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MFFFFFFFFFFFFFF I DONT UNDERSTAND WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHO GIVES IN, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHO BE NICE AND OK NVM I'LL BACK OUT I'LL DO THIS I'LL DO THAT, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHO PRINTS THE BLOODY PIECE OF CRAP WHEN OTHERS HAVE THE BLOODY PIECE OF BLOODY SHIT PRINTER. I REALLY CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SOME PEOPLE SO FUGGERSHIT PEOPLE JUST REFUSE TO USE THE STUPID NB EARPIECE AND PLUG THAT F PIECE OF SHIT INTO THEIR TEENY EARS INSTEAD OF TURNING ON THE BLOODY SHIT PIECE OF LOUDSPEAKER, I CANNOTTTT BLOODY UNDERSTAND WHY ALL THESE SHITS ARE REALLY BOTHERING ME SO MUCH, AND I UTTERLY CANNOT BLOODY UNDERSTAND WHY I'M EXHAUSTED. TIRED. PERPLEXED. PENAT LAH BACIN. I CANNOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT FKG UNDERSTAND WHY I ENTERED JC JUST TO SATISFY MY PARENTS, I CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I'M STILL GETTING U GRADES AFTER I STUDIED LIKE SOME NABEI SHIT. I CANNOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT DIGEST THE FACT THAT I GOT 3 Us AND ONE D AND THE THING THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF RIGHT NOW IS THAT I HAVE A FUCKING STUPID PW EVALUATION OF MATERIAL PIECE OF CRAP 600 WORD ESSAY TO BE HANDED IN BY TOMORROW MORNING. AND IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII OBVIOUSLY CANNOT UNDERSTAND HOW THE BLOODY FK OTHER JC STUDENTS CAN COPE.
Maybe depress isnt too strong a word to describe my feelings. I am so tired of everything that i'm doing right now and i just feel like slapping everyone, myself for that matter. I hate disappointing myself, i HATE disappointing my parents. But i dont know how to make things better. I really dont. Bcos everyday i try my best. and this really sucks. maybe i'd just consider withdrawing from jc and just study overseas. or just stop studying. i hate studying. who said i loved studying. i dont need to follow the jc path to succeed. wtf lah. and argh i still have a 2.4km morning run tomorrow laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa wtf and my leg is still injured I HAVE LIKE THE BEST LIFE ANYONE CAN EVER IMAGINED
