Y11:14 AM
i feel as miserable as yesterday.
first and foremost, i would like to wish syazomazo a happy 16th birthday. you know i sayang you kan??? love you okay
listening to class95. so emo now.
have been since just now actually. sucks lah, prolly cos of yesterday night. i would love to thank azmi and leen for being there for me yesterday. azmi especially. you pmed just at the right moment. thanks for paying attention and trying hard to make me feel better. i did feel a wee bit better. thanks mimi. leen, you too. you guys, i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
i drank a whole huge bottle of coke yesterday
(can you believe it????)
yeah. i nearly got drunk yesterday. really. i chat with mimi and i went all bezerk. coke plus tears, perfect combination. angklung practice yesterday sucks. because of the sad raya song, i had all the flashbacks.
chatting with een now, shes really a sister. love her.
had ncc just now, sucks also. most part Bs werent in their ncc uni. a big what the f. but yeah its okay. just went on with the plan. some had to leave whatever not. no pt. i was feeling emo. until now also. sucks lah. and guess guess, fountain just came. good sia, pms plus problems, great combination.
i just feel giving up.
which really sucks.
problems are kinda solved, im not sure myself.
talked alot with abee just now. sometimes, i thank god for having a problem i had last time. what brought us closer was, the problem. and i must say, shes one of the greatest people ive ever met. she knows alot of me now. shes really a sweetie. told her my problems, she understands me. which really means alot. even if she has no advices for me, shes always there for me to cry on.
she understands me, and sometimes i wonder how shes always there when i need her. man, thats what you call a true friend.
i love rabiatul adawiyah.
hanis was being sucha sweetie also yesterday. talked to her a little after angklung. i miss her banyak. she understands me also.
syaz just came online, i shall chat with her.
love,
sheikha
