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HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY DEAREST BEEBEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(: (: Two smileys even tho I
couldn't celebrate your birthday with you. Note: couldn't. Not, DON'T WANT. ):
I miss abee a lot. & today, I've began to realise many things that I have taken for granted. Hmm, I have been taking TOO many things for granted since, God Knows When. ): Pretty sad.
I realised that however bad the arguments can be & to what certain extent you curse and swear, your family will ALWAYS be your family. If you hate them, they're still your family. Your surname won't change. If you hate them, they're still your family. You share the same blood. So in any case, whatever shite happens, eventually you will realise (later, tomorrow, next week, few months later) that THEY ARE STILL YOUR FAMILY.
& that you shud treasure them. Even tho they've been the biggest pigs you've ever met. TRUST ME IN THIS.
Which brings me to my next point. Sucks when you have an argument. Had it yesterday. Trust me, if you were me, you'd find it terribly ridiculous. I shall not jot down my problems here lah, of course. But trust me in this, it's been a tough week/month for me. Sucks badly but eventually I know that, without them, there wouldn't be a Me.
Mums. YES I KNOW I COMPLAIN SO MUCH ABOUT HER TOO. Even tho sometimes I do find her very irritating & ridiculous (i'm complaining now), I know that I shud put up with her 'scoldings' cos I realise now that I was once a little teeny weeny bean in her. & it's really fortunate that I exist. & that that 'scoldings' are actually.. meaningful lectures.
I've taken for granted my dad, my family members. I shall not go on cos my eyes are burning. NOT ENOUGH SLEEP & been weeping too much lately -_-
That aside, I now realise that there are certain friends that I SERIOUSLY cannot live without. One of them, the yours truly ; birthday girl. I haven't talked to her for so long. TRUST ME, it's been very difficult to talk to her lately cos the courseeee................ I SHALL NOT, EXPLAIN.
Reached school right on time. SUCKED cos I cud only have the opportunity to pass the pressies & say happy birthday. -_- VERY BODOH. But I did that anyway. Course recess was earlier than the normal upper secondary recess. SUCKED ALSO. Cos I was pressurized by many peers to, to, to... eat faster
DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Stomach upset after that cos I'm not used to eating in such a gabra(hurry) manner. There, you can even get peer pressure during recess. GOD SAVE ME.
Course continued. Lunch break after that. Searched for birthday girl & friends. Weren't around. I WAS LIKE ONE ORANG GILA ASKING THE UNIONS AGAIN & AGAIN EH ABEE & AFEE MANER AH, EH RABIATUL DGN ZAF MANER AHHHHH! Sleng. Still, to no avail.
Course continued after that. 10 minutes break. Typical habit. Toilet break, must go toilet. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA WTH RIGHT HAHAHAHAHA HAHAHA DIAM LAAHH. Sumi told me abee was searching for me at canteen. A few more minutes left. SO JENG JENG JENG RIGHT. Hahaha, called her. She picked up (-_-) & then,
WE SCREAMED INTO THE PHONE. The connection was something wrong. Too high a decibal. Hahahahhaa. So that aside, told her to step onto the parade ground, afterwhich she did. AND WE SHOUTED AGAIN GOD YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISSED HER YOU SHUD HAVE SEEN MY FACE, SUSU SAW IT SUSU SAW IT lol lol lol
Got very excited the whole time I cannot remember what I said. HAHAHAHA WTH LAH. Abee ran up SHE LOVES ME SEE SEE. Then jeng jeng jeng, they were calling us back to the ava room. Break was over. DAMNIT, I said.
DAMNIT, I said again. Ran down & I said,
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH then hugged beebee lol now it's like a hindustani movie -_- lol. SHUT UP OKEK, I MISS HER SO MUCH I WAS SPEECHLESS. OKEK LAH, NOT LIKE SO TERRIBLY SPEECHLESS COS WE SHOUTED LIKE AS IF WE PAYED SCHOOL TAX HAHAHHA AHAHAH AHAHAH AHAHAH AHAHAH AHHAHA AHHAHA AHHAHAHA HAHA!! Bombarded each other with all sorts of questions & expressions. Then I had to go ):
HAHHAA HAHAHAHA HAHAHA oh well, abee, we'll celebrate your birthday BETUL-BETUL on friday okek? Afee, ANE', myself & you. Okek? DONT WORRY USM THIS FRIDAY TAKDER NCC OK. Hhahahahaha
Oh!! & syaz said she thought the tigger pen is cute. HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO SEE SEE SEEE HANIS, I MAIN2 WITH THE PENS ALSO AT LAST I FOUND THEM CUTE THEN BETUL2 THEY ARE CUTE SIAKSSSSSSSS
& nees dearie, will get you an awesome pressie too okek? Lol, awesome eh.
Anyway, besides abee, I've realised too that I'M SO GLAD THAT I'M NOW SO SO SO MUCH CLOSER TO THE TWO ASS, eh As!!! HAHAHAH AHAHAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHA AHAHAHAHA. Ane' & afee. I know that afee has this undying love for me even tho she puts that PATRIOTIC picture of mine on her blog YALAH, GO AND CHECK THAT OUT LAH AIYOH YOU ALL, & I know that ane' (HAHAHAHA) loves me too cos.. coss... I JUST KNOW. Lol, I got psychic powerrrrrsssssssssssssssssssss
Nolah, whether or not they treat me like one of their close friends, I really don't care lol. Cos what actually matters is how THEY play a part in sheikharoon's life. & that is, BIG TIME. Three As, love you.
Next thing that I've realised is that.. Farhanis Ahmad has been there for me when I need her. & that is, love. MINUS THE SPANKING I GOT FROM HER ON MONDAY MORNING.
0_o EH AFEE??? Hahahahahhahaha
I've realised too that my lovely classmates ARE SUCH LOVELY PEOPLE I MUST TELL THEM I LOVE THEM ONE DAY. Lol. THE GIRLS LAH ESPECIALLY.
Nur Ain, been there for me during curriculum time. Lol, hers, morning shift ah. HAHAHA nolah, she's been there for me often. Understands me too.
& yes, she has a very contagious laughter AIYOH
Suhaila, a.k.a susu HAHAHHA. She is .. once my EH TAKNAK KAWAN GANG. Hakhakhak!! But now, I think she is one of the good friends I've made so far. VERY frank. Which is a good thing. Frank means she does not hide unnecessary stuff.
Nurul ain, can be the biggest sotong you can ever meet. & HAHAHA that can make you laugh till you tear ever so terribly.
"AH! SAMUEL!" -The words of Ain.
Lol lol lol lol lol
& saliha, nazurah & may. Saliha, you know I love the SALIHAH song. Lol. Nazo, you're quite ticklish at times which is a good thing cos I need a friend to be laughing together with me. May, you were once a good friend.
SHERLY GUNAWAN SAYANGKU. Lol, she's my chinese bestfriend. My chem/phy partner. I love her so so so so much. We are the targets of Mdm Ho. Just that we do Ok for her tests but not Ok during her lessons. LOL love you sher. Banyak ngobrol. Lol
NCC MATES. Oh, without you girls, senang, there wudn't be ncc part Ds would it? (:
The others.. OI IT'S 1AM ALREADY AND I HAVEN'T STARTED ON MY ASSIGNMENTS THAT'S SO WTH. Lol, and my aim was to type happy birthday abee i miss you and the two others ; afee and ane'
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wow, i really have much details huh.
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Ciao
Sheikha
