday. Been weeks since I deleted text messages. Now it's down to 200. I hope it'll stay that way. I just realised, most messages are sweet. From abee, afee & syaz. Abee, remember? Those messages you sent me to be strong about my sister-in-law? The baby? Remember? & the ones you replied when I go *faintsfaintsfaints*? & the ones which you told me to cheer up, take care and get well soon? I still keep them. There are others actually. (: Afee, your messages about the jerk, remember? You're so strong, I'd like to be like to someday. And I still have the bear messages, hehehe. Syaziewazie, you've helped me a lot. Remember the time I got sore eyes? Hehehe, you told me to get well soon & that you missed me, I still keep that (: And I keep those which you said I managed to make you feel better, too.
Yes, I still keep the ones from hanis too. The ones which she told me to be strong and that I can pull thru that difficult shite about a bestfriend disappointing me. Yes
that used to be bestfriend.
Sad really how I appreciate and care for someone so deeply that I'd accompany her in the rented bus at night for hours while the others are enjoying themselves at the hard rock cafe jakarta. & at the end of the day, tell me who's the loser? Pretty obvious huh.
So much, just so much happened. That experience with that used to be bestfriend, it left quite a scar. Yeah. & soon, there'll not be just one. But two. I don't know, it's tiring to be taken advantage of. Yes afee and syaz, perhaps I'm a little too nice.
Ciao
