Y7:40 AM
BAD BAD BAD results i do not like my results
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i dont care i shall be a nerd starting from the prep lessons next next monday, yikes!! and oh, malay Os this monday, OH PLEASE GOD BE KIND TO ME!!
ive been practising bina ayats yesterday, lol. the test papers from the various schools were DANG, difficult. but when i did the past few years malay Olevel papers, it was pretty ... simple. as in, the bina ayat!!! the fill in the blanks cloze passage was rather ..tough. but was okay.
ive not started on my peribahasas yet. this is so dreadful. nevermind, i shall get the 5 marks!!! yes, so many peribahasas, but just five bloodeh marks. NEVERMIND. i hope to score malay, oh please. i know it's a little too late to start studying malay, lol. but honestly, i do want to get an A ):
fat hope, many of you will say ...
BAABAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
watched mad about you today. some sort of m.a.y marathon on hallmark. the nanny marathon will be on tomorrow, but yikes. i guess i will be too busy tomms.
my results arent good, my father and ze familia want me to quit my ccas. i tried explaining that it will be such a waste, considering the fact that ive worked bloody hard to become a sergeant rank and to be the vicepresident for angklung !@#$!&*
BUT I THINK I WAS TALKING GIBBERISH.
damn asshole leyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
but yes, i did much thinking. i guess they are right. ive been too busy with my ccas that ive not been studying. every weekday i'll be home only by 7pm, nothing earlier. okay perhaps 6/630pm?? but yeah, you got my idea. i'll be SUPER worn out and bam, zzzzz.
i told cikgu ishak about it. and he gave me the dumbest idea ever. and that is, TO QUIT HIGHER MALAY. wtf??? quit higher malay so that you can save 2 days of coming home late. DING DING DING, first note : higher malay, IS a subject. and if i PASS, uhuh PASS, it's a minus two for me. second note : whether or not i drop higher malay, it's still a no-no cca for me. my dad is a man of his words, he MEANS everything he says.
and no way am i gonna drop higher malay. that's insane. nevermind, i shall sacrifice the funtimes with hanis ): during anklung, the past efforts i put in, the funtimes with abee during ncc ): ):
but on a brighter note, i did make many friends from both ncc and mldds. so that's love.
:D
im in for the shooting competition. it's not a yay for me though. i dont think my dad allows me to attend it. BAHHHHH, just for the frigging last time damnit.
NEVERMIND.......
the next time i blog on October 29, i'll be sec4 and soon to take my Os, YIKES. i cant wait for Os to be over.
sec3 IS part of the whole prep course for Os!!
bah, why cant i be clever.
anyway, congrats sher for being the 3rd in class. you smart ass you!! i dont care, you have got to teach me!!!!!! and blogging isnt a piece of crap, lol I CAN TELL STORIES!!!! lol
im glad.
im glad that all of my goodfriends are promoted.
but im sad, that some of my friends .. arent.
dont worry, things do happen for a reason. dont believe, ask syaz (= SEE, SHE MET MEEEEEEEEEEE!!
lol, i was so touched when i read syazo's blog. love you too dear (: (: AND HAHAHAHAHHA, syaz saw my family at robinson!!! lol, pretty surprising that she had the guts to "do you have a sister?"
lol, I DO LOOK LIKE MY BROTHER YA.
even leen agreed. BAAHHHHH
(: okay i shall get bk to malay
cheem word for today ; MENYELEWENG
love,
shakie