Y3:27 PM
You don't know what it's like, baby You don't know what it's like To love somebodyTo love somebody To love somebody The way I love you &bee gees - to love somebodyIt's over and done but the heartache lives on insideAnd who's the one you're clinging to instead of me tonight?And where are you now, now that I need you?Tears on my pillow wherever you goI'll cry me a river that leads to your oceanYou never see me fall apartIn the words of a broken heartIt's just emotion that's taken me overTied up in sorrow, lost in my soulBut if you don't come backCome home to me, darlingYou know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tightNobody left in this world to kiss goodnightGoodnightGoodnight&bee gees - emotion=my brother downloaded so many sad love songs. i think he's heartbroken, LOL. i dont care whether or not hes heartbroken but, THE SONGS MADE ME EMO AND SAD LAH! =banyway, i just got back from the last terawih for this year's ramadhan. pretty sad lah yah. and fun fact for today, if you DID solat terawih today, the pahala /points you get is equivalent to 1000 times going to haj, if im not mistaken. something like that. i was like, WOW. HAHAHHAHA im glad that i did terawih C=
might be going out with abee tomms. to get the accessories for raya!!!!
HAHAHAHA SHUT UP LAH!!
aye, disappointing .. .i keep losing good people. i dont know why. am i that teruk? am i that ... evil? why are people running away from me? why, the special people? first the lady, next the man. goodfriends ive never found before. i felt blessed to be that close, that close... to both of you. perhaps, people do need a day off. but why treat me so harsh? i hate losing best friends. i hate losing you. i hate losing both of you. i wish i could have told you both earlier, i love you guys. it might not mean a single shite but it means a hell lot to me. why? i often ask myself. i need to know, cos i do not want to lose anyone else ... again , anymore ... not azmee.. not abee.. not leen.. not syaz.. not hanis.. not .. any single one, else. this poor heart is slowly aching. soon, shattered. kesedihan menyelubungi diriku. perhaps i do not deserve true finds. kun fa ya kun, things happened as planned by God. probably i do make friends and lose them at the same time. and perhaps, i will never .. find a best friend. that's sad when you think of it. i told you, i will always be there for you. yeah, perhaps i didnt quite fulfill my duty. or perhaps, you have a significant other. it's pretty heart rending when you think of it. here i am, trying my best to save the great friendship we had... there you are, giving zero tlc. perhaps, you dont care? i dont know. even if i weep, sulk, cry so badly.. at the end of the day, it's done and over with. and i wonder, i wonder why.tomorrow night. takbir. i love listening to takbir. it's very relaxing.
love,
sheikha