Y9:11 AM
alright,
i shall do one of those 2-fingers near the eye pose in sch one of these days
i shall pluck my eyebrows till everything is gone
then i shall draw the eyebrows back,
one fine linei shall pout while taking pictures
i shall ask my friends to pout with me also
!i shall listen to a lot of hip hop
yo-yo-jiggy-jiggy songs
and along with that, i shall buy lots of huge yo-yo! adidas sweaters/jackets,
PINK.
i shall put on those teruk-coloured eye shadows
and put on blusher on my cheeks till it looks like i just got boxed
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heheheh, that was so very random.
right. no offence to those who felt a sudden jerk while reading the above, it was .. very random. hahahahahhhahhahah!!
actually, i got irritated while viewing profiles of two particular people. ok no, three.
some nerves..
ive been having nightmares lately. two nights ago, i had the most frightening nightmare ever. it wasnt a nightmare about zombies or whatever, but it was real ghosts. they were haunting me down, yikes. awoke from sleep at about 3am??? i quickly hid behind the blankies after that, i had to wipe those scary images. they looked so real, i felt it. it felt so real.
and i thought alright, just a nightmare. a. nightmare.
you bet i was wrong. had a well, nightmare? yesterday night. GOSH. again, it seemed for real. however, it wasnt horrifying. it was a very sad story, a very heart rending story. eventually, i cried. YES, in a dream/nightmare/whatever you call it. i woke up from the dream and oh my, i felt tears travelling down my cheeks. fresh tears.
again, it felt so real. so. real.
that aside, i didnt attend school today (: cos im down with fever and a little of asthma. i had
those hard to breathe moments & so ive decided to take a day off. i wonder if the others still survive after the two periods of biology, bahahaa!
coke, anyone?If I can reach the stars,Pull one down for you,Shine it on my heartSo you could see the truth:That this love I have insideIs everything it seems.But for now I findIt's only in my dreams.&eric clapton - change the world=IM DONE WITH THE UNDOMESTIC GODDESS!!!
it's so good you must all read!! honestly, it contains the word that came out for this year's paper 2 english olevels vocab!!! hahaha! but really, you must read. i cried a lot yesterday, the ending part was .. marvellous. i teared like nobody's business. well, my mom did get "OI WHY YOU CRY" at me. hahah! it has the kick. sophie kinsella is one of the best authors, man. i shall rent other books by her. they must be great!!!
lol, i cried ..
i cried.
i even went to the toilet to wash off my tears, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. oops, hahah! and there's a certain male character in it, oh myyyyy .....
he is soo sweeeettttt.... damn damn, why cant such boys exist?!!ok, i shall just type in a few paragraphs to keep you going:
'Well at least I tried something new!" My words pour out in a torrent. 'At least I went out and tried a different life for a bit!"'What's that supposed to mean?' His grasp loosens in shock. 'It means, what have you ever tried, Nathaniel?' I know I sound shrill and aggressive but I can't help myself. 'You're so narrow-minded! You live in the same village you grew up in, you run the family business, you're buying a nursery down the road... you're practically still in the womb. So before you lecture me on the way to live my life, try living one of your own, OK?'I break off, panting, to see Nathaniel looking as though I've slapped him.Immediately I want to bite my tongue. 'I... didn't mean it,' I mumble.I take a few steps away, feeling near to tears. This isn't the way things were supposed to go. Nathaniel was supposed to support me and give me a hug and tell me I was making the right decision. Instead here we are, standing yards apart, not even looking at each other.'I thought about spreading my wings.' Nathaniel suddenly speaks, his voice stiff. 'There's a nursery in Cornwall I'd die to own. Fantastic piece of land, fantastic business... but i didn't look at it. I preffered not to be six hours' drive away from you.' He shrugs. 'I guess you're right. That was pretty narrow-minded of me.'=
-DIESso there, you must read the book. you will be missing good stuff if youre not planning to do so. sigh, if there's a movie remake of the book.. i will get the first few tickets anyone can purchase. die die must get.
-faintsalright, i shall go now. perhaps i should read the book for the third time. lol, saturday till today, read twice. dahlah, thrice lah!!!!
lotsoflove,
shakie
