Thursday, May 11, 2006
Y5:15 PM
Hello.
Just got back and well, was sposed to attend tuition class today but didnt. & thats bcos we had an extra class for chemistry OMG YES CHEMISTRY. Tsk. My class missed quite a number of lessons with the Ho so, we had to stay back for an extra lesson. So now she cannot brag about not calling us back for lessons, cos she just did bloody hell.
Today has not been entirely right/good/+ve. Woke up and got a text message & actually changed my mood for the day. I'm not sure whether it'd be for long but, sucks. You see, when there's something bothering me, people do not know cos well, I do not show it (: But sometimes I SHOW IT MAN.
So anws, to start things proper, let me first THANK HANIES FOR THE PRETTY PRETTY FRAME & CUTE LITTLE SELF-WRITTEN STAR CARDS I THOUGHT THEY WERE SO CUTE AND WARGH I JUST ADORE THEM. & the pix - rocks. Cos there are the two of us :D Hyehh.
& with that also, I'd like to thank susususususumumumu for giving me such an inspiring lovely poster. I thought it's very very meaningful & well, useful too. Really, thank you so so so much :p
No school tomorrow so that's a huge yay there. Spent time with syaz after school for a while yesterday. Bought fries & bubble tea and headed home. Talked a lot and I'm glad I did.
I'm serious when I say it sucks when you're down. I really am.
Headed home with 4As* just now. Afee & abee initially were waiting for syaz who INITIALLY(again) said that she had to stay back only till 2.30pm then jeng jeng, even after my chem rem had ended, she hadnt come down. Cacat.
I did something silly with my mmc card & the laptop. Which nearly made me cry & sweat like a first class pig. A cool one, at that.
I have over 400 text messages in my phone inbox and I'm planning to delete half of them. & after I'm done, it'll stay that way cos I'll text lesser. Cos, cos, I have my own reason.
Somebody's been talking about the 4As* and saying that we're immature bunch of kids. You know, that's a mean thing to say considering the fact that YOU'RE wayyyyyyyyyyyyy immature than us. Ha, insultin us further promotes your post. If we're immature, duddeee.... what are you. Anw, I hate to say this but I do not like doing this. You know, all these (!#$%()^%$ in my blog. I know that you're a nice person, deep inside, I mean who isnt right? Perhaps you shud just reflect & ponder, how does it feel if people were to belittle and critisize you? You know, that may be a measly simple question but, I'm sure it'll make you become a much better person.
Eeen, I'm truly sorry for being very very very busy ): Schedule's packed and I cannot make it on days like tomorrow, saturday and sunday. I have plans already. Sorry. But do have fun at sentosa with neesnees okie? We'll meet up soon. Worse to worse, BV sunday market - 040606.
Hugs:&Kisses.
I once told you I'd be there if you need me. I meant it. But I'm sorry that my actions recently had proven otherwise but as I told you, I just cannot bring myself to let you indirectly tell me off anymore. I know you appreciate that I've been caring & concerned and I appreciate that, tons. But you see, everytime I check up on you, I tell you something, I ask you how are you, I try cheer you up even tho I know it'll be quite useless, all you do is to give me that go away I do not need you tone. You see, I'm human too and I know you're sad and your actions might be too abrupt but, too many of those, suck. You're a nice person you really are and whatever shit perceptions you have about yourself, those arent true. Women, they come and go so please do not take relationships too hard. Especially at your age. Yes I know you're a mature growing man and you want to find true love now but you see, if God does not permit you to do so, you cannot sulk & be sad about it. You'll find her one fine day, that I assure you. Unless you're gay which is, no wont happen situation. You see, most of the words that I utter are usually words that I've put much thought into so that I'll not regret whatever I've said. A friend tries to listen when you have a problem but I, I try to listen & help you solve it. If not solve, cheer you up. Perhaps this huge issue isnt something I can wipe out off your stubborn mind but if I cud, I really wud. Your problem is my problem, remember? So until you're fine, I'll be fine too. I read your personal blog/diary & why not go for her instead of her? But please, this time, do not be serious about it. If you are meant to be with that certain someone, you will be together. Trust me. God tells me that everyday. I know you do not want to read this but, do cheer up. Cos I miss you being the wicked, cool, interesting, full of little crazy stories, funny, caring person. This paragraph will not cheer you up but, I don't know.. I thought, I thought I'd express my thoughts here.
& I will be there for you whenever you need me.
That goes to my As* too.
Anw, pictures (sorry they havent been editted)-
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That's the 9thMayBESTROCKINTAUREAN birthday girl (with the bad haircutFFFF) (:
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Not lookin at the -_- (little little sheep HAHAHA)bedsheet mum bought me, those are my lovely pressies ((((: Excluding the ones susu & hanies gave me cos they're taken on my birthday itself.
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Lovely goods.
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The cute mistaken as IMMATURE kids, hahahaha. I thought that was like, REALLY funny.
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Idiotically sweet :D
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Oh, greatest triple S.
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The birthday girl with the taik hair & the HOT SEXY MAMA! HAHAHAHAHAHA OH BOY LOOK WHAT'S UNDER THERE, HAVE XRAY VISION AND SHOCK YOU SHALL BE. Pink cororrrr HHAHAHA.
Just so you know how little baby K is doing,
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& ALSO just so you know that I've ALREADY turned sixteen and looking forward to the 18th of mayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 06,
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Dahlah sudah.
Ciao
Sheikha
