Y11:44 PM
[jukeboxshkh] Firehouse - DreamI've been arguing with my parents over every simplest matter today. Yes fine sure being the daughter i am to be blamed. I mean, it is sheikha's fault. Always sheikha's fault. Well i bestow two middle fingers cos it is not my bloody fault that i'm learning to choose the most decent handsome way to bloody lead my own life, though simultaneously i'm trying my fucking best to suit my choices to your overpoweringly high expectations or 'needs'. And it's always my fault at the end of the bloody drama. I am baffled. I am neither here nor there so please stop asking me rhetorical questions like 'JC or Poly?'; 'Poly what course?' ; 'Oh so JC?'. Cos please and thank you it's not helping me decide which path i should be taking in life. And since you have given up all hopes of me getting into NUS well good you deserve a standing ovation. 'Yeah sheikha's no longer smart and hardworking as she was during primary school, hmm nah so what business?' Well for the sake of all the concealed middle fingers, please note that if i decide to enter a polytechnic, i'll be taking a science course so stop insisting i study business just like how you bloody insisted i enter a stupid damn JC. Well i do not know what i want but my instincts tell me i'll make a decent enough decision at the end of the day. So please, cut me some slack, even if it is the least you can do to finally reward me for all the times i've been quiet, or maybe for the simple reason of making me happy. Is that too much to ask for? Tsk, and i haven't even gotten my results *stones.
It is self-explanatory that i'm typing all these to make myself feel better and not because i detest my parents. I love them very much and they mean the world to me. They're good people and this isn't a family problem at all, i never had family problems lol. It's just my ego(see it's always sheikha). Plus sprinkles of dusts of exhaustion and fatigue. Who am i kidding, sprinkles of dusts?! More of like one guni beras.
Moving on, the happier part of the day was actually when i finally met up with the darling friends. I'm honestly pooped to elaborate more on what happened but it was good seeing again the pretty faces who perk me up as when i see them. Though they were familiar faces which i didn't expect to see or look forward to, ahh jijik! Like for example the science lab aunty. Hahahaha don't terasa ah anyone. Oh, i love going to work cos my job is fun(if you take the soft approach lah). I mean, other than the large amount of shitz to be completed by a period of well, a week.. it's the best job! I think. Ok maybe because i have the best boss ever who cracks me up a lot and who btw teases me so much with the r to the a to the r a t e d (rated) stuffs he usually inserts in his 'interesting' conversations. Hahahahaha but he is a very nice boss la. My colleagues have been fine though i must complain about this woman who is called minah current there. Kentot la, she has issues. There i was trying to help out with her little task, she happily rolled her eyes at me kau! Ewah ewah! And don't forget those bitchy tap tap signs of impatience... omg..... and how could she ask me if i smoke...... do.. i .. look.... like... i smoke!!!!! Tsk tsk tsk, 'doesn't mean you smoke you
naughty what'.
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