Y10:02 PM
I am so so so so nervous for Monday I can see my nerves popping. Literally.
And I just remembered that I will not be able to pick the Korea lovies up on Monday night, that sucks actually but I really hope they'll return a teeny bit later than expected so that I can rush to the airport. I screwed up so much, I'm not even sure if I can attend the NCC Graduation Ceremony.
Crazy thoughts rushing & haunting me the past hours. What if I have mean colleagues. What if they do not "welcome me to their club". What if I screw up and have no friends there. This is worse than 1st day of school. Oh yes, what if I cannot make my way to Wheelock???? Omg what if I am late for my first day of work. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& what am I supposed to report in on Monday?? Shoes? Can I have earrings on? Oh no I'm freaking out. Will an adidas pair be a total no no since I'm a staff at a Nike outlet??? Oh dear. And what job will I be assigned to? Will I be trained first? Omg they should have given me more details dont you think so!!!!! and as you can see that's not a question!!!!!
Ah, I need to pee.
and what time should I leave home?
