Y11:56 AM
11th August 2005.
THIS DATE I WILL REMEMBER!
cos its the most badbadbadbadbadBADEST luck day EVER in sheikharoon's history GRR GRRRRRRRR RAAAH! ):
1stly, i woke up vandamn early so that i can be in school earlier than usual. AND GUESS WHAT, i reached at the bus stop at the same usual boring time and i took the same usual boring 14B.
NEXT, that fucked up driver needs to dig his ears. GUESS WHAT!! ugh i pressed the bell for him to stop at the bus stop which is near the school and guess what!! -_- he so happily just passed by the bloody bus stop and dropped me at the tanah merah mrt station.
NOT ONLY THAT, damnit. there was this bunch of fucked up sec1/2 (im not sure) bedok south girls and i swear theyre the most annoying humans living in singapore.
UGHH, they had the bloody cheek to say "eh stupid... everyday get down here then today dunt know how to press the bell" IN MALAY!!!!
with all the annoying vulgar words and tones. i turned my head behind and they saw me doing so, then they lowered down their voices. THEN START AGAIN TALK ABOUT ME LAAAAHHH bodohfaces!!!
i swear i was so close to turning and just scream EH FUCKER THE BUS DRIVER IS PEKAK(deaf) RIGHT ASSHOLE! but no, it would only show them that im as equally corrupted as them, sheesh. annoying bunch of losers.
THIRDLY, i found out that there was the bio trip to ngee ann poly today -_- AND IVE PLANNED TO SKIP ANGKLUNG PRACTICE JUST TO CATCH UP WITH THE BELOVED ONES!!!! aiyoh, sigh sigh.
fourthly, i was talking to suhaila when i was walking up the stairs, heading mr zaldy's class. AND I FELL, what the fcking fuck really. i was very sad ok, the hard cement hit my bones ok, ugh ugh gr gr.
FIFTH (!!&%!^$*!&!), everyone isnt united now. and that made aunty and me really sad!!! for the dont know how many bloody time, we tried bringing everyone together and everyone's so fucked up.
except for few, you guys should identify yourselves.
IF SERIOUSLY JUST AN OUTING FOR ALL OF US TO CATCH UP BACK TOGETHER, IS MAKING SUCH A BIG FUSS TO ALL AND YOU GUYS ARENT WILLING TO BE UNITED LIKE LAST TIME, I REALLY WANT TO GIVE UP.
enough with all of these. i do not mind being a loner or whatsoever really if just a little outing is making such a big fuss. truthfully lah eh, everyone isnt united anymore. just look at yourselves. you guys have your own cliques lah eh. so dont step jiwe here, cos seriously, it annoys the hell out of me.
AND YOU SAID WE WERE GREAT SISTERS.
what the fucking hell.
i was pretty pissed just that i din want to show it. cos aunty was disappointed about it and i din want to make it worse. seriously, i cannot be bothered with the nonsense you guys have been putting up. some are cooperative but some are really not.
and i thought you people were one of the bestest people ive ever known.
ARGH VANDAMN ANNOYING LEY!!!!!!!!!!
oh. and to add to the list of bad lucks, THE SIXTH IS:
I LOST THE ESSAY THAT IVE BEEN DOING ON SINCE LAST WEEK. i saved it in my file and dunt know what happened it just disappeared. what an asshole.
thats the sixth.
UGH so annoying man today. sometimes, you just feel like giving up. yeah, and that sometime is now. i just feel like giving up. mr zaldy said if you have migranes on your right portion of your brain, it means youve been working on too much of creativity lately and if it's on the left, youve been working on too much math or .. study. and if your neck hurts, youve been really stressed. guess what, okay no dont guess.
MY WHOLE BLOODY BRAIN AND NECK HURTS LIKE FUCKING SHIT
mun, that was good.
love,
sheikha
