Y1:30 AM
[jukeboxshkh] Muse - Unintendedat times when you feel everything's crumbling down on you, you might want to just drown yourself with gallons of coke greentea & stuff yourself with decks and decks of chocolates, even better, smother yourself with hot melted yummy toblerone milkybar hersheys, whichever you love most. for maximum grief reliever, all. my advice for a good headstart is to have songs blaring so loud you might want to consider turning deaf. whatever genres you choose, it'll make you feel better i bet.
i know my friends will be there if i need someone to talk to and i appreciate it very much. but some things are meant for me to just digest them on my own, some things i have to go thru on my own. some things tt have me stuck in between, no one can help me. i'm neither here nor there. middle. centre. between. i can go neither left nor right. i tried both. someone woke me up and the truth is both arent the right paths. i'm tired of trying. and i don't know how else to resolve the matter. talk about cheering myself up, i'm doing a helluva job (:
all i want to do is to sleep, finish up all the oreo cheesecake and see a reason why i shud pick myself up. i am very exhausted. orang orang kampung, don't ask me whether i'm OK.
I am more than fine, havent i told you?
