Y12:01 AM
Commiserated in anger & frustration, I sense the inescapable rush of a geyserlike rage which soon wud drench all possible positive thinkable excuses. The disappointment, still afresh in my memory's eye. Perhaps like a post traumatic flashback, I ponder about e inconsequential role I've played. My treasured one, the presumption of you being there for me is starting to fade away. & soon it'd vanish, completely.
Sighe.I'm not really in e mood for anything. Perhaps I need one of those evening msn convos with dearest Abee. Caught a bit of sg idol & well, I'm rooting for paul twohill & jonathan. Paul twohill for his unique personality and jonathan for his wow voice. And, he does not sound like exsg2ndrunnerupidol sylvester(?) sim!!!
Those judges, anyhow only.
Wanton noodles after school with abee and afee. Syz cudnt join us cos she was involved in the i&e dunkin machine for sunday market *copycatchasetheratsyazieeatsmymama'srats* lol, I dont know but I just uttered those..... set of words early in e morning like a rap, lol lol it was really funny esp when syz got irritated by the tone, muahahaha. Much luv (:
Lunch, best accompanied by great people and great daily dosage of a combination of laughters and serious matters. Green tea made it even more splendid lah, duh.
I hope I dont fall asleep while typing. You see, the comfy goldilocks bed, just right! Hahahaha. Oh well. Double oh shits for me cos I've yet done my 2nd round of memorising of bio genetics terms for tomms' definitions test. I stared at the blank papers just now writing poems. Started out with a hell of crazy usage of liquid paper and the viscious write;cancel;rewrite cycle. Oh well, did produce few good pieces, I think. But will not post them here cos they're written due to certain reasons and for certain people. Two people actually.
School tomorrow I think I will die. Eng essay writing tomorrow afterwhich there'll be bio 3hrs intensive revision. As much as I love mdm rao, I think I'll prolly surrender 30 minutes after the lesson has started. Hmm.
Ok damn tired, thanks insomnia for cutting me some slack.
Ciao
Sheikha
