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Weakened from the painThat he left inside her heartFallen in the rainHer whole life has fallen apartAlone she criesFilled with hate insideNo love, no lifeWithout that loser who once said:Here's your kiss goodbyeSee this is real, she doesn't feelLonely hearts, shattered dreamsThere's nothing better in this placeNothing but memoriesIn your mind&rufio - she criesyou say what you want to sayyour diamonds are drops of rainyour smile is your credit cardand your currency is your loveand the morning is for youand the air is freeand the birds sing for youand your positivity&suede - positivity=i have written everything i want down on my wishlist but sad, it's just that .. short.ive been pretty moody today. well, after school that is. got back and watched the usual 2-3pm shows ; the nanny & bewitched.
abt time i wriggle my nose to get out of this shite. tett.
school was, alright. nurul ain got
her day off today. i was quite lost during bio & math too. nur ain was very very kind cos she explained to me whatever information i needed to know. great, i love her. mdm rao drilled us on kidneys & urinal .. stuff ...... i really need to do some self-revision later on. math, was .. quite confusing at first. ahahh, i was so silly to have drawn a whole bloody circle when i did not have to. and ain was getting all
sheikha why you do circleeee.... i think she was quite exasperated to be explaining 1463825891522538 times. much help, much love! and oh, how great. i felt
confidante that i had a pair of compasses
but what's good having them when they seemed .. distorted, somehow.
so, i had to borrow ain's. lol, i think she was quite irritated lah, yikes. i shall get a new pair. soon. very. soon. please no emath or amath tomorrow, ive yet checked the timetable.
i need a book, this isnt doing me good.
maybe i shall rent one, but 4/6bucks and theyre not yours?!?!? lol, maybe sherly should tip in some moneh too. yes! such a great idea, i
must share with her. hahaha, half half laaahhh ...
amath re-test will be on december. yikes, december is approaching. and ive not started revising amath, baaaaahhh. bio re-test, however, will be on jan. YAYYY!!!! so hmm. i shall start soon. soon.
very.
soon.
they say life's like a rollercoaster. and i often wonder. if life
is like a rollercoaster, why can't i just stop it & leave??
sometimes, i do wish i can just cut the string that holds the little white pearls/beads together. they all look so squashed up.. stressed up. if i were to be any of them, i would just scream
sometimes too, i wish life is like .. beads of pespiration. when you get into trouble, you pespire. and then, with the magic of your hands .. you wipe them off. and your troubles are just .. somehow .. solved.
or even, sometimes i wish life can be written down like a song, with a pencil. and when it gets wrong, you erase them. when it gets right, you make a new debut.
but no, life has to be like the weather. unexpected. sunshine means happy. pour means sad. combination of thunders, lightnings & heavy rain means depressed, angry, hurt, disappointed? and when it's snowing, everything seems to freeze. ice cold. cold.
cold.
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that just appeared. that was very random and i do not wish to type such thing, again.
ever.
if i had another chance, i'd shout it to the whole world.
And the rain falls downIt's the only way it gets betterWhen the rain is falling downTelling me that l'm gonna make it throughI never thought of what it costAll of the time i might have lostSo much to gain playing it coolI'm better cast playing the fool&
Joey Mcintyre - Raini dont feel like blogging anymore. so today's entry, done.
love,
sheikha
