Y7:51 PM
i'm feeling terribly droopy today.
I SLEPT FOR ONLY 2 BLOODY HOURS DAMNIT.
initially i thought of going to bed LATEST by 4am. and holy smacks, i was ONLY done with the last two chapters by 4am. which means that i havent revise the other chapters which i revised few days before. HAIYOHHHHHH
thank god Gold accompanied me. YES. it was kinda creepy that i was alone at the living room doing my work with the others sleeping ever so soundly. and to have my 3rd brother talking to himself while sleeping made it worse. like suddenly there was someone who kept talking on & on hahaha it was so funny, and at the same time - creepy.
so worn out i couldnt get myself to sleep when i got back from school just now. felt super groggy in school and everything else didnt quite matter. i was flipping through my ever so thick notes again & again, hoping that the test would be simple.
BUT WHAT THE FFH.
obviously many agreed that the first three questions were stupid, babi, killer questions. and they made a very crummy first impression. i was counting on the late night torture
or so i call it to help me at least get SOMETHING just ANYTHING out of them. seriously, i substitute almost anything i could into the equation. it was pretty dumb but i hope AT LEAST, i'm able to get myself a mark or two from that.
the first question was on logarithms, and the next two questions were on coordinate geometry. and you know that I WILL NOT STUDY COORDINATE
GEOMETRY-STR LINES COS I JUST SIMPLY HATE THE TOPIC. haiyoh, two bloody questions taking up a lot of marks and i just blew my final chance like that. sucked so bad, i'm quite disappointed.
but on a lighter note, i think i did kinda solve the question on proving of identities. which was pretty surprising lol. when i looked at the question, almost every of the ways to solve just came hitting me. the thought of PROBABLY getting it solved kinda overwhelmed me that i think i kinda did some shortcuts. hmm, now i'm worried. i hope i do get that 3 marks. at least, something.
the trigo questions were obviously.. simpler than the ones tested during eoy. well, at least of that i know. let's just hope i get a few marks from there too.
i REALLY REALLY REALLY wish to get myself a passing mark ): i really do not want to drop amath. especially after i've worked so much harder for this qualifying test than for eoy. yes i know i should have worked hard for the recent eoy but, i dont know.. perhaps i was still under much pressure&stress that i didnt manage to revise smartly. well yeah, but this will not happen again next year. i WILL work hard and obtain good grades, even if i have to sacrifice my latenight television -_- & also, my own personal time.
i really wish to have a study group next year. yeah, so that we can teach one another and perhaps, we can improve on our studies together? but considering the fact that MOST of my close friends arent from my class, ...
maybe we can still work it out. abee, afee, syaz. we can study the subjects that we all take (: and yeah, NUR AIN. hohoho, we're in the same class arent we? we'll become cool nerds next year alright!! hahaha, and you dont need to change your physical appearance to be one. it's what inside that counts, LOL. i joke i joke (HAHHA MTVAWARDS O5!) but we'll work harder, TWICE harder next alright. and be there for me if there are certain downs in class kay? i will try to be there for you too. and, WE MUST MUST MUST MUST prove to the others that we CAN perform as well as them, in fact, WE WILL! kay? love yooooou :D
sister-in-law's birthday tomorrow!!!! hahaha, and we're celebrating it today. at our place. mmmm, CAKE!
oh i miss my friends. one thing about holidays is you cant meet your beloved friends. but when holiday's over, you just wish it would be longer.
and that reminds me the TONS of homework i have. the assignments are all piled up together. and dude, i have to tell you it isn't so much of a pretty sight.
ok let's see, what do i have?
1/ NCC TOTAL DEFENCE -_-
2/ emath holiday homework
3/ amath holiday homework
4/ about 6 sets of past Eng Olevel papers?!
5/ social studies, what the fhh-
6/ physics workbook 2or3 chps GOD NO
7/ BIO MEMORISING NOTES
yes, you say the point number 7. BIO MEMORISING NOTEESSS!! mdm rao actually gave us a few sheets of printed notes that we must memorise. ok it's not a few but ARGH DAMN A LOT LAHH!! what a bummer.
PLUS, i dont know whether i need to mention the following point as point number 8 but, I STILL NEED TO REVISE THE WHOLE SHITE OF BIO FOR BIO RETEST!!!! damnit, and the retest is inclusive of the chapters covered during the prep classes.
that is absurd. so unfair how can we get a retest which so much more ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!! we have to memorise MORE, we have to know MORE. that's crazy if you ask me. and unfair, and arghhhhhhh -
however i curse, i will still need to sit for the retest -_- so let's make my life simpler and just.. study for it. yeah, perhaps i should take it easy. just study study study study. HMM, SOUNDS SO FUN
-_-
anyway, got myself new symbian themes for ze nokia. hahaha, and currently i set the theme to Itachi Uchiha!!!! HAHAHAH!!!!! YAY YAY YAY!! lol, that's sasuke by the way. the mean shinobi. ok ok let's not get started with naruto alright
i got naruto's theme too!!!!!!mumsie's cooking is a little too spicy today. i just chewed a small piece of her chicken sambal and dok i nearly had my entire mouth internally and externally on fire. lol lol, so bloody pedas!! yes, and when i say it's pedas.. you better believe me. lol i was having doubts about having lunch after that. yeah, first impression is important i guess.
hmm, dinner.. OH SHIT HAVENT DONE MAGHRIB PRAYERS!!!
P.S - i miss abee, afee (get well soon!!), nees, syaz & een. NEES, I WANT TO LEPAK AT YOUR HOUSE LAAAAAAA myojo - sungguh enak dan menyeronokkan! HAHAHAH WTF
love,
sheikha
