Y8:15 PM
Hello lovely readers,For those whose minds have been racing over the various possibilities to what's been taking so much of my time(wow haha), I'd luv to let you know that the month whizzed past with me resolutely doing my own things. So much had happened but let me first begin by telling you that I'm now immuned to BabyK crying non-stop, the tormented tears of teething that could reach ear-shattering decibel levels. She's very diligent & always seeking for attention and company. So, I was left with two choices. Either I grant her her silly wish or she'll launch into another miserable aria. The latter of course. She's 4 mths last 27th by the way, teehee very adorable hyper baby. I wonder if she gets older, what shall I call her? ToddlerK? K? Gosh the very thought.
Next, the results for the recent mid-years have proven to me how far off I am from my 11 points. Perhaps I hid my misery from my family members for a couple of days but I was momentarily lost for words when I witnessed my parents not reacting as scary and horrible as I initially imagined. Nevertheless I shud always stick to my mantra of always being positive as I miraculously hope for five achievable A grades for Olevels. Miraculously, being the operative word. The guilt of having gotten lousy Bs & Cs was enough to give me sleepless nights eversince, resulting in the return of insomnia. Jeng jeng jeng. Other than my results being a sore subject, let me just say that now zillion pimples & horrendous black circles around the eyes are obligingly smiling at me the mirror. I am thinking of taking up yoga lessons after Olevels & say... perhaps experience the idea of being possessed of endless monastic calm?
Other than the above, several misunderstandings had evolved in the family with me known as the argumentative 16 year old determined to push my parents to the limit. I became fiery of course & wound up like a spring. Other than that, nothing much has changed in the family just that yesterday I was bewildered by Mom's notion of me having problems with my boyfriend. I know, that's ridiculously insane cos I'm not even attached to begin with! Tsk -_-
The month's been incredibly hectic as it is and to top it off, I'd have to miss watching pretty fireworks. It's true abee, my social life sucks too. Despite the bitter idea, I'm still trying to think positive & well, there
is still a next year right? Hopefully then, there'll be the true 17yearolds nite out. Abee, afee, syaz, su, ain, tah.. reserve me in your August 07 okie? Furthermore, I'm very well awared that I've got to get down to mugging. It's serious business here, Olevels! (Hahaha fakeness of it all) Ok seriously, I do not want any of my family members to waggle their fingers in mock disapproval. Neither do I need any drowning of sorrows in front of the television, grumbling at the hopeless results. Don't want! :(
Oh yes, Msian sale!!!!!!!!!!!!! Spent last Sat (if I'm not mistaken) with family at JB. I went bonkers scouring the different shops/boutiques for good bargains!! Bought a pair of mng pants & a pretty tote bag from topshop. Felt utterly contented since we only had three hours in JB. Yes, incredulous to shop, have dinner, do some grocery shopping, feed BabyK in just 3 measly hours! But we did.
Feel rather glad nowadays that I have lovely friends around me. Night study scheme (NSS) has been rather quite productive.. depending on the teacher-in-charge actually. Yesterday's was great!! Hahaha, the moment spent doing crazy things with ain, afee & abee was just priceless and pretty. They left me in fits of laughter, just ahhhh so hilarious!! Girls, let's cross our fingers & hope we do not get called up during morning assembly :) Teehee. Alright I've got to get back to writing down biology notes & completing higher malay essays. Hopefully the creamy expanse of fresh paper would invite creativity.
P.S -
1) To those whose MT Olvel results are rather disappointing, chin up okay? Been there, done that :D
2) Wish me luck for English oral this coming Monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmm, so many exclamation marks, imagine the 1st paper for Os. WARGH.
3)
It's hard to believe
That I couldn't see
You were always there beside me
Thought I was alone
With no one to hold
But you were always right beside me
This feelings like no other
I want you to know
I've never had someone that knows me like you do
the way you do
I've never had somone as good for me as you
no one like you so lonely before i finally found
what i've been looking for
So good to be seen
So good to be heard
Don't have to say a word
For so long I was lost
So good to be found
I'm loving having you around
This feeling's like no other
I want you to know
I've never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before, I finally found
what I've ben looking for I LOVE THIS SONG. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. ROCKS.
PERIOD.4) Isa urged me to do this. Hi Isa.
[[-.::IsA::.-]] // [mastermind] a wise monkey never monkies with another monkey's monkey. says:
say hi to syed isa aljuffry too okek
[[-.::IsA::.-]] // [mastermind] a wise monkey never monkies with another monkey's monkey. says:
tahnks,youre the greatest
[[-.::IsA::.-]] // [mastermind] a wise monkey never monkies with another monkey's monkey. says:
!!
AND OF COURSE I'M THE GREATEST, WHAT ELSE CAN I BE?
! Bewildered.
Ciao for now
