Friday, June 23, 2006
Y10:53 PM
Hi readers of inamorato.blogspot,
I'm taking a break. I've made myself a private journal that I might update as and when I need to. So there isn't much to blog here anymore. Mye's this coming monday onwards so I'd like to wish all candidates the best. I might be back to update once in a while but, that too, depends.
I know I've disappointed you my 3As but I honestly do not know what came over me. I was hysterical, I was dumb, I was stupid, but now it goes to show that I really am capable of doing anything. I'm sorry if the news have shocked you, making you worry but I hope you won't bring up the topic when we meet. It's painful, the whole package. I know you 3As will always be the three kind souls free to lend me your listening ears but there are just certain stuffs that are difficult for me to tell. I'm just used to keeping things to myself. I'm trying to open up with you three, I really am. You girls are special, I'm sorry I did what I did.
You, I'm sorry too. I know there's so much that's happened but I hope we could return being our usual selves, the happy laughing ones. I hate it when we do not agree with things even though yes, a friendship isn't complete with disagreements but it just sucks when we argue. I hope it'd be like last time when I cheered you up when you cheered me up when I made you laugh when you made me laugh when we both would laugh when we would trust each other in cheering ourselves up when we'd go michael buble is my favourite when we'd go hey do not be sad you're better off without him/her when we'd go you're the best when i'd go omg i want to smack your face when you'd go no you cannot reach my face when you'd go bear i love you when i'd go kong i love you too when you'd go tell me why i keep waking up when you text me when i'd go i don't know maybe i'm special when you'd go you're the light of my life when i'd go aww thanks now where's my poem when you'd go i kept listening to sixpence none the richer's kiss me when i'd go have you tried talking to her when you'd go i miss her when i'd go i miss him when you'd go will you allow me to live in seclusion when i'd go you know my answer to that when you'd go i want to tido when i'd go you're a lazy pig when i'd go you're so kental when you'd go kental is strong when i'd stay up till very late due to insomnia when you'd stay up till very late due to insomnia when we both wud stay up till very late due to insomnia when you'd go asam pedas is asam sedap when i'd go asam pedas is not asam sedap when you'd go what nonsense when i'd go i just ate pasta so yummy when you'd go i just ate briyani so yummy when i'd go i will feed my future husband with pasta everyday when you'd go i pity your future husband when i'd go again i want to slap your face when you'd go again no you cannot reach my face how many times must i tell you when you'd go i promise to be there for you when i'd go do not make promises you may break when you'd go i won't when i'd go i feel sucky when you'd go what's wrong when i'd go nothing when you'd go tell me what's wrong when i'd go i want to cry when you'd go you can only cry on my shoulders when you'd go maybe i should cease to exist when i'd go no, please don't.
Today is a gift, that's why it is called the present.
Love,
Ciao.
