Y4:48 AM
im pissed.
but im happy at the same time.
not SUPERhappy but just :HAPPY.
im VERYpissed because my father claimed that i havent been studying. a big what the F, really. cos i did study for no less than 4 hours yesterday. BUT, he wasnt at home. so when he came back, i was resting. so just now, when i was watching tele (WHICH IS LIKE 1130DAMNIT), he started to blabberNAGscoldCURSEswearYOUNAMEIT!!! garr, i was soo annoyed. i knew whatever shit he was blabbering, were WRONG. so i just switched off the tele and started studying. i was sooooooo frustrated.
i mean seriously, I HAVE MADE MY OWN PLANS FOR TODAY RIGHT!
bloody distrupt my plan sia. i was sooooooooooooooooooooo FUCKED ANNOYED i swear. so he was like cursing and swearing and telling me today is nifsu syaaban(i dont knw the spelling). LIKE NEWSFLASH, IM NOT THAT DUMB LAH!!!! obviously i know today's nifsu syaaban right. argghhh, i wanted to yell at him and tell him how untrue the stuff he said were. DAMNIT. but cannot lahh... cannot answer back riggggghhhhtt... what the F.
im so gonna prove him wrong. like seriously, my results will not be FAIR. it will be like.. better than before. SO MUCH better. uhuh, im striving for better results. FOR MYSELF. not for others or whateverrrrrr.. just two objectives.
1ST: to prove to myself that I AM CLEVER AND I CAN DO WELL,
2ND: to prove to my FATHER that whatever nots he just fucking said, WERE ALLLLLLLLLLL WRONG.
can you feel how annoyedANDPISSED i am right now??? god.
okay i shall study now
love,
sheikha
